Sunday, November 30, 2008
SUDDENLY,
the world
den, did i realize
it was spinning all along.
HA!
its not too late to realize.
see, i can make ur life miserable.
but den again.
what will i gain from it.
its a waste my precious time, my effort.
tralala~
i shall be smart,
i will be nice
i shall sit back and watch.
for there is nothing i can do, other than that.
yada yada
they cant stop nagging.
get a life.
no, wait.
i should.
hahahahha!
i have to do what i need to do.
die.
i cant believe it.
i really cant, the liberation.
OMG!!!!!!
how much i want to SHOUT.
SENTOSA ANYONE?????????
holidays!!!!!
she doodled @ {/10:50 PM}
Saturday, November 29, 2008
u see, it no longer replays.
it dropped dead.
it doesnt rewind.
it stopped playing.
not spinning.
not spinning.
stationary.
in other words
=D
=D
i caught the show,
madagascar 2
madagascar 2
hahahahah!
damn it, its damnnnnnnnnnn nice.
laughed through out the whole movie,
laughed through out the whole movie,
i am sorry, was abit loud.
LOL
DAMN TIRED.
must be the stupid deadlines.
where is the love?
they want us dead?
ITS OK.
this, its the cruelty of life.
welcome to life, peeps.
WELL.
GROW UP,
GREW UP.
WAKE UP,
WOKE UP.
OHOH.
it was kbox yesterday with ana,julie and melisa.
COOL.
nth beats the moment, when u scream ur lungs out.
met with bdae girl later.
it runs in the blood u see.
HA!
u see, we knew it all along.
yet, denial.
yes, its the stupid-est thing i did in the century.
projected.
recorded
tanned.
caked.
smeared.
ran.
screamed.
movied
subwayed
shopped.
this is life is it not?
she doodled @ {/11:45 PM}
Friday, November 28, 2008
i should sleep.
the thing is,
i had mocha frappe.
it shouldnt take effect, except,
i passed the time that i can sleep, nw the caffine finally took effect
and, there, i will probably end up slping in cls later.
i feel like a bitch.
but i cant help it.
HA.
i promise, i will tryyyyyyyy.
i used to have eyes like that too.
till,it became like that.
FP evaluation due later.
wooooo!
later.
and and.
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY DEAREST SISTER(((((((:
LOVES.
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY YANLING((((((((:
LOVES TOO.
thank you for all the times. its a blessing to have you as a friend.
FRIENDS TILL FOREVER.
we love you plenty!
i do not like to blog abt work, BUT
FMS is holding christmas party, FROST over at ST JAMES on the 16 dec.
tickets selling at $15 now.
GRAB IT!
interested?
she doodled @ {/2:37 AM}
Thursday, November 27, 2008
I WANT TO GO SHOPPING.
i saw this reallllllly adorable thing today.
OMG!
handed in PEC assignment.
tml, FP evaluation.
HA!
at least, i am done.
she doodled @ {/10:52 AM}
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
HAHAH!
yaya.
misses la.
and, @#&(!~~
i arent the only vp.
hahhahahha.
AHHHHH!
rushing through PEC.
total madness.
there is still time, i tink.
teacher qiuling, what time is your lesson?
today no lesson, next wk ok?
huhhhhh, whyyyyyyyyy?
*hahaha, they make me feel sooooooo (((((((((((((((((((:
suddenly, i feel recharged!
she doodled @ {/5:03 PM}
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
the headache is sooooo bad,
that i just feel like crawling and curling up in bed and nv get up.
1. headache
2. my mind, actually registered you
3. attachment tml
4. intending to pon sch tml
5. my sis actually bought alot of things
6. i realize, i like green
7. eh, bro, where is my lucky draw prize? tsktsk.
8. i am sad to say, i am too lazy to go gym tml
9. i like the night breeze
10. the silence
11. the solitare moment
12. pea-eyed
13. eh, y do i keep bumping into you, damnnnnnnnnnnnn!
