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Thursday, September 24, 2009

hahha.
and everything happened.
andiamsoglad.

this time itsnt the same.
itjustfeelso(:
i wan to say more, but i cant.
for i remember,
this can be searched from the net.



she doodled @ {/2:49 PM}




Saturday, September 19, 2009

alot of things in mind.

1. i actually setted the lowest record
2. i am sooooo ashamed that i cant face boss
3. i cant wait for mon to come, den i will make sure this time, i earn more
4. at this rate, if only
5. i miss spending time with my girls, being long
6. i did realise i have been the lousiest friend.
7. holidays
8. results not what i wanted
9. i so badly want to blame you, but i cant
10. bro came back from ns, he decided to spend time with gf only @#$%^&*
11. cassis berry, nt bad la
12. so dumb, i actually bought 2 conditioners, happily thinking one of them was shampoo, only to realise back at home, its not.
13. funneh
14. the next next week shall be my doomsweek.
15. i cant imagine, 5 days straight of sales.
16. everything, its funny
17. oh, i feel like cutting hair
18. den again,i feel like leaving it
19. i am jealous of my bro's black casio watch
20. am thinking, still thinking
21. come and go
22. basket
i was being idoitic,
pardon this.



she doodled @ {/11:08 PM}




Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Tmd.

i do noe who to kill,
myself or still myself.
i am to blame la.
hw to be a better tutor.
damn it.
patiencepatiencepatience.



oh,
cant i turn back time?
i wan to be sitting just there, under the moonlight.
sipping coffee.
ha!
eh, it sounds more like fast forward time.
i cant wait for weekend to come la!
eh, y the restlessness?
i cant explain lehhhh.


i have gt nth better to do la!
sian.
yadahyadah, i cant wait for tml to come.
work.



she doodled @ {/10:16 PM}




Tuesday, September 15, 2009

i duno hw to say this,
but den,
.
.
.
NVM!
comex ended.
grumpy aunties.
@#$%^&*()
but, it has ended.
bahhhhh.
thanksforcoming(((((:

went out with ana,
it was one of my ever off day.
hahaha.
did spend a bomb.
:(
upset.
hahahahh!



critical.
argh!

i need to start dieting.
i noe i have been repeating,
seriously, y is there so much food ard?
basket.
i do not like skinny and pretty girls!

and basket,
mind stop running.
i need to sleep.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
hw come?
y such timing?
seriously, nw what.
dearheart.



she doodled @ {/10:47 PM}




Saturday, September 5, 2009

they say, fairy tales dun exist.
they belong to fiction world, fantasy.
bahhhh.
i have 1 living example,
right in front of me laaaaaa!

and damn,
online shopping is too addictive.
SHIT.
addiction.

OH,
boo.
they went 1 big round,
ended up together,
again.

its nt the same.
damnit.
uleft,sheentered,
hecame.
shecried, itsored.
theywalkedaway.

butbutbut,
ifeverythinggothewayitsuposeto,
iwillbeamillionaire,
soon,
100 yrs later.
if only,there is no entertainment, no nail art, no clothes, no food.
命运是由自己掌控。
我的人生,不管你屁事。



she doodled @ {/9:50 PM}




Friday, September 4, 2009

so far so good.
oh,
i duno if its right, but den.
hahahhhah.
moneymoneymoney.
i cant wait la!
nt bad la, i did noe new frens.

and damn.
i actually went ahead with the transaction without receipt.
boohoo.
i am damn stupid,
if the blogshop owner decide to play,
den jialat!
TSK, den again, y think so negatively?
huhhuhhuh.

and, finally, tml is likka rest day,
nt really,
tuition in the morning,
most prob follow with visit to _____.
disappointed.
its like i have no idea what i was doing the whole of today can.
i did realise much later, i was actually walking ard with an open wound.
terrible.
i need theraphy la.
and damn, am i getting fatter?
ah.
i just cant bloody hell resist the temptation of food.
so much for self discipline eh.

boohoo.



nth much, the other week,
armyappreciation.

the body is screaming in protest,
the mind is obsessed.
the soul is long gone.
world,
i am still here here,
just pardon my self obsession.

this i promise,
i will not lose to u, neither will i give up halfway.
that, u have my word.
'jie, you are the superwoman! go for it!' Z.D.Lim (2009)
i listened, and i ended up here. where i belong.
HAHAHHAHHA.

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Wednesday, September 2, 2009

life has been awesome.
i like it the way it is.
slacking over at shop, earning.
tutoring, youtubing.
cool shit.
if everyting go well,
iammalivinginadreammmmm:)

interview for some IT thingy.
shit.
alone,cause the rest are busy.
ok la huh.
i am 20, i shldnt depend on anyone anymore.
QIULING.
easier said den done la!!
feel like whining.

bloody hell,
it has been quite sometime,
there are times, i feel like coughing out my lungs.
there!

oh,
recently, i duno what happened too.
i cant help it too.

eh, i thought through it,
its better,
no wait,
its like the best.

bloody hell.
hw i wish i can resist the temptations of food.
bah.



she doodled @ {/2:37 AM}