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Friday, February 29, 2008

back from gl thingy.
gt to know the grps.
weird names.
delta-chi.
shit
i hope it will be fun.
nt same grp as ana though.
damn la, they purposely seperate ppl.
@#$%^&*()
shit, my hols is being occupied by the tingy.
i am starting to regret.
woah, havent even start.
boooooooo.
hahaha, toad wasnt recruited i think.
oops.

i can predict, be given shit.

eh, there are times, i sae what i dun mean.
other times, i mean what i sae.

and damn, working tml.
but before that, mayb meeting grp go get identity.
hell.
is it holidae?

dance later, SHIT.



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Thursday, February 28, 2008

camp was whooooooooooooo.
we gt the taste of what it is like to be both gl and crew.

crew's waiting time was #$%^&*()_
but, we made use of that time, to gossip, play, fall, fight.
gl was shit la.
the exco acted as horrendous freshies la.
but, luckily, i knew 1 of the 2 freshies who came into my grp.
not that bad la.

and and, we experienced, heated almost cat fight.
haha, the rest were like are they done.
but, at least, after that, we somehow got what we wanted.
and, we enjoyed.

lots of new friends were made(((:
after the 2 more camps, i bet we will be old friends.
(((((((((((:
meeting tml.



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Sunday, February 24, 2008

you said, i wun be alone.
but, i was.
wat happened.
so much for, _____________.

going camp.

MISSES.



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Saturday, February 23, 2008

我好像长不大。




i duno wat came over me.
i told you.
you of all ppl.
damn.
how could i.
ok, forget what i sae.
the person i nid is nt u.
y is it like, i want tis, i get that.
haha.
shut up ql, at least u got someting.



if i kept my temper in check, mayb,
things will nt be like that.
ya, MAYBE.


still life isnt fair.





the scenery became a piece of art.
if only i can turn nightmares into sweet dreams.



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Friday, February 22, 2008

you are so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet.
i am too.
hahahahahahaha.

YES!
dance got cancelled.
wahahahahahaha.

and, everytime,
i walk away.
u appear.
i walk back, closer.
damn.

camp on mon.
woo.
i really hope it will b fun,
if not ana sure sae, see la, u sae want to go.
hahahahaha.

i need passport sized photo, tml.

like this((((:

is this wat i want.
i think so.
this way, that way, either way.
i am happy.
i am, am i not.
i have to be.



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Thursday, February 21, 2008

PS I LOVE YOU was @#$%^&*()_
freaky.
can he be even more romantic.
haha.

caught up with minkai.
nice.
sometimes, tings happen.

spiderwick next eh, bro((((:
genting mayb.

dinner somehow gt cancelled.
haha.

人好像会变。
好可怕,好恐怖。
你也会和他们一样吗?
我呢,好怕自己也会。
或许我以变。。
shit.
痛。

i hate it,
procrastinator ql.

that day.


ok, we look like tourists.
lol.


before the show.

((:



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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

went zoo yesterday.
ok, mayb we arent meant for zoo.
or the zoo isnt meant for us
mayb we shld have travelled ard in tram.
haha.
the part i enjoyed was the photography part.
lol.
k-ed after that.
((:
we gt really high.
tsktsk, we nid no alcohol.
we nearly tore the place down.
ohya, went for job interview just nw
freaking long queue.
the interviewer was nice though.

movie tml.
weeeeeeeee~
dinner, to go or not to go.
i said, it wun kill.
but, haha. mayb it will.


entrance.

the tallies.



all of us((:

will be caught dead in cap like that.

