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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

DAMN.
totally.
i must have been slping la.
really.
=(
totally irresponsible la.
i promise, there will be no other time.
boooooooooooo.
so much for self responsibilty.
qiuling!!
SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT

well.
having attachment tml.
i really really really hope, i will find my way there.

i hope it doesnt affect.

i feel damn bad.
ya.
boo.
shit.
ahhhhh.
watever.
i am fine.



she doodled @ {/11:07 PM}




Monday, April 28, 2008

i tink there is a limit to everyone's patience.
keeping cool still.
just dun test it anymore.
really.
i dun care who the hell you are
#$%^&*((^!~

time flew.
its end of monday
at least, i noe hw to get to my center liao.
all thanks to Violet.
hehehe.
=))))))

went dnd booth.
tsktsktsk.
tml will be a better day.

waited for ana over at su.
damn la.
seriously, get a life.
hahaha.
check out the mirror first
dinnered over at alazhar.
i just realise, we started hanging out at alazhar ever since we know them.

friday is dnd.
wooooo
but before that, comes, tues, wed n thurs=(
dnd booth, attachment, tutor cousin.
ah.
wat life.
shit.
i feel ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
no idea y.
be gone all.



she doodled @ {/11:55 PM}




Sunday, April 27, 2008

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
the age gap drives me crazy at times.
i dun understand the old manfather.
neither does he understand.
shit.
hahahhahaha.
dear mum, sometimes, i cant help it, but think y are u so dumb.
if only there is this understanding.
but, if there is that understanding, i cant throw temper like nw.
ok, shit, what do i really want.
AHHHHHHHHH.
am nt complaining.


i see the forced smile.
you make it appear as though you are not hurting.
the pretence, it hurts more.
why cant you just tell me straight in the face.
i long to tell you, that no matter what i am here.
it must be the pride.
i cant open my mouth.
all i can do, is to see you tearing within.
why cant we all stop the pretence.


DAMN.
tml is oredy monday
attachment on wed.
i have yet to find out hw to get to my center.
SHIT.



she doodled @ {/10:25 PM}




Friday, April 25, 2008

Went over the bugis in hunt for dress for ana.
DAMN LA.
i saw alot of pretty dresses la.
damn regret buying mine.
BUT, hmmmm.
damn la.
ana's dress is DAMN FREAKING NICE LA.
the guys came down to bugis to find us, went for dinner.
arab street of so many places.
not bad la.
except the weird menu, the alien language, 'gd service', air con less.
the food was ok leh.
surprisingly.

went to ice cream chef for dessert(:
its like the best part of the night la.
the air con, the lighting, the ambience, the crowd, the ice cream.
ohyea, and the nice pictures that we took la.
ahahhahahaha.


the pics say it all.

that day over at clarke quay.



tsk, the photographer is just too gd.



she doodled @ {/11:59 PM}




Thursday, April 24, 2008

i shall upload the pics that i took yesterdae tml.

damn,
i dun tink 24hrs a day is enough la.

sch ended at 6pm.
went over to look ard inline skating.
had ice breaker games though.
left ard 8.
chiong-ed down to tutor the little one.

surprisingly, he sat down with me for a good 1.5hr straight=D
hahahahha.
i couldnt stand it too.
nw he has 4 favourite alphabets.
imagine.
" alright, what letter is this?"
" hw do u write letter m?"
" it comes down-, den it goes up the hill, den come down, den goes up the hill, den come down again."
OMG la.
ahahhaha, so adorable yet frustrating at the same time.
he cant differentiate b n d.
" when i sae b, raise ur right hand, when i sae d, raise ur left hand"
LOL.
he really did that.
=D

my aunt passed me damn nice dress la.
it has laces, hmm, retro n laces?
another skirt is damn nice la.
ahhhhhhhh.

SHIT.
hey, at least the wkends are coming.
EMBRACE((((((((:



she doodled @ {/11:59 PM}




Tuesday, April 22, 2008

AHH
not enough time la.
SHIT.

DESIGN,
INSPIRATION.
PLS COME BY.
blue, orange, yellow.
wants cute, nt girlish.
@#$%^&*()
i can do it.
cant i.
damn, y have i landed myself in this?

dinner tml.
weeeeeee.
damn,
its like sooooooo damn far la.
clarke quay of all places.
tsktsktsktsk.
meeting ana go town earlier to get her shoes.
she is gona to lug it all the way to clarke quay.



she doodled @ {/11:59 PM}




Monday, April 21, 2008

SHIT.
my better desktop decided to throw temper tantrum on me.
migraine decided to find me tonight too.
that someone decided to tell me, hey, it's the thing of the past,
we are cool.
PLS.
i am cooler.
split the noodles i was holding.
split the drink i held too.
WOOOOOOO.
my dad decided that he wanted to dampen it further.
21 APRIL 2008.
BEST DAY.

yoga, meditate, peace, calm, serenity.
i really nid yoga.
mayb, its a better idea to set up yoga cls instead la.

i duno y.
y affect so much, if u dun care.
wait.
i dun care or you dun care?

