<meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head><body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d840446607421420286\x26blogName\x3dher++DIRTY++SECRETS\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dBLACK\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttps://ql-dirtysecrets.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den_US\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://ql-dirtysecrets.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d704714495158499935', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
Thursday, July 30, 2009

it was awesome!
baking session over at tab's yesterday=D
DAMN BLOGGER, CANNOT POST PICS.
its soooo darn cool, to pretend to be bakers,
to mix, to beat, to pour, to bake.
watch it raise.
to estimate,to discover.
fun fun fun.
PREEEEEETY muffins/cupcakes

but i cant help it.
i am ohsojealous.
my frens, their paths.
mine?
SHITTTTTTT.
QIULING,LOSER?
NOT?!

ohoh,
attachment is ending sooon.
sadsadsad.
its saddening.
i do not want.
but den,
i am sorry.
i duno hw too:(
RUN,
FLY, SOAR LIKE THE EAGLES HIGH HIGH IN THE SKY.
certain things cannot be undone no matter how hard you try.



she doodled @ {/8:33 PM}




Tuesday, July 28, 2009

its too ugly.
but den, luckily
it didnt last long.
though its broken,
i will get it mend back,
by hook or by crook.

ohhhhh.
passed assessment.
WHOOOO.
i will miss the children:(
everyone everything.
from the cute heroic ,
the super adorable mischievous,
the pretty little twins,
the very smart and vocal,
the super cheerful and loud,
the very helpful,
the trapped in the own world,
the always blur,
the trapped in cartoon,
the speak better english,
the super tall and well developed,
the very cooperative,
.
.
.
many more
they are the most special grp.
awwwwwwww
cookies
SOON.

Ran
coolness!
tml, back to school.
i feel like a kid all over again.
敲敲爱上你。
damnnnnnn nice.
oh, holidays are here sooooooon.
EMBRACING.
sentosa,sentosa,sentosa(((((:

thank you,
for not leaving.
for staying still.

damn blogger, cannot post pictures.



she doodled @ {/11:18 PM}




Thursday, July 23, 2009

TML is field supervision
SCREAMS.


the black bird
circled the dense gloomy place
wanting to see what is beyond.
all lies.
despite the countless of circles,
it was at the same spot.
for, it couldnt see the light.
something was holding back,
maybe it got used to the darkness,
it doesnt want to see the light,
for it no longer knows,
how it feels to soar freely
in the bright light.



she doodled @ {/10:34 PM}




Monday, July 20, 2009

i bloody hell hate the way things are la
there they are, all on pace.
i am nt!
SCREAMS.
i am soooo afraid.
of being left.
DAMN.
i so hate lifeeeeee.
or is it myself.
they did make it.
BOOOOOO.
NOT ME.
i want to be better.
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
see ql, thisiswhenuarecontented
withverylittleachievement.
FF.

this is it.
i promise, it will not be the same.



she doodled @ {/11:52 PM}




Sunday, July 19, 2009

harry potter was AWESOME
company too(:
thank you.

NE2
wasnt so bad.
hahahhah

r2!


tab!

this is it.
weekend OVER.
5 more days till weekend:(
before that, assessment this coming fri.
I CAN DO IT.
CAN I NOT?
ahhhhh.



she doodled @ {/11:56 PM}




Friday, July 17, 2009

i want golden spoon too.
BOOOOO.

oh, today was awesome.
slack to the max.
changed supervision date,
suddenly, i feel soooo free.
HA.

tml, siansation:(
regret ah
HAISSSSSSSS.
idonotlikerichandprettygirls.



she doodled @ {/11:05 PM}




Thursday, July 16, 2009

i ought to be shot.
bah.
whatever.
meeting field sup tml.
BOOOO.
i hope everything goessssss well.
I PRAY:(

OH.
rushed.
centers up:D
basket.
i hate the way plans are spoilt.

i cant wait for attachment to end,
yet at the same time,
i will MISS THE CHILDREN:(

I wanna watch harry potty.
like tml.
i dun feel like giving tuition tml.
den again, bahhhhh.
I have been bloody lazy this wk.
oh, wilber is darn cool.
webcammed.
u have no idea.
hw much i have come to HATE.
damn.
blinded.
shit.
disgusted.

