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Monday, September 29, 2008

they do exist.
yes they do.
assholes.
i hate it, when _____________.
I DO NOT LIKE IT.
SHIT.
i hate it.
i hate her ever pathetic face.
ARGH.
i desire to __________.
sooooooooo badly.
NO. that is not enough.
and no, i will not ______
becos that is not me.

words
screw it.

u are like cockroach in the house.
i cant wait to STEP TILL I HEAR THE CRUSH BENEATH ME.



she doodled @ {/10:31 PM}




Sunday, September 28, 2008

i do not like the fact.
that,
i am like a living virus.
NO!!!
i do not like it.
i repeat, i do not like it!!
i do not like the fact that,
fever+ulcers+headache
come in a package.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
they kill.
yes
damn the immune system ya.
becos, i am actually stuck with them NOW.
WTH.
THANK YOU.

its like the worst.



she doodled @ {/11:44 PM}




Thursday, September 25, 2008

IF ONLY.
everyday can be like that.

get a life.
seriously.
QIULING.
this is life, is it nt.
there are times, i cant help it.
other times, i cant be bothered.
very often, very bothered.
EH, SCREW IT LA.

school is like starting soon.
BOOOOO.



she doodled @ {/11:22 PM}




Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Everything happened.
i used to comment on sappy love stories.
nw,
i choose to differ.

dear boyfriend,
its scary hw everyting started.
and no, its nt ending.
BOYFRIEND,
yes, u chongweijian.
i noe u will be reading this,
u listen here and listen good.
NO MATTER WHAT,
WE WILL BE ONE.
always.
i promise, u will nv be alone.
whatever the matter.
SERIOUSLY.
PROMISE.
u are no loser!
i love you.

i tot i forgot hw to.
till you came along.

from
your girlfriend.



she doodled @ {/4:21 AM}




Thursday, September 18, 2008

i do not like the fact,
sitting in front of the stupid com.
waiting like forever.

on a brighter note.
i finally caught him online
hahahha(((((((((:

oh,
SUN TAN-NING TML.
whooooooooooo.
followed by chalet=D
its a girl's thing.
i cant wait!!!!!!!
its a break this wkend.
a well deserved wkend, is it not.

having this terrible sore throat.
dear throat, be nice.
dun spoil my programs.

i feel bad.
real bad.
boooooooooooooooooo.

by your side.



she doodled @ {/11:28 PM}




Wednesday, September 17, 2008

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS
its wednesday already.
leaving for chalet on fri.
ohoh, tanning on fri too.
woooooooooo.
before i noe it, it will be sat.
if, nth change, den sat will be the day(:

not gd.
with nth to do in the afternoons,
i tend to slp till late afternoon,
den slack, den dinner, den tuition.
hw cool is that.

things are fine
arent they.

he decided to call just nw.
was caught completely off guard.
i do not like the feeling.
tell me, everything will be ok.
qiuling,
sometimes, there is no pt thinking so much.
righttttttttttt?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i just need to rant.
i am gd.
yes i am.
no, there isnt any confusion.
no, i am not feeling.
yes, i am cool.
eh? I TINK I NEED THE BOOST.
wasting my time, thinking too much.
wat if one day,
i become ur past, will u forget the us like hw u forgot ur past.
ridiculous!
I am just ranting because, i duno hw to solve yet another pri5 math qns.
DAMN!!!!!!!!



she doodled @ {/2:26 PM}




Monday, September 15, 2008

met up with ana.
scary hw we both spend money.
tsktsk.
i ended up with 2 scarfs
1 tee.
they are pretty yes.
the prices, faints*
talk abt being practical.
she gt 1 nice scarf and this 1 scarf/shirt/top
hhahaa.
we will both die if we continue this.
hahahahhaha!!

boyfriend.
i am missing you=(
and its only monday.
i need alllllll the courage.
positive thinking,
yes yes.
i need it.



she doodled @ {/6:19 PM}




Sunday, September 14, 2008

bloody hell.
i feel so ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

ok, i am good.

yes yes,
i feel like a collector.
my table has gt this sudden collection of hand therapy.
hahaha.
i can sell them,
and earn the bucks.
blah blah.

i think i need a superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr nice long hot bath.

sometimes it is like,
u nv know what u are really capable of,
till u do it.
(((((((((((((((((:
and i am sooooooo proud of myself.