ITS OK.
TML, ALL THESE HORRIBLE THINGS WILL END.
tml will be a better day=D
YA RIGHT.
MORE LIKE, I WILL BE JUMPING FOR JOY WHEN ALL DO NOT GET WORST.
I ARENT COMPLAINING.
AM NOT.

mayb having dinners every wed n fri.
ya, the word mayb.
LOVELY.



she doodled @ {/11:36 PM}




Sunday, April 20, 2008

Damn.
nw i noe y at times, we are damn stubborn.
it runs in the blood la.
damn la.
my grandfather, tsktsktsktsktsk!!
so gona call him every nw n den to check on him la.
tsktsk.

hahahahaha.
i gt a job.
damn cool can.
as a phonics teacher for my cousin.
gd pay n incentives yea.
haha.
THANKS=D
BUT, all my thursday nights are BURNT.
SHIT.

my cousin is getting married like in 2 mths time.
i tink.
my grandparents n aunts were like, eh, find a nice man ya.
LOL.
pls la.
stilllllll longggggggg da.
TIME PLS FLY.
there is suddenly this urge to grow stick thin.
shit, it must be the environment.
y i have gt model peers.
they suck la, hahahaha.
I NEED TO GO ON DIET DA.
AHHHHHHH.
OMG!!

sometimes, pretence is the best solution.




she doodled @ {/9:02 PM}




Saturday, April 19, 2008

damn, its sat.
i woke up early today.
thanks to some ppl guwardi.

i have yet to do the shoe design.
ok.
wait, let me find the inspiration.

oh ya.
looked ard blogshops along with yanling n baby.
hehehehe.
i saw someting real nice, cute, adorable, appropriate.
COOLNESS can?
it settles everyting.
all i nid is to get ready the $.


cut hair.
not to cut hair.
cut hair
not to cut hair.
ahhhhhh.
shit.
dnd.
woooooooo.
2nd may.
i hope this time, the date is set, nt like last yr's.
coolness.
i cant wait.
i tink.



she doodled @ {/10:03 PM}





DAMN.
its like leading a double life.
hahahhaa.
it sucks.
if this goes on, i will just drop dead.
i saw my fren todae.
she said, i look sick.
damn, i dun la.


i went to school with nth but, digi, hp, mp3.
no file, notes, notebook.
seriously qiuling.
hahahahhahahahaa.
adapt PLEASE.
met up with d1.
=D
tsktsk, terrible, but i like.
ahahahhaa.
dinnered over at sim, den went mambo.

guwardi,ana n bugger joined.
i am sorry eh.
supper with them was =D
so not thinking abt the FATS.
the prata i ate was suppose to be swt, i only tasted oil.
but, they tried, they said, it was swt.
no, make it very sweet.
hahahaa, its just me.




3 AWESOME D1 GLS=D



US
i hope it stays this way.
oh ya, thank you ana's mum for sending me home:)
if not, i think i will nt even home yet?



she doodled @ {/1:39 AM}




Thursday, April 17, 2008

WOAH.
damn
sometimes its best to really shut up.
shit
look at urself in the mirror first PLEASE.
I noe, its stupid to vent anger.
but, seriously, ignore it.

lol.
they said someting i totally disagree with.
wth.
mayb i didnt realise, or mayb, its just me.
whatever.
its over.

eh, shit.
is this some sort of game we are playing?
TSKTSK.

nra concert was cool.
did foc cheer and delta cheer in the convention.
woooooooo.
damn.
stupid camp.
qiuling, its time to study la.
assignments.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
IDIOT.
tml, there is d1 outing.
at like 5.30?
i end sch at like what 1?
woooooo.

i realised, its nt only me lor.
hahahahhaha
IDIOTS.

this is what we do when there is 5-hrs break=D
LOVELY 4




before.

after
before anyting happens, LEAVE.
that's the best.



she doodled @ {/11:58 PM}




Wednesday, April 16, 2008

WOOOOOOOOOO
new skin.
i like=)

damn,
shitty headache.
shit
was informed that sat's lessons are cancelled.
like WOOOOOOOOOOOOO can.
its like, i have gt my weekends back=D

ana was like suggesting, meet up for dinner twice a wk or someting like that.
hmm.
will it keep up?


why do i feel threatened?
tsktsk.
i need to go on diet pls.
damn.
i nid to adjust back.
time to be serious.
get real girl.
hahahahha.
i am 19.
pls.




the early childhood educators((((((:


suddenly, i miss the hols la.
the camps, the slpovers, the chalets, the drinkho, the alcohol, the puking sessions.
LOL.
nw its like.
assignments, assignments, assignments.
and this sem, i tink gt 3 papers.
wth.
ok la, mayb nt that bad la.
at least, there are events here n there.
damn, this is getting hard.
I tink i can do it.
like seriously.



