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Saturday, August 30, 2008

tonight is the night(:
i can call you mine.

and,
i tink, my face must have said, i want and need a proper watch badly.
becos, aunt bought me a watch.
and, he gt me a watch too
(:
they made me the happiest in the world.

and no.
not for the same reason,
i am happy that i gt wat i want.
and, yes, i am very touched with the effort.
yes!
my goodness.
can i say, I LOVE YOU.

thank you.
for everything.
fromthismoment,wewillalwaysbeone.

and yes, while they were taking their own sweeeeeeet time selecting few small items,
we were happily snapping away.
he is my partner in front of the camp.
LOL.




yes, adorable, but, a handful.



she doodled @ {/11:59 PM}




Friday, August 29, 2008

i got the message.
thankyou.

thank you for bringing me back to reality.
THANKS.
you of all ppl.
damn la.
everything is like wrong, wrong,wrong.
THANK YOU.
seriously, i cant thank you enough.

it has been ages.
thankyou for all the frustrations, all the nonsense,
the sweet nths
THANKYOU.
thankyou for playing ______.

yes.
down.
terrible sore.
irritating nose.
and, inconsitent temp.
this is life, is it not.

DO NOT TEST MY PATIENCE,
BECOS, I DUN HAVE IT!
i do not know y.
the uncomfortableness.
must be the body,
no wait, u.
no, must be me.
i feel the need to hurt you,
so that you know how much it hurts
baby,dun try.
becos, i dun think i will want to stop.



she doodled @ {/10:32 PM}




Thursday, August 28, 2008

SHIT.
i woke up late.
yes.
9am lesson, and i woke up at 9.
wth




super greedy, i noe.
our bdae(:


nt feeling well.



she doodled @ {/1:05 PM}




Tuesday, August 26, 2008

22 aug
met up with ana.
den val.
den wj
(:
yes yes yes.
we managed to catch the fireworks.
went drinking, sent apple like 6am in the morning.
gdness.

23 aug
tuition.
gt pay.
den, family helped to celebrate bdae.
gdness, the chocolate cheese cake from gelare.
tsktsktsk, damn gd.
went down the glass house, met up with jc clique(:
had dinner, received presents(:
they gt me chocolate fudge cake
nice(:

24aug
overnight stay.
yes, and i found out i am a high d n c.
DAMN.
hahahha!

OMG.
my trainer has gt the same surname, name
and, we have the same birthday.
SCARY.
hahaha.
exco and the other 2 trainers helped to celebrate our bdae(:
yet another cake.
OH, and hw can i ever forget my dear fellow exco members actually gt me wasabi bao.
wth, thanks huh.

the training was fantastic.
its like supperrrrrrrrrrrr comfy.
they made us feel reallllly at home,
and yes, the loft is superb.
the flyer was (((((((((((:

yes.
thank you all for the memorable 19th bday!
oh, and all the bday wishes too((:
thank you thank you thank you.
LOVES.



she doodled @ {/11:14 PM}




Thursday, August 21, 2008

Today,
its aaaaaa maaaaaa zing=D
THANK YOU GIRLIES.
SERIOUSLY.
all the carefully planned surprises.
LOVES CAN.
and me being me, like to spoil surprises
sorry can.

it all started with bday song over at cck interchange.
handmade brownie
<3
den.
went to qian hu for fish spa.
hahahah! hilarous.
den we went goat farm.
wooooooo!
i drank goat's milk too
thankyou(:
anddddd, we went over to og, from mushroom pot.
OMG can.
lovelovelove.
this is like the BEST bdae celebration
everyone was shagged.
and, ana acc-ed me to get my stupid shoes.
and damn!
i cant find.
ahhhhhhhh.
super grouchy.
my brownie
i had to finish all, of cos, i shared.
my balloon(:
on the way.
ahhhh.

(:
YES! MY LOVELIES

GROUP.
yes yes, long live.
it all end perrrrrrrfectly(((((:
TML
=D



she doodled @ {/11:59 PM}




Wednesday, August 20, 2008

had tuition.
(:
we did talked.
the transition from teacher-student, to friends.
its ah mazing.
seriously, she can relate more to me.
correction, alot more.

and.
thankyou.
it was sooooo adorable
hahaha!
comical can.
((((((((((((((((((:

it has been a long time.

if i tell you to stay,
you will, wun you?

and.
((((((((((((((((((((((:
ah.
sweet.




she doodled @ {/11:59 PM}




Monday, August 18, 2008

WOOOOOOOOOO.
its the end of the sem.
NO MORE PAPERS.
F.R.E.E

and YES!
baking cookies tml((((:

and,
((((((((((((((((((((((:
hahahah.

coffee bean, and talked.
hahahah!
dun look at me like that!