14. PULL THROUGH
15. good night!
she doodled @ {/10:47 PM}
Monday, November 24, 2008
its ITA lesson,
and since when have i been paying attention.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
sis-sy will be back in few hrs time,
meanwhile, i will work hard.
TO THE HELL WITH ALL THE ASSIGNMENTS.
TO THE HELL WITH ALL THE ASSIGNMENTS.
check out.
COOLNESS.
the best part abt gym, its the toilet.
its like my motivation.
my hair,got ahmazingly,long.
hahaha, its like a sudden craze, spastic.
assignments be gone.
cause i am itching for a tan.
like SOOOOOOOOON.
BEEN LONG.
she doodled @ {/2:26 PM}
Sunday, November 23, 2008
i need to rant before i get my ass down to work.
1. you are an idiot, with a big capital i.
2. shame.
3. pity
4. i gt pretty pencils(:
5. thought through, better off this way
6. no, not now
7. i know what i want in life, now.
8. HAHAHHAA
9. LOSER YOU.
10. too many things in mind
11. sis-sy is coming back tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!
12. OMG.
13. i can actually draw
14. i need to feel good abt myself
15. i realized, i was NEVER alone
16. the sharp pain that reality slapped against me
17. i slept from yester-evening till this afternoon
18. still don't feel good
19. i saw the pain he went through in getting her.
20. i helped abit too.
21. i feel like his mum.
22. anddddd, i said something not nice, well, the truth hurts, does it not.
23. nonetheless, GOOD LUCK.
24. i have got, EA, EC, PEC, FP ASSIGNMENTS DUE NEXT WEEK, KILL ME PLEASEEE.
25. its the end of E-LEARNING WEEK.
26. LOSERS, hypocrites.
27. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
she doodled @ {/2:26 PM}
Saturday, November 22, 2008
yesterday was awesome.
make up attachment
meeting.
EE finals.
demsessy.
drank.
i am sooooo touched.
becos when a child, actually said the reason he likes coming to sch, its becos of me.
HAHHA.
and the best part, when teacher asked him, what abt me?
he said, no, i dun like you.
WHOA. being too honest hurts.
hahhahhaha.
and children are fascinated with my hair.
ahhhh! teacher qiuling, ur hair so nice leh.
u put like that prettier.
LOL!
u are soooo pretty. mmmmuacks!
children nowadays, they seem to take appearance into consideration.
EE finals, yes, we had nth to do.
so decided to pop by.
gave the chance of going over to SP a miss.
gladly.
it wasnt that bad. mayb becos we noe the organizing comm.
i think, the emcee was the one performing instead of the contestants.
LOL.
lucky the LT was only that small.
andddddd, i was lucky enough to be 1 of the 10 lucky draw winners.
AND, no!
its becos i am lucky, not becos of him.
hahahahh.
while waiting for our dear val and isaac,
kai got us food.
WOOOOOOOOO!
MJ joined us.
and damn, he cannot join.
they had to go ard telling ppl my stories.
BIG THANK YOU FRIENDS.
gentleman.
managed to catch last night rider home.
TSK.
i noe, i shld be rushing assignments.
i pray hard that it rain sooooooo hard,
and it spoils ur day
=D
feeling damn lazy
i have to rush my assignments.
QIULING!
she doodled @ {/4:30 PM}
Thursday, November 20, 2008
1. i chose reality instead of fantasy
2. i saw what i cant stand, had to literally, clench my fists
3. damn tired, despite sleeping since yester-noon
4. they are a nag
5. tml is d-day
6. alot of things on hand, NONE completed!
7. still shagged
8. brother is a pain in the ass, REALLY
9. BOOO! its not funny
10. i feel like murdering ppl
11. goodbye hongkong
12. hello, earth
13. RIDICULOUS
14. i kinda appreciate, if u arent as idiotic as u're now
15. the same peircing is being a sore, still
16. OH YES, how can i leave out, had field prac assessment, it was =DDDDDDDDD
despite children not being them, they helped in a way. BIG THANK YOU YOU:)))))))
17. all i want to do, is crawl under covers and REPORT SICK
18. splitting headache
19. groove coverage
20. FAT
21. i cant believe, i actually said no to airport on sat. MUST have been mad.