she doodled @ {/10:48 PM}




Tuesday, April 15, 2008

well, by right, there is no school tml.
BUT.
nid to go back to school to do assignment.
ya, so fast.
shit


was practically slping in cls=x
QIULING!!!
i promise, i will slp lesser.
hahahaha.
thank goodness tml no sch.
whoooooo.
can afford to slp abit more.
damn.
i hope guwardi doesn call like 3 plus in the morning like today.



hahahahha.
its like, tooooooo many tings, tooooooooooooooooo little time.
if everyting ends that way, den shit.
TIME PLS FLY.
HOLIDAYS PLS COME.
TO THE HELL WITH ASSIGNMENTS.
I AM NOT COMPLAINING.
MY WEEKENDS ARE LIKE BURNT=((((((((
DAMN THE STUPID DIP PLUS.
1-5pm EVERY SAT.
who will be happy?



she doodled @ {/11:47 PM}




Monday, April 14, 2008

first day of school.
they were damn swt
awwwwwww.
ahahahahhaahahah.

first financial management cls, time flew.
i learnt nth.
not surprising.
was photoshop-ing, frenster-ing, face bk-ing, blog hop-ing, oh and chatting.
tsktsk.
went over the prestige booth to see.
academic writing was better.
went back to booth again.
dinner-ed.
NICE.

i dun tink i am ready for school man.
lol.
still camp mood.
shit.

and damn.
ana keeps saying she wants to go ice skate.
damn can.
i have gt enough pretty bruises to last.



she doodled @ {/10:50 PM}




Sunday, April 13, 2008

woke up by gu, he was super niceeeeeeeeeee to give me wake up call la.
boo can
gathered for dinner just nw.
fish n co.
needless to sae, it was ana who suggested the place.
3 sea food platters for 2
and 1 fish n chips
we are must be insane, we told the person that it was one of our birthdae, and they really entertained us.
TSKTSK.

timbre after that.
tsktsk.
and, well zouk or phuture on the 28th eh?

fake bdae boy.
the ppl who played along.
this is wat we do when our dear fren puke in toilet.

those at timbre.
28th may eh=D
DAMN.
really nid to adjust the mood n mentality back man.
school tml.
woooooooooo.



she doodled @ {/11:59 PM}




Saturday, April 12, 2008

went ice skating yesterdae.
damn.
to tink i nearly join ice skating.
i fell like no one's business.
shit
ahahaha.
i gt pulled by a kid though.
totally adorable((:
ahhhhhhhh.
swt, till we ever meet.

some of my freshies came down(:
D1!
well, going down to join them later.

hmmm.
gt GU a card.
take care man.
like i said, distance shldnt be a problem, u stay near sch, and i can go down.
time shldnt be a problem too, its hw we plan.
ahahahha.
yaya, i can imagine him, oooooo, the teacher speaks.
BUT, SERIOUSLY=D
time was short, but hey, surprisingly, its like having to part with a super long old fren.

gt home like wat 4+in the morning.
tsktsk.

i tink i suck.
the worst girl ever.
but, i promise, i will behave in the future.
((((:


he said, its like he is leaving Singapore. LOL.
BETTER STUDY HARD, BEFORE U REALLY NEED TO LEAVE SINGAPORE.



she doodled @ {/2:20 PM}




Thursday, April 10, 2008

i suck.
i noe.

went to zouk and phuture(i tink) yesterdae.
ahahahahaha.
went over to ana's house to bake cookies first, took bloody long.
off to su, to meet her someonewilson.
didnt really want to go at first, but hey.
hahahhahaa.
i totally went ________.
shit.
ql.
if only my parents noe, hahahahhaha.

THANKS for being there guys and ana(((((:
and THANK YOU GU for the jacket(((((((:
seriously, i need to get a life man.
ahahaha.
tsk, QIULING!!!
DAMN, behave la.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

ice skating tml.
like woooooooooo.
it has been awhile since i last went there man.
my butt is itchy for a fall.

dear heart,
pls dun feel.
like seriously.

lets hope all these will end after school starts ya.
damn.
like totally.
get a grip girl.
shit
i cant explain y, mayb i dun feel like.
mayb i dun wan to noe the reason y.



she doodled @ {/8:06 PM}




Tuesday, April 8, 2008

THEY ARE SUPER SWEEEEEEEET.
weeeeeeeet.
way to go eh(((((((:

met up with ana.
slacked.
tml, most prob mambo den movie night over at SU.

as requested by ana, she wants all the pics we took.
nice or nt nice, just all.
like shit,70 plus pics. hahahahha.










eheh,i know who she is thinking of=D

sometimes i really wonder, who can be more retarded den us together. hahahahha
















at this moment, i really feel like giving up uploading the rest of the dumb pics.
hahhahaha.











tsk, she couldnt stop msging.


dearest, i dun mind a car as bag.
always there?



she doodled @ {/7:37 PM}