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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

the world will be a better place
if all the owners,
keep their bitches in their own rooms.
thank you!



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Sunday, June 28, 2009

damn
sentosa trip gt cancelled.
like superrrrrrrrr last min.
i was already 1/7 of the journey la.
made a detour:(
went back, managed to borrow bks for my language and literacy though
mayb, its planned.
i was thinking, when i have gt the time to grab them.
oh, i tink ppl might think i am some old grandma,
who still likes to read children's bk.
whatever.
went down to xj's bbq.
COOLNESS LA.
it was AWESOME.
sitting, bbqing, gossiping, crapping, catching up.
its really, a gateaway from alllllll the shit.
AH
tml is attachment again:(
SOOOOON, HANG THERE!
its the workload,
the environment
the people that drives one to this state.
INSANITY
oh, and its july SOOOOOOOON.
i want to work till i drop dead.
any jobs?



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Thursday, June 25, 2009

at times like this.
i cant help it.
first, its you den its another you
den it was yet another.
AH
many a time, ENOUGH.
hw many times can i break before i shatter?
SHIT.
i feel so peculiarly shitty nw.
no, it shldnt be the way.
it was the end.
everything.
it shld be washed away just like hw the tides come rushing to the shore,
everything and anything that happened on the shore will be washed away.
ah.
hw can all happen?
i dun feel good.
must be the song playing.
am not the stupid one.
you are, you too.

am feeling lousy,
whats with me.
i am sorryyyyyy!



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Sunday, June 21, 2009

DAMN.
i am feeeeeeeling particularly LAZY
or is it just holiday mood?
i dun feel like getting out of bed,
feel like just stayin in there the whole day.
DAMN..
its makeup tml.
tmd.
the thought is enough to KILL.
ahhhhh.
humble pie.
eat it ql eat it.

oh,
went ps, cartel yesterday
ended up, getting not what i had wanted, but in mind.
buttttt,i got a nw baby.
pretttttttty.
i like.
new number, shall update soon.
see, i am feeling lazy.
and, its amazing,
cotton on has gt really comfortably to die for shoes.
the things are all messed.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
checkouttheeyebags.



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Friday, June 19, 2009

sentosa was once in a lifetime.
try sitting there, in the middle of the beach,
with an umbrella
with the rain.
and being the first to enjoy the sun later,
after the rain.
HAHHAHA
signs of aging,
ALREADY
oh and lucky her,
found money while digging.


DIE
OHOHOH.
fatfatfat
diediedie
tml, i shall get my nike.
HHAHAHAHAA.






alot but lazy,
i shall end with this pic of the day.


isitme,orisityou.
notthesame.



she doodled @ {/11:28 PM}




Wednesday, June 17, 2009

DAMN THIS BREAK,
if it is still a break.
going back, doing lit review.
i feel like a professor.
BAHHHH.
oh, sentosa on fri.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
better not spoil my plan.
dead or alive, i will go!
HAAHAHHAAH

u r man- SS501 IS LOVE.
head spinning.
eyes crossing.
heart beating.
eardrums vibrating.
nose twitching.
signs of tiredness.
i arent complaining.

hw come, its still you, him and her?
i thought it was OVER?
hahahahhaa, i was walking down this very route.
suddenly, i am grateful for everything.
i have no idea, hw long life will be
i duno when, you, you, him, her, them will leave.
as much as i dun wan to,
all will have to leave eventually.
YES, i am afraid.
of dying, of aging
but first of graduating.
bloody hell, i am totally clueless:((((((((

DAMN MY HAIR.
ugly:(

am not complaining
i feel LOVED.
thank you, mummy for always being there for me.
especially when i am sick, injured or lost.
daddy, thank you too.
for knowing what i like to eat, to use.
the understanding the love, NOONE.
none can ever replace.
i am sorry if we were ever unhappy.
I SHALL BUCK UP.
WE SHALL ALL BE HAPPY.
GIVE ME SOME TIME.

