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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

WHOOOOO.
with the rest of projects done.
leaving, picture bk.
plus i dream to be an illustrator.
things are tooooooo cool.
=D

had steamboat.
nice rite.
dessert after that.
thank you(:




tsktsktsk.
drink ppl drink.
DAMN.
tuition tml.
i have to practically drag myself all the way there.



she doodled @ {/11:58 PM}




Tuesday, July 29, 2008

THANK YOU.
for being there when i was down.
THANK YOU
for sharing.
THANK YOU
for all the nonsense.
THANK YOU
for being there.

ya.
pull through.

damn hard can.
but, what can we do.
damn.
this is LIFE.

the 2 kids are being passed to me.
OMG can.
my timetable is like packed.
i tink i have to squeeze out time to shit.
YES
ql, u can do it.
yeah, i can. its only a matter of time hw fast i will die.



she doodled @ {/11:54 PM}




Sunday, July 27, 2008

GOODNESS.
instead of listening,
i am here.

exams are coming soon.
instead of mugging.
here i am, thinking,
how to spend my holidays.
HHAHHAHAA.

clubbing eh.
insanity
i tink my choice of music suck.
i actually LOVE techno.
goodness.
the trance.
hahhahhhaha.

wth.
i am screwed.
so screwed.
i have no idea what is cash budget, cash flow abt.
watever
i will scrap through.
den hire an auditor for my future center.
SIMPLE.

and shit
due to carelessness,
i actually scalded myself.
damn the iron.
or is it damn qiuling?

eh, i miss the i dun give a damn attitude.
i like the sun play with my hair

i want my tan.
sentosa anyone????

damn,
had fondue.
gdness.
ewwwwwww.
the chocolate.
the cleaning up part was headache.
they say i duno hw to clean.
wth.
lol.
i tried ok.

i think i lost my voice.

my bro is dumb.
the girl is dumb-er.
dearest bro, GROW UP!



she doodled @ {/11:58 PM}





DAMN.
spinning.
i can take it,
yes i can.

WHATEVER.
ALL SHALL BE GONE SOON.
ya rite.
damn

and whoooo.
fondue tml.

i tink i shld go for checkup soon.
getting frequent headaches.

eh,
dun judge a book by its cover.
ai seh.

grow hair grow.
shit.
i have gt sudden impulse to dye hair again.
alright, dun scream.
i know.
too many times.
lol.

i was sitting down.
thinking through.
to my horror.
my upcoming hols is like packed fully.
damn.
holidays

they say time heals everything.
bullshit.
the only reason it doesnt hurt is becos, u tend to forget the process of hw u got hurt.



she doodled @ {/7:20 PM}




Saturday, July 26, 2008

Had pool party yesterday.
nt that bad.
amazing, hw we all managed.
=D

hmmm
weird
we started contacting all over again.
will the gf dislike me.
hahhahaha

irritating.



she doodled @ {/11:57 PM}




Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Had my last attachment today.
awwwwwww.
the kids.
they were soooooo lovely.
ql: today is my last day.
handsome little boy: again?
girl: the teacher on monday oso, she gave us pencils. What are you giving us?
LOL!
handsome boy: y today your last day?
ql: i finished what i have to do in this center. will you miss me?
handsome boy: *looked up shyly and smiled. YES!
AWWWWWWWW.

i did not give them anything, instead took pictures for memory sake.
i wish i can share hw adorable they look but, i cant.
time flew.
i did not realise that i was actually attached to the children, till i had to leave.
DAMN.
their faces, so innocent, so adorable.
the times, they created troubles.
the times they listened and were there for me.
thank you children.
they didnt want to slp.
esp. my handsome little boy.
he cant bear to slp, becos he knows i will be gone.
hahaha
i hope that i can go back to the same center.
i like it there.
till den.
TAKE CARE MY LOVELIES.
GROW WELL.

was told i should stay in this field.
that i make a very good teacher.
hhahaha.
i will consider.



she doodled @ {/11:58 PM}




Tuesday, July 22, 2008

WHOA.
one moment i was wondering why our paths nv meet.
the next minute i looked up, you were there.
TSK.
den you left.
there i was trying to stomach the fact that i saw you,
you appeared again.
FREAKY.
the times our paths meet.
that time,
over at marina, despite the crowd, we found each other.

SHIT.
it doesnt matter.
IT DOES NOT MATTER.
YES, IT DOES NOT MATTER.

they say time heal.
no.
memories and emotions came rushing back,
BUT.
hey, its over.
denial.
HAHHA.
you are like the beautiful stranger that i can not hold.
y? too beautiful.
what is the use?!
we pretend to be strangers.
we know better.
if only, if only.



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Monday, July 21, 2008

suddenly.
it dawned to me,
hw fragile friendship is.
just like mirror.
once its broken, it can nv be ment.
no matter how hard you try to mend,
the cracks will always be visible.
so, once its broken,
y bother to mend it.
it will be a waste of time.

so,
if its ever broken.
i will leave.
this is what life taught me.





she doodled @ {/7:48 PM}




Sunday, July 20, 2008

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
FREAK.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
ANA!!!!!!
ok, i am getting the creeps.

BF.
this is insanity.

suddenly,
i realised the importance of family.
was reprimanded for spending too little time with family
was told to stay at home at least on sundays to spend quality time with family.
well, i shall.
I DO NOT WANT THEM TO FEEL NEGLECTED.

mayb,
jw, i shld really do what you said.
to tell the truth.

its wrong to imagine too much.
STUPID.