AND DAMN.
informed last min, damnnnnnnn.
imagine, i have to spend my 19th bdae with a grp of ppl i duno.
shit.
BUT
at least, dinner over at singapore flyer.
memorable huh.
at least.

(:
time will telllllllllll.



she doodled @ {/11:57 PM}




Sunday, August 17, 2008

i feel so ahhhhh.
was it my fault.
nvm.
done.

i just feel (((((((((((((((((:
its 17th today.
yahness.

baking cookies real soon.
yea.
randomness.
but we want to, after exams.
wooo!
after exams, i shall work my life away.
after that, spend my life away!
=D
YES!

this frequent blogging.
tsktsktsktsk.
must be too many stuff in the head.



she doodled @ {/2:56 PM}




Saturday, August 16, 2008

I HAVE NO IDEA WHY.
BUT.
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

DLE NEXT.
itbd done.
HAHAHA.
and ana was actually sitting beside me.
funny.
gogogo!
go qiuling.
last.
TO FREEDOM.
ya right.
tuitions.
ahhhhhhhhhhhh
WHY HAD I LANDED MYSELF IN THIS SHIT?
LOL.

24 aug.
wooooooooooo.
awaiting.

pretty pink nails(:

oh.
i tink my body rejects panadol.
feel argh!

i wonder if i am doing the right.
assure me can?

dye hair
cut hair
grow hair.
and wth.
my hair is NOT DRY.
say its nt!!
hahaha.



she doodled @ {/11:53 PM}




Thursday, August 14, 2008

YES!
TML IS THE DAY.
somehow,
i am ready.
instead of mugging,
i feel like ranting.
i saw u.
different.
over.

tuition later.
qiuling!
gogogo!
money,money,money!
i cant emphasis the importance.
they say, y tuition when u have gt exams,
but den, its nt only me who has exams what,
the kids i am tutoring hv gt exams soon too.
SEE.
i am soooooooooooo nice.
hahhaha.
the best thing that happened was when one kid i was tutoring said
" i want to be like you, be a teacher, no, a tuition teacher."
AWWWWW.
that moment, i felt ahhhh=D
role model eh. hahah
I WILL TRY MY BEST TO EDUCATE THE FUTURE ELITES.
yea, dream on qiuling

self discipline, i cant seem to exercise it.
damn.
i see my frens, all mugging.
join them, join them, join them.
posts are getting too frequent.
ql, S.T.U.D.Y.
thank you.



she doodled @ {/2:55 PM}




Wednesday, August 13, 2008

SHIT.
fancy freaking stuck with pri 5 math.
qiuling.
die.
idiotttttttttt.
so sick of myself can.
hw can a person who had been through j1 math, cannot do something simpler, like pri 5 math?
FF.
shit lor.
its like sitting back in the classroom,
sweating over math problems!
hahhaha!

TERRIBLE.
qiuling, think can, dun wonder off.
hahah!
fri paper.
SCREWED.
typical.
and and,
its killingggggggggggggg.
like seriously.
SHAGGED
VERY.
AND
THEY ARE BLASTING DAMN LOUD MUSIC IN THE WEE HRS OF THE MORNING.
DAMN.
hahahahaa.
headache!



she doodled @ {/11:59 PM}




Tuesday, August 12, 2008

IDIOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
apple vinegar.
i guess
there is a price to pay for everything.
fat no more.
hahhahahahha!

tuition later.
gogogo!
qiuling,
do it.

hmm.
the feel.



she doodled @ {/4:46 PM}




Monday, August 11, 2008

DIE.
so dead.
i have yet to start studying for the day.
screw you, qiuling.

i sae,
dun continue this,
becos, i tink i might end up too high.
=D
hahahah

HUNGRY!!
ahhhhhhhh.

bought havaianas.
RED!
hw cool can that get
10 priniciples.
cognitive dev.
emotional dev.
social dev.
ah.
die.
friday, this fri. its this fri.
dooms day.
tuition tml night.
woooo.
kill me.

hw long ago it was.
time flew.
ppl came and go.
or was it, i went and left.
anyway,
tell me, u will stay forever.
AH.
SHIT.
HAVENT STUDY.
I MEAN MUG.
QIULING.
idiotttttttttttttttttttt.
self discipline.



she doodled @ {/9:06 PM}




Sunday, August 10, 2008

i feel so ______.
=)

frequent headaches.
they start to scare.
brain scan?

damn.
i can lie without blinking.
i even sound convincing to my own ears.
woah.
liar.

i have gt poor money management.
damn.
qiuling!!

mummy dearest has agreed to get me the adidas watch that i longed for
=D
weeeeeeee.
this yr, shall be the best.
thank you.

suddenly, everything seem soooooooo beautiful.
i see things in a different light.
woah
wat does it mean?
been long time.


suddenly, i see the similarities.

baby, i love you.
and you will nv be replaced.
i tot, it doesnt make sense.
all these must be said on impluse.
the moment when the world revolves ard them both.
when things end.
whatever was said earlier,
all, doesnt account for anything.

say, it isnt true.



she doodled @ {/7:42 PM}




Saturday, August 9, 2008

DUMB.
i did woke up with headache.

went for tuition.
time flew.
next lesson shall be the 4th.
woooo.

freaking busy next wk.
cramming in last min revisions,
tuition with childA
tuition with childB.
tuition with cousin.
SHOOT ME.