picture of the dayyyyyy.
weLOVEourweeklyscheduler.
too much work kills the brain,
pics explain it all.



she doodled @ {/9:34 PM}




Tuesday, July 14, 2009

HAHAHHHA.
i am sooooo dead.
the child was amazingly easy la.
sis said, it was becos the other is too challenging.
oh well.
ahahh.

anyway,
ass-ignment.
learning corner:(
its almost.
pieces here and there.
have yet to realllllly collate all.
booo.
die qiuling, die.
have to by thurs eh.
if not monday sure PANIC.
I PRAY HARD.

oh, nw i have to get use, to slping less.
booo!
anyhw, i am having this urge to go town:(
okok, sunday.
harry potter with jc peeps:)
sooooooon.
i must be insane, agreeing to meet despite D-DAY on mon?
SIAO.
time flew,
i have no idea.

battlefield-jordin sparks
its scary hw everytime i on the radio,
this song is on air.
EVERYTIME.



she doodled @ {/11:55 PM}




Monday, July 13, 2009

i cant seem to do.
DAMNNNNN.
DIEDIEDIEEEEEEE.
ZONKED.

mayb, i shall go slp, wake up earlier to get things done?
mayb.

insanity.
HUSHHUSH.
i shall wake up at ard 5/6am later den.
all i can bloody think of nw is slppppppppp.
icantbloodyhelpit=(
itsnolongerthesame.
idontnoehwtoo.
sorry,maybtimewillhelp.
ihatethewayithurts,
yet,itsbestleftthisway.
ilongtosay,itsover.
welcomebackinto
mylife.



she doodled @ {/11:27 PM}




Sunday, July 12, 2009

ne show 1 was AWESOME.
cy was super lucky, super big cake,
super big amt of ppl singing his song,
super many ppl eating the cake.

it rained, super heavily.
extreme.
but den, it was nice.
the guy was funneh, super blur.
hahhaha.

it poured, we continued,
standing in the rain.

next week,
is the start of hell.
1 more student.
bahhhh.
i like it though.
if i die, i will be happy.
hahahaha.


after the sun and rain.

the other day.



she doodled @ {/5:27 PM}




Sunday, July 5, 2009

hate.
i hate it when the weekend come and go like passing wind.
没答案,没答案。。
this wk, wasnt as bad.
cr3, bugis-ed.
eye candy.
hhahahhaha.

there are things best left unsaid.
i hate the way things are going.
AH.
DAMNNNNN.
QL, STOP SLACKING CAN?
I need to seriously start.



she doodled @ {/10:58 PM}




Friday, July 3, 2009

at times like this i feel bloody rich.
HAHAHHAHA.
all the banana republic, ralph lauren, gap, french connection, guess, old navy
ITS GODDAMNCOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.
i shallll earn lots.

oh, i am feeeeeeeling super old nw
done with first lesson.
tsk, not as what i have expected.
next shall be even better!

oh,
CR3 tml.
toodles.



she doodled @ {/11:39 PM}




Thursday, July 2, 2009

still nt gd,
booooo!
if this goes on, i will most prob end up in hougang.
oh, sleeping is like the best time
AWESOME.
hw i wish, i can slp till forever.

its weird,
hw we arent talking.
its breaking.
no wait, it broke.
it was broken.
dogs are lovely, they appear super happy to see you
not like others.

the rate that i am constantly hungry,
sleepy.
i am turning into a fat old grandma,
give me some time.
oh, i am sorry
i am not who i am.

attachment is sucking all my energy,
yet, there are times, i feeeeeel soooooooo comfortable, so in love.
oh, tml is my mentor's assessment.
i HOPE IT WILL TURN OUT MARVELLOUS.
hahahha.
i love alllllll the children.
they do the most adorable things.
if only we can see the good side of things, and be totally blind so that
we cant see the bad.

i am afraid,
of dying.
of losing you all.
despite everything,
its in the blood.
as much as i want to live in denial,
i cant.
i so hate others that step into our way.
i hate life.
y cant it be bouncy, colourful, bright, happy?
instead?
i shall be truthful to myself, i shall fight for myself,
i should give myself the opportunity.
i dont want.


TSK.
this hair is super hard to maintain.
cut it/leave it?



she doodled @ {/11:03 PM}