THAT IS IT.
I SHALL DISAPPEAR.
DUN FIND ME,
CAUSE, I'LL NT BE BOTHERED.

and, i cant wait for saturdays.
meeting up with jc frens every saturdays
=D
LOVES.



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Saturday, July 19, 2008

=D
met up with dearest tab, jw, sj and zy.
good old days.
LOVES.
thank you for the lovely time.
weeeeeeeee.
till we meet.

and yes, thank you for the suggestions.

the ma la huo guo was really damn shiok.
hahhaha.
=D
ana i found a perfect place for us to ENJOY.

woooo. w-o-n-d-e-r

we decided to try out the desserts down the street.
very nice place.

:)

HAHAHHA.
=)

haha. fair enough. We took turns to spoil our pictures.



she doodled @ {/11:59 PM}




Friday, July 18, 2008

busy.
busy.
busy.

ASSIGNMENTS.
COMMITTMENTS.
TSK.

i feel like locking my blog.
mayb i shld.

HA.
some ppl cant read msges.
IRRITATING.
GET A LIFE.
SERIOUSLY.

meeting tml
(:

cornflakes are love.



she doodled @ {/10:36 PM}




Tuesday, July 15, 2008

if i told you, it will be a joke.
BIG JOKE.
HA.

met up with d1.
hahaha.
almost a mth since we last meet up eh.
=D
nice.
till next time.
pool party?
challengers?
D1,
I WANT TO SEE YOU ALL THERE!
and chunyang, arent you lucky?
hahahahha

and,
baby, yanling and shelby.
this is for you.
SORRY.
have to leave so very often to do shit work in office.
sorry dearies=(



she doodled @ {/11:56 PM}




Monday, July 14, 2008

dinner
wala wala
on fri.
hahah.

slept more den 30 hrs in 2 days.
i still dun feel that is is enough.

DAMN.
I STILL WANT TO SLP.

if only.
turn back the clock.
this time, i will run-
away.

ahh,
after sharing, i feel better.
thank you sister for being there=D

and,
pls,
shut up.
like seriously.



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Thursday, July 10, 2008

another warehouse dress.
=D

yes, have to hand it DLE tml.
have yet to touch up.
shit.

oh and yes.
this have been bugging me since the afternoon
the nice eyeliner i saw but didnt buy at face shop.
tml.
i will get you baby.

dinner den wala wala tml.
hmm.
seminar the next morning.
SHIT



she doodled @ {/11:56 PM}




Tuesday, July 8, 2008

its wrong.
SHIT
die, die, die qiuling

i am actually missing those pumps.
SHIT.

GDNESS.
SHOO SUNFLOWERS.
THEY DRIVE ME CRAZY.
HAHAHAHAHA.
must be the pollen,
they seem like ecstasy.
lol.

ohya,
gdness, i have gt GD NEWS.
probaby 2 new tuition kids=D
WOOOOOO.
I LOVE WORK CAN.

am done with tml's lesson plan.
THANK YOU DEAREST SISTER FOR CONTRIBUTING TO THE IDEA.
its realllllllllly nice to have a sister who is in choir
=D



she doodled @ {/4:23 PM}




Saturday, July 5, 2008

it will be miracle if i dun grow side ways.
damn la,
island cremery, cake, more cake, and more cake.
fried chicken with ginseng chicken.
goodness!
nt to mention the night before,
shit.
100 rounds arent enough
=(
BUT, STILL THANK YOU=D

oh and i gt to moon tan.
hahahha.
THANKS AH!

so much so that i have yet to revise on my thesis.
woah.
QIULING!!!!!
SO MUCH FOR DISCIPLINE.
BUT, 24HRS A DAY ISNT ENOUGH.

OH,
and hw can i forget.
BAILEYS.
HAHAHAHHAHA.
yes, my baileys:))))))))))
my bdae eh.
hahah.



she doodled @ {/11:59 PM}




Friday, July 4, 2008

I went to donate blood yesterdae,
along with val n khai.
I FINALLY HAD THE CHANCE TO DONATE,
TO DO SOMETING FOR THE SOCIETY!!


i had the jitters.
The moment i went in, i wanted OUT.
but, ya.
I CAN SAVE PPL.
i did it.
while i was there, the nurses and helpers were damn nice la.
they took care of all the donors.
that moment,
that little pain,
that accomplishment
=D


i have yet to complete my thesis.
SHIT.
my timetable doesnt allow me to do so leh.
AHHHHHHHH
24 hrs a day is nt enough.


if only problems dun exist.
mayb, there wun be misery.
i tot i was strong.
but, it appeared, my sister and brother were the ones.
qiuling, be stronger.
gogogogogo.



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Tuesday, July 1, 2008

=D
the day ended like ard 12 plus.
whooo.
went kap, lepak.
BEST pls.
went cold storage in search of glucose.
must be blind la, the can was right in front of me.
walked back n forth, didnt see it.
OMG.
bought konnyaku powder on impulse.
yes.
wanted to make upon reaching home,
but, the moment i entered the house, i headed straight to bed.
next ting i noe, i was awaken by the irritating alarm.

gdness, tues is soon gone.
AHH.
before i noe it, it shall be my bdae.
HAHAHAHHAHA.



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