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Tuesday, June 16, 2009

its terrible.
i thought its long over.
but, somehw,
not yet.
damn.i am like the only idiot left standing.
eh, qiulinglim, get a life can?
i am soooooo jealous.
why?
i do nt understand.
am not the loser.
i wanna to be like you too.
and the other you,
i do not appreciate the way you act.
damnnnnnn.
i hate the way, it affects.
tsk.
i do not like it.
y is it that you, you, you are prettier.
and y, you, you and you are richer.
HAHAHHHA.
i need a job badly.
den i can spend without feeling bad,
any jobs will do.


ah
i tink, attachement really,
shortens one's life.
and, makes one miserable.
its going in ALL DIRECTIONS.

oh the other time, R2.

while the other 2 were lunching.

i need these.
suddenly, i have this liking for flea markets.
HAHAHA.
the next one, is on 5thjuly.
takers?



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Sunday, June 14, 2009

no idea hw tiring it is.
no idea hw painful it still is.
i have no god damn idea.
but i do know,
mayb, its the best way out.
mayb, being lost in some black out
will do me some help.

ah.
neither do i know what you want.
nor what i want.
i do not like rich,pretty girls.



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Saturday, June 13, 2009

the weekend is here.
THANK GOD.
i cant take it.
looking terrible!
damn, anyhw,cant be bothered.
the more bothered, the more upset.
NVM.
31 more days?


oh.
friday was awesome.
jagerbomb-ed with ryan and pb(:
coolest.
niceeeee


just nw was training den down to floating platform.
the lounge, to die for.
went to flea market somewhere near flyer with cy and jw.
though it was super last min, it was AWESOMELY PACKED
from clothes, to shoes, to accessories to humans.
loot(:
met ryan and friends for dinner.
how exciting.
the highlight, wearing deltashirt to town!

tml shall be sleeeeeeeep in day.

HOW NICE TO SPEND WEEKENDS LIKE THIS.
and, dblo?
WHOOOOOO.


TOO HAPPY



she doodled @ {/11:18 PM}




Wednesday, June 10, 2009

I FEEL LIKE AN OLD LADY.
seriously.
i have no idea y the tiredness.
seems like i didnt do anything.
eh, corrections.
i did
somehw i am having second thots.
is this right?
oh,
ART is FUN(:
I LOVE THE SESSIONS.
hehehehehe.

DAMN THE DRESS CODE.
argh!
oh, still comtemplating,
nike air? nike dunk?
vans?
ARGH.
till i have gt time to head down.

its longer nw.
i was joined by bro.
as much as we love each other, we hate each other as much.
HAH!
SENTOSA PLEASE.
i need the sun, the beach, the tan, the cocktail maybe.


not looking forward.
kim hyun joong is LOVES.

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Sunday, June 7, 2009

uhuh.
this is KILLING ME.
why am i feeling sooooo nervous+lost.
must be becos i have nt been to my center
i hope everything will go well.
i really do.
i hav yet to decide what to wear tml:(
first impression counts!
DAMN.
getting stuck to hyun joong isnt good.
WHOLE BLOODY DAY.
ahhhhhhhh!

completely opposite.
the JITTERS.



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Saturday, June 6, 2009

i did feel like dying.
wahhhhh.
that moment, it was all alone.
horrified to the max.
i saw stars, darkness.

boring talk later,
not looking forward to it.
have to find teacher to write this stupid note
for the troublesome _____.
go figure.


it has been long.
attachment next wk.
i foresee, GONE.
bloody hell.
i complain, whine like a spoilt brat.
there are other ppl in worse situations den me.
BLOODY HELL,
QIULING GROW UP, WONT U?
i will control.
i will bite my lips.
i will persevere
its no more self pity.
neither is it self denial.
i wan to be who i am not.

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Thursday, June 4, 2009

its attachment in like 3 days time
dreading.
no, its not as fun as ppl think it is.
booo!

and, its tiring.
super.
sat training again,
there is no longer the EXCITEMENT like YES AH, TRAINING.
but, ohhhhhhhh, again?

monsters vs aliens
cool show yo.
korean food.
icecream cone.
no run=DIE.



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Tuesday, June 2, 2009

This 2 days
tiring.
its the end.
exco nomore.

appreciation dinner.
food was good.
private after party was a BLAST.

27th exco girls.
MISSES.
thank you girls.

its like graduation photoshoot of what is left.
whatever happened, happened.
goodbye.

(:


waycool.


after that was the calling of our grp ushers(:
FUN.
its too cool, cy and i are leading the same grp for NDP.
WHOO.


settle down.

BASKET.
ibloghopped.
dear parents,
y am i not borned with better features?
BOOOOOOLIFE.

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