ITBD.
DLE.
ahhhhhhh!
screw it.

Grow hair grow.
dangerously straight.
wait.
i feel like chopping my hair.
short short short.
wth do i really want.

=D
i have no reason y.
but, here i am.
=D
=D
=D

accept it.

bleeding love.
u cut me open.
like seriously.
dead.



she doodled @ {/10:18 PM}




Friday, August 8, 2008

hahahhah!
my surprise
my surprise
MY SURPRISE!!
16 more days.
damn.

i just cant settle down to mug hard for ITBD.
damn.
qiuling
die
die
die!!

oh.
tuition tml.
AHHHHHHHH.

I SAW THEM.
I FELT LIKE KILLING.
why is it,
it hurts till now, when i tot it will nv hurt again?
i said,
i wun let it bother me.
i guess, it did.
FF.
be there for me alright.
mummy, you are my superwoman,
i shall be urs too.
nv be replaced.



she doodled @ {/1:56 PM}




Thursday, August 7, 2008

had tuition with cuzzie.
gdness.
i nearly died.
but, at last, i survived.

splitting headache.
must be the rain
damn.

dearest girl,
u noe who u are.
life goes on.
nv fear,
cause, we will always be here.
=D
LOVES.

oh.
and, my aunt is asking hw i wan to celebrate my bdae.
chalet, no chalet.
restaurant.
or buffet.
i shall think REAL HARD.

oh and,
we handed in the LAST assignment of the sem.
whoooo.
DONE.

2 more freaking papers.
gogogo!

die
i am getting too use.
if one day, u were to leave.
will things be the same.
screw it.
just tell me,
u will nv leave.
put an end to my troubles.



she doodled @ {/11:18 PM}




Wednesday, August 6, 2008

whooooo.
FM.
DONE.
Had 2nd tuition with the child yesterday
it was ok.
i like the way time flies
it flew.
i hope she learns.
i have to be the best teacher.
wed, will be the day i teach another child.
gogogo!

celebrated kai's bdae yesterday.
=D
went k.
whooooo.

i slept most of the day off.
damn tired.
and
i finally gt to go farmart.

bloody hell.
they said i have gt big thighs.
THANKS.
gym.
ahhhh!
i shall starve myself.
lol.

thank you for being there again.
=D
seriously.


hahaha!
ppl in the train were looking at us, as if we were aliens.



she doodled @ {/11:54 PM}




Monday, August 4, 2008

TML IS THE TEST
its 35%
ha!
i hope studying is productive.

tuition tml.

it will be a miracle
that i will pull through and nt get affected.

thinking of working
pub.
hw cool can it get.
see hw.
time shld allow, its hw i plan.
i hope i dun die
of fatigue.
I WILL SURVIVE!!!

tml is doomsday.
but, its a happy day for them.
ff.
i hate the way they ruin my life.

YES.
i am studying la!
hahaha.
somehow, i have gt a personal "pusher"
nv fail to keep reminding me to study.
wth.
i am la.
i really am
hahhaaa.
u die, SOON it will be my turn to push.
=D
enjoy nw eh, soon u will cry.

eh.
20 days more.
my surprise eh.
hahahhaha.

oh oh.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIJIE



she doodled @ {/11:58 PM}




Sunday, August 3, 2008

met up with jc frens yesterday.
=)
had dinner all the way over at jalan toa payoh.
terrible service, food is nice though.
den went to island cremery.
despite going our seperate ways,
we still made the effort to meet up.
thanks.



the very pretty icecream cake.
i have told someone that he get the same cake on his upcoming bdae.
hahaha.

us.
i swear, i wasnt the only one that gleeful while looking on him being tormented.
hahaha.

there!


till den.
thank you for the lovely moments.



she doodled @ {/11:15 PM}





THANK YOU
for being there.



she doodled @ {/2:27 AM}




Saturday, August 2, 2008

had tea recept.
dinner.
den eski bar.
was ok.
till another time.
club eh?

i thought i did screw it.
it was amazingly ok.
had first lesson with this pri2 girl.
time flew.
i like it.
she is alot easier to teach compared to my cousin.
girls(:
moneymoneymoney, roll in pls.
teaching yet another girl next mon night.
woooo.
looking forward.
QIULING, NV BREACH.
patience, qiuling, patience.

its like boys and girls dun see eye to eye.
no wonder, they nv end up happy.

SCREW LIFE.



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