22. dear nails, GROW!
23. YES! sis-sy is coming home, sooooooooooooon.
24. i have yet to receive my another 1000 pictures.
25. i think, u got a problem. SERIOUSLY.
26. understand this, is not mine.
she doodled @ {/11:30 PM}
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
i swear i can kill u, with my bear hands.
field prac. assessment later.
i shld be slping.
but, i cant.
must be the nervousness,
not the many things in mind.
i spend freaking 3 hrs doing the storyboard.
yada.
they will say, eeeee! ur drawing like child's.
whatever!
dear sis-sy.
i am missing you like CRAZY
fly back won't you,
remember my many presents=DDDDDD
he is a jerk.
go to your significant other wun you.
stop making me feel like a bitch.
feel the beat.
feel the beat
ck in 2 u.
feel the beat.
AH.
which to get, frustrating.
she doodled @ {/3:38 AM}
Monday, November 17, 2008
OMG.
I NEED TO RANT.
i can go hongkong during dec hols.
FREE.
yes, damnnnnnnnnnn!
tbc
damn.
AHHHHHH!
let me think, i need to think.
breathe qiuling, breathe.
for a moment, its like having short hair.
we couldnt help it.
i will soar, when i noe hw to fly.
damn, my sister went THAILAND.
while i am stuck here=(
PULL THROUGH.
headache.
she doodled @ {/12:36 PM}
Saturday, November 15, 2008
1. i regret not entering into fashion designing course.
2. layering! but damn, most prob end up looking like dumpling.
3. and yes, lovelies actually asked me to draw them pretty shoes
4. we were damn bimbotic, actually snapped pics to reference.
5. i feel the aura
6. i cant believe i actually fell the other day.
7. slept in talk
7. slept in talk
8. still feeling tired
9. vanessa hudgens & zac efron
10. the last waltz
11. i have yet to complete my assignments:(
12. e-learning wk!!!!
13. 24hrs a day is NOT enough
14. booo you
15. tired
16. gym
17. track
18. i do not like pretty girls
19. it just so happen, had obsession of mirrors
20, these are from my cam, i have yet to receive the other 1000 photos that we took from them.
the salesgirl was jealous.
i wasnt the only one, this is what we do in toilet.
pardon me, i just gt sick of the pea eyes.
she doodled @ {/10:53 PM}
Friday, November 14, 2008
i caught high school muscial 3,
like finally!!
its damnnnnnnnnn good la!
definitely a show not to be missed
(((((((((:
waltz, anyone?
with work piling.
it seems impossible.
but still
=D
BEAUTIFUL.
you see,
u can blame me,
when she is a bitch.
how can he stand her,
when i cant.
you see, it isnt my fault.
damn the pain.
but the result is ((((:
she doodled @ {/10:20 PM}
Thursday, November 13, 2008
i need to rant.
and its only the start of the day.
FF!!
i just need to find a medium.
YOU!
BOO!
RIDICULOUS
YOU DO NOT LAUGH, GLOAT.
BECOS, IT WUN BE LONG.
AND NO,
I WUN BE LAUGHING AT YOU DEN.
HA!
it sounds crude,
but it cant be any worst den what you do.
LOSER.
i am amaze hw i can say that.
damn!!
she doodled @ {/10:24 AM}
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
i do not like the constant update,
but again,
i have gt nth better to do.
No, correction,
i think i have gt nth better to do.
had attachment.
adorable(:
they remembered my name, and and,
this cute little boy was like,
teacher qiuling, i love you.
muaaaaacks!
boys, hahah!
something happened,
i want to run back,
but den i realise,
no more.
i have no choice but to crawl forward,
whether i like it or not.
and i can do it.
BUT, I CANT.
no, I DUN WANT TO.