argh!
kill me can.
i tink i ate too much.
and i feel like gagging.
how how how.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
i feel empty.
and it doesnt make sense.
damn, ql.

they say, all good things come to an end.
when will ours come to the end?

i need to shop.
to spend.

grow hair grow.
i wan to dye my hair.
but i have no courage.
ha!
damn, ql.



she doodled @ {/10:35 PM}




Saturday, September 13, 2008

i did 2 things that i nv thought i will ever do.
whoa!
i did it,
and accomplished it.
=D
and its becos of you.

wth.
it isnt even 1 day.

i need the tan.
sentosa.
anyone?

yada yada.
the only reason i am ranting.
and not making sense.
is becos ___________________________.
ah,
watever.

see me through.



she doodled @ {/6:38 PM}




Friday, September 12, 2008

he left.
yes.
not even one day.
boo.
its ok, qiuling,
time flies.
mean time,
i can start dieting.
hahah!

and damn.
have to make visa soon.
argh!

i used to complain,
if only there is 48hrs a day.
now, i wish, its only 12 hrs a day.

i just wan to say,
nv let go.



she doodled @ {/11:52 PM}




Thursday, September 11, 2008

i am missing you.
like nw.
like crazy.
i do not like the way u make me feel.

i hate having to be rationale.
i hate having to be sensitive.

i just nid to rant.
damn.
he is not leaving.
and here i am complaining.

i noe time will fly.
but den,
i do not like the fact, that we will seperated.
i do not like the distance.
BUT den again.
i am fine.
time will fly.
it will, wun it.

uhhuh.
we have to move on.
this is life, is it not.
crude.
damn crude.
but den, remember, u n me, will nv be alone.

boyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i once said,
fantasy kills.
it still does.
i do not feel good.
seriously.
i have no idea y.
mayb, its you.
mayb its them.
or mayb its just me.
i cant slp.
no, not tonight.



she doodled @ {/1:59 AM}




Monday, September 8, 2008

this is hard.
这好像比我想象的还要难。
不,是更难。
ahh.
but, this is something i gt myself into.
bear with it
and live with it, limqiuling.

the thing is,
my patience is running low.
correction, since when have i gt patience.
AHHH.
TO THE HELL WITH IT.
i do not like the fact.

damn the dreams,
no,nightmare.
these are signs, arent they.
damn!

school is reopening soon.
here i am, still blur.
happily thinking, there are still many days.
and that hols will nv end.
IDIOT QL.
IDIOT.

i do not like to plan.
sick of planning.
what is the pt of planning,
when they always get screwed in the end.
wth.

我好像不行了。



she doodled @ {/11:52 PM}




Sunday, September 7, 2008

not contented.
not contented.
damn.
ahh!

there is sooooo many things i want to do
so little time.
damn.
yes, i have gt this stupid timetable.
totally inflexible
=(
that leaves soooooo little time.
boo.

haha,
i love chong pang.
the food damn good.
boy,
we shall go there sooooooon.
shut up, i noe what u want to say,
one day.

if only things will stay the same forever.
they will, wun they.

if this continue, i will die.
becos,
i will be missing you too much.



she doodled @ {/9:33 PM}




Saturday, September 6, 2008

Yes, camp is o.v.e.r.
wooo!

yesyesyes,
i need my sleep.
no more interrupted slp.

saw different sides of ppl
(:
the best part was the chilling sessions.
hahhaa.

HA!
uli*



she doodled @ {/9:45 PM}




Tuesday, September 2, 2008

yes yes yes.
tonight will be the night that i will fall for you
((((:

NO tuition.
like whooo!

projecting.
no correction, chionging through the project.
mind draining yes,
but, it will be over
S.O.O.N.

youtubing during lesson,
is sooooo soooooo _______.
at least, i listened abit.

i cant smile without you.
(:



she doodled @ {/12:02 PM}




Monday, September 1, 2008

hahha!

yes yes yes
with the freaking fining system.
i might as well dun talk.
BUT.
i understand.
its for the better.
hahah!
positive thinking, eh sis.

the throat is still nt good.
in fact, i think it gt worst.
nvm, the sweets will work miracles.

treasure, qiuling treasure.
yes i will,
cause i see, hw much he gives in(:

i have gt tuition tml.
damn.
i have yet to call aunt.
damnnnnnnnn.

i cant breathe again.



she doodled @ {/11:46 AM}