in short, enjoyed.
they made it possible.
LOVE



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Monday, February 18, 2008

KILLED.
i have to be cool-er
my aunt's husband died awhile ago.
like drama.
ya.
生死别离,is part and parcel of life.
bullshit.
she wanted to commit suicide to join her husband, she wanted to jump.
i told my mum, dumb, she can jump and go join, as if.( i must hv been insane)
i actually said that, shit ql, is that called comforting.
i tink my mum cried like @#$%^&*(, grandma too.
her daughter too.
ok.
i wasnt there, when my mum needed me the most, i was at vivo.
her son wasnt there, he was working.
SHIT US, we both were living as if nth happened. we are both 19, yet, we are so #$%^&*()_
freaking useless.
HA
damn.
i feel so. @#$%^&*()_
my mum was afraid my dad will ________, SHIT.
SHIT.
she asked, what if they ______.
i said, wah, den i will worry that i have no money.
i lied, i cannot imagine.
its like, we have no power, what for we work so hard, to find ourselves, losing to fate, TO DIE.
SHIT.
我做不到。

they say, life is short.
do whatever u want, so that, u wun regret.
SHIT.
but, whatever if the ting u want, is to find someone who really loves u.
u end up, dying and leaving.
wrong what.
SHIT.

i rushed back, only to find that you already left.
i thought, we nid time to find out what we really want.
ya, mayb.
damn

zoo tml ya.



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Sunday, February 17, 2008

sometimes, i really wish i am not me.
den mayb,
i will walk up to u and ask u if u still remember.
HAHA.
IF ONLY.
ya, damn!

#$%^&*()_+{}
i have no idea y.
but ya.
命运好缠酷。
i was saying, if we ever cross path,
as if we will.
we crossed.
我不喜欢啦。

why had u asked if i love u.
or why did i bother saying i love you.
we shld have known better.
they say, it takes 2 to tango.
but, hey.
you left.
i had to too.
which idiot want to be left behind,
alone.
i caught you smiling.
you cannot be the only one.
if u can smile, i can too.

i dun like the date today.
i nid brain wash.

THERE.
i feel goooooooood.
i am beautiful.
i am the man.



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Friday, February 15, 2008

WOOOOOOOOO.
ya, OVER.
holidays are here.
embrace(((((((:

next,
job hunting.
booo.

i think i saw u.
woooo.
among soooooo many billion of ppl.
we crossed.
fate or what.
@#$%^&*()
why do u have to appear,
like everytime.
booo.

paper was freaking hard.
boooooo.
and, the woman who sat beside me in the bus this afternoon, decided to pour the whole bottle of perfume on herself.
pls.
ohya and dance was mircalously cancelled.
HAHAHAHAHA.

chalet.
work.
money.
wooo.
should i like ask the rest if we want to invite our own frens to the bbq.
but, if i ask, will they come.
ya, pride and principles.
HAHHA.

cut or not to cut.



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Thursday, February 14, 2008

SO DEAD.
i feel so unprepared.
ya boo.



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Wednesday, February 13, 2008

damn.
i dreamt again.
@#$%^&*()_
eh, it became a rountine.
ok, damn
rountines change be changed.

suppose to be studying,
nth gets into my thick head.
so dead.

i cant be like you,
我好像拿得起放不下
its the worst,
its horrendous, torturous, tormenting.
BOOOOOOOO.
ya, i have myself to blame.
so ya.

STUDY QL!!!!!

i am not cool enough.
pls be cool-er can.
if we ever cross again,
i will pretend that everyting is alright.
as if, nth happened before.
ya, if we ever cross paths again.
as if.
we avoid, like pest.
shit.



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Monday, February 11, 2008

Studied abit like finally.

baby, yanling n shelby were very very nice(:
they acc-ed me to bugis to get my belt.
i finally gt the belt i regretted nt buying.

haha,
everytime, u care, i feel like laughing.
the way u show ur care, hilarous.
eh, wait.
did u?
can tell me clearly anot.

i cant wait to go zoo((((((:
15 feb be gone.
but, before 15 feb, comes 14 feb.
ok, ignore me.

EH,
what the hell is wrong.
damn
rubbish.
let go.