FF.
yes yes yes, go for it.
do what you always do.
all the nonsense.
it doesnt make sense.
nevermind-
you see,
you go against your own principles and this.
tuition later.
its scary hw ppl change, live on, move on, etc.
i used to think,__________.
mayb i was wrong.
becos, now i am too.
so good luck!
i looked through, realized, no big deal.
booooo you.
friday pls come.
i want my weekend again.
wait, what have i been doing?
whooooooo!
e-learning next wk.
plans?
she doodled @ {/11:40 PM}
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
I DO NOT LIKE IT
I REPEAT, I DO NOT LIKE IT.
FF!
i did my lesson plans.
like finally.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeee!
attachment tml,
bloody hell!
shag at the thought.
if i think i can, i can.
so bloody screwed.
no wait, i'm not.
i am.
i am, am i not?
booooooo you!
you do not criticise,
for this is my right.
RIDICULOUS,
KIDS.
she doodled @ {/6:34 PM}
Monday, November 10, 2008
i do not like the fact
that you are deemed as a loser,
with a CAPITAL L.
i do not want to know.
i do like what i see, hear and know.
i do not know if its you, them, him or me.
whatever is the case,
i choose to believe what i see,
so please,
disappear from my sight NOW.
before its too late.
LEAVE, when everything is still fine.
at least, when its ok on the surface.
no wait, _________.
wth!
too many things.
they're
i saw the crude, ugly side.
something i didnt want, never want to see.
all the things, they
now i feeling like an absolute idiot, with a capital i.
i do not know if its good this way.
am i smart or are u dumb.
i arent used to seeing what i see.
maybe i just need some time.
i noe things i didnt.
ya right, i never believe.
they say i am dumb,
i must be the dumbest.
WAHHHHHHHHH!
looking at my schedule, i have gt no time to breathe, at least, not this wk.
she doodled @ {/11:54 PM}
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Don't leave
vanessa hudgens
I dont know what I'd do if I ever lost you
and all the loneliness I would go through
but if you want to leave I wont stop you
I've been gone so long, I'm used to feeling alone.
I estimated our love, my estimation was wrong
See I never knew what you were going through
But I just got back now I see where you're at.
How could you have doubted that I'd even be distracted by
any other guy no matter if he ever caught my eye,
We just need time, some time to connect
What i'm telling you now, I hope you never forget it
I don't know what I'd do if i ever lost you.
And all the loneliness I will go through.
But if you want to leave I won't stop you,
'Cause I don't want you if you don't want me
To be the one, the only one that you wanna run to
Baby boy you know I'd just begun to realise what is important to me.
So don't leave
Don't leave.
Maybe I should've tried to put your needs first, but my priorities were messed up
and I know you got hurt
See I never knew what you were going through
But I just got back and now I see where you are at.
Think about it take a moment just to rewind
Everything that you'd be leaving, everything that was right.
Do you really want to stand there and tell me goodbye
When I'm saying I still love you, I don't know what to do if I ever lost you
And all the loneliness I would go through
But if you want to leave, I won't stop you
'Cause I don't want you if you don't want me
to be the one, the only one you wanna run to
Baby boy you know I have just begun to realise what's important to me
So don't leave
Don't leave.
Lonely days and lonely nights
That's were you'd be without me by your side
Better think twice baby
This could blow up crazy, you know
I cant keep singing, I'm speaking 'cause it's out of control
I gave you everything,
body, mind, heart, and soul.
But you keep breakin' me takin' me to another low
Don't do it baby, don't do it
don't let me go.
i finally got it.
identified.
damn, the weekend is g.o.n.e
SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
she doodled @ {/9:34 PM}
Saturday, November 8, 2008
suddenly i realise,
that one day,
life will end.
life is too short.
i am sorry,
for feeling, the anger, frustration, impatience, stubborn-ness, jealousy.
very too often, pride got in the way.
now that i noe, one day, life will end,
and no, i do not want to imagine life without any of u.
allow me to leave first.
ahh!
damn.
crude life.
harsh fact.
she doodled @ {/10:24 PM}
Friday, November 7, 2008
shit!