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Saturday, February 9, 2008

DAMN.
killer heels.
i should have used my brain.
AHHHHH.
damn those blisters=(
BUT, still it was nice.
to gather abit.
wanted to catch a show.
BUT DEN.
still.
ajisen for dinner was LOVE.
ben and jerry was ((((:
yl and i bought 1 and got the other 1 free.
haha.
Of cos, camwhored.
i tried real hard to open my eyes. LOL.

us 4






(:

many more pics, too lazy to upload, some other day.


OHYA,
and i won yet again.
wahahahahahaha.
WEEEEEEEEEE.



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Friday, February 8, 2008

ITS CHINESE NEW YR.
WOOOOOOO

mundane.

reunioun dinner-ed over at grandma's house.
steamboat+ tepanyaki= best.
we had to shout to hear one another.
haha, i like.
gambled, i cant make out if i won or lost.
haha.
watever~
family photo-ed.
the best part is pig out on the pineapple tarts, su-gee, prawn rolls.
watch it.
wooo, i am cool.
haha.


watched kung fu dunk as a whole grp((:
it has been a long time.
woooooooooo.
many LOVES.

i have no idea too.
ha.
I was told that my eyes get smaller when i wear contacts.
LOL.
i was told to take care of my eyes, damn those eye bags.
haha.
eyes so big for wat?
damn.
i dreamt of u again.
it has been yrs.
ya, damn.
ql.
big girls dun cry, ya, den wat do they do?
pardon my bitterness.
i hope tml will be fun.
sad.
i cant meet up with jc clique.
i wanted to see the botak guys la.
haha.
ohya, and the girl((:
next time ya?
MISSES



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Tuesday, February 5, 2008

WOOOOOOOO.
chinatown-ed, bugis-ed.
damn crowded.
packed like sardines.
@#$%^&*(
at least, we got our stockings(:
yea!
satisfied.
BUT, i regret nt buying the leather belt i saw.
booo ya.
but, its toooooo late.

the night wind,
orangy light.
damn

seriously,
if u can leave, i can too.
i am suppose to be cool-er.
lol.
ya, damn.
IF ONLY.



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Monday, February 4, 2008

why the restlessness?
ahh.

i really hope, this time, it will be the best.
it has to.

damn.
what is wrong.

sometimes, its best that you noe nothing.
save the misery.
i didn mean to be curt,
but, ya, leave me alone.
i dun feel gd.

我和你
is love.



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Sunday, February 3, 2008

I AM FEELING SO, SUCKY.
i am suppose to be flying high after shopping with baby.

DAMN.
sometimes, i say things i dun mean to.
i sound harsh-er den i intend to.
becos, i care.
i want the best for you.
idiot.
y?
you arent the only one hurt.
well, we all were.
remember, we are in this shit together,
so ya, brother, you are NV ALONE.
u get it?
damn
i sound like an old grandma.

alright, almost there.
hang on ya.
pulling through
woooooo.



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Saturday, February 2, 2008

damn
y had i chose this course?
no shorts, no jeans, no make up, no pretty nails, no nice hair that curls the right way.
instead,
long flowery skirts, ah ma pants, eye bags+dark circles, short nails, tangled mop.
WOOOOO,
if i continue this profession,
instead of being 19, i feel 91.

pardon my bitterness.
lol.
i feel @#$%^&*()_
ya, thanks for being there.
i have no idea y i ranted to u.
ya.
THANKS.
i need to get my nice shoes.
i have to.
no time left.

the reddest ever.



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Friday, February 1, 2008

DEAD TIRED
ahhhhhh.
giving out flyers isnt that bad.
the grp was TOO COOL(:
too enthu?
lol.

the best part was we 3 took ALOT of pics.
haha.

and i saw my old sch mate.
and we remembered each other.

hey,
at such moment.
i still gt time to think of u.
oh, DAMN.
so what, it doesn mean anyting.
no, it doesn.

attire?

hw hip hop can we get? LOL.
there are times, when we arent ready
GRP 12.
wooooooo.


so glad, its over.
$$$$$
((:



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