1. botanic garden-ed
2. damn tiring
3. 1000 pictures
4. have yet to complete ASSIGNMENTS
5. suntan
6. got my herbal essences
7. i feel like an olddddddd grandma
8. t-shirt
9. forget about me-little bit
10. tuition tml
11. have yet to catch high school musical 3
12. feeling damnnnnnn lazy
13. did not go drinking
14. DAMN!
15.i feel like a bitch, i am sorry
16. oh, today was the day i have been looking forward, but why the feeling.
17. i can nv account for my spendings.
18. pics
she doodled @ {/11:58 PM}
Thursday, November 6, 2008
YES!
tml is the day.
it will be friday.
despite having to wake up early the next day,
i can go back and slp the whole of sat(:
icantwait!!!!!!!!
icantwait!!!!!!!!
botanic garden tml.
and damn.
my hair is like dry grass.
herbal essence, ineedyou.
the younger the children,
the more amazing they are.
she is soooooo adorable la!
i do not like the fact that i am still stumped when asked the question.
SHIT.
qiuling, get a grip.
and no, not a concern of mine.
but, damn.
u see, its the complication of the heart.
dear heart, can u please dun feel.
she doodled @ {/11:57 PM}
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
yes, i miss my long locks.
DAMN.
and i am regretting.
when was the last time i did something and not regretting it?
NVM.
PICTURES.
the other time, guangzhou airport.
before we went venturing.
dinner.
best dressed.
tour.
den it was goodbye china.
ok, after looking through, i realise, imissmyhair.
booooooo.
grow hair grow!!!!!!
oh, had attachment earlier, it was cool.
the kids were((((((:
and when they tell u they love u,
its like=DDDDDDDDD
and i do not like pretty girls.
HAHAHAHA!
she doodled @ {/1:56 PM}
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
before i sit down and mug my ass out for tml.
i need to rant.
there are too many things in my head.
wth.
clear them.
CLEAR THEM.
CLEAR THEM.
1. most prob meeting 7up for dinner soon(((((((:
2. i did something i nv thought i will do.
3. tml is d-day.
4. finally, someone said cool hairstyle.
5. had tuition again.
6. still blank.
7. oh, and i realize humans have gt nth better to do, they aim for the impossible.
8. sore nails.
9. procrastinating like always.
10. i need sun tan.
11. i am missing banana boat.
12. i like vanessa hudgens.
13. fairytale.
14. christmas party=D
15. and no, not clubber, wth.
16. HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL!!!!!!!!!!!
17. tuition this sat.
18. dear heart, dun fall.
19. patience.
20. botanic garden soon.
21. pain.
she doodled @ {/10:27 PM}
Monday, November 3, 2008
today it was cool.
the laughter.
hysterical.
the moment.
ridiculous.
things like really got started when everything ended.
its not the same.
i managed to remove my artifical nails.
now my real nails are @#$%^&*()_
ARGH!
dear nails, grow.
tuition tml.
like again.
i cant wait for friday night to come.
i cant wait to climb into my covers,
and nv come out till monday.
she doodled @ {/11:34 PM}
Sunday, November 2, 2008
i lost track of time.
wth.
it doesnt feel good to lie
at all.
ff.
its hard to pretend.
no, correction,
its not hard, its tiring.
now that everything is almost done,
there is no way i can escape from reality.
welcome back to the real world, qiuling lim.
screwed, i actually totally forgot abt calling up my field supervisor
SHIT.
nothing can describe my feelings.
i cant describe
damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
wait, do i even noe what i am feeling.
hopeless!
you shut up, u arent helping at all.
i have had enough.
from this moment, i am keeping all to myself,
i dun nid any more "help" from you.
ENOUGH.
oh and the hamster is being a drag.
it doesnt like cheese nor strawberry.
@#$%^&*()
dear hamster, be nice.
dear heart, be crude.
oh, i have to read up on parenting.
wth.
its good to hear from july and irene.
she doodled @ {/8:24 PM}