Friday, October 31, 2008
i feel the urge to rant.
1. change of center.
2. that means, new working environment.
3. broken nail.
4. chain of assignments.
5. quiz that i missed.
6. her.
7. him
8. hair fall control.
9. bad luck.
10. brother going MIA
11. responsibility vs fun.
12. piercing.
13. pimples.
14. field supervisor.
15. lessons.
16. heart.
17. keys.
18. lies.
19. selfish-ness.
20. headache.
OH BOTHER.
the list can go on forever.
i dun have time.
in short, I HATE THE FACT THAT I ACTUALLY FEEL.
its the cause for all.
its nice to hear from July.
LOVES.
she doodled @ {/12:50 PM}
Thursday, October 30, 2008
did something wonderful today.
yesyesyes.
it looks damn ugly now,
ugly bruise and blood clot.
oh, had tuition.
been a long time.
i almost forgot how hard it is to psycho him to study.
wth.
and, this time, its harder.
becos along comes his younger sister, she sits on my lap
listens and response too.
being her, its more like shreks.
adorable yes,
condusive, not quite.
a test.
a test.
yes,
i do not quite like the fact as yet.
but, i guess, i have to accept it.
SHIT.
dun talk to me.
no.
dun.
we can nv have yesterday.
yes, they were actually fighting to be in the picture.
now i have gt 2 camwhoring partners.
LOL.
old habits, die hard.
she doodled @ {/11:40 PM}
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
RIDICULOUS
ridiculous.
am i the fool or are you the one.
ok, this is it.
yes yes yes, i noe.
damn cheeeeeenaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
but den again,
i have to live with it till it grows.
at least, i have to bear with the term, 'china doll'.
ROLL EYES.
i hate the way its always you, you, you, you, YOU!!!!
she doodled @ {/4:30 PM}
Monday, October 27, 2008
bloody hell.
i cant stand the reflection in the mirror.
argh!
hey, its life is it not.
u do something only to regret it later.
that is becos, if u nv try, u wun noe if its the right thing.
ok, this is it.
i have to go back to sch tml.
after 1 wk of break.
RELUCTANT.
super.
i do not appreciate the fact, that everytime i want to move,
something seems to be holding back.
i cant make out what.
must be the reluctance to accept.
GET A LIFE QIULING.
i caught the show, life transformer.
my goodness.
if i were the woman, i would have killed my children,
only to join them soon after that.
She is strong.
i learnt, there are ppl out there, who are in deeper shit.
to you,
pull through.
there are ups and downs in life.
yes, we do not sail through them
but, neither do we give up.
and no, u will not be the only one struggling.
if there are times we come upon failure,
we move on.
we think of consequences, the mess that we will leave behind.
when there are times, u cant help but get sick and tired of yourself,
if there are times, u hate yourself so much that you cant wait to disappear from the surface of earth.
think through,
what abt those happy times,
those people who play a part in your life.
they sure will be there for you,
no matter what.
turn to them, they will be more than willing to pull you through.
be strong.
gone.
she doodled @ {/10:09 PM}
Sunday, October 26, 2008
AHHHHHHH!
nw i look like some idiotic cheena
wth!
brother said it looks horrible.
FINE, THANK YOU AH!
nw, i dun dare to go out.
screwed.
i actually forgot.
damn
nw its either getting killed by my aunt or them.
GOODNESS.
SCREAMS!!!!
settle it quick, qiuprocrastinatorling.
u see, the thing is i no longer can differentiate the right and the wrong.
no, wait. i do not want to.
correction, i cant bear to.
idling with nth to do is killing me.
thankyou mummy for the enlightenment.
:D
i do not like the frequent update.
but, i am too free, with too much time to spare.
my dad is _________.
he nv fails to drive me nuts.
ARGH!
and,
it must be the weather.
my body cant seem to adapt.
wth.
she doodled @ {/10:26 PM}
Saturday, October 25, 2008
i woke up 8plus in the night,
still feeling tired.
wth.
and, i shld have heed the advice abt the roadstalls
watever.
damn the sore
and, damn the shaky fingers.
tsk,they are driving me nuts.
y is it,
things happen when u least expect it?
its cool hw we keep in contact affter the conference(:
i love the suits.
i will make sure my job scope in future will allow me to wear.
or it requires me to wear.
it makes no sense to be the only one.
ohhh.
nail art((((((((((:
there are no miracles.
she doodled @ {/11:55 PM}
Friday, October 24, 2008
i am back.
time flew
days passed.
my goodness, the pace things moved.
overwhelmed.
still, the trip wasnt bad.
now that i am back, everything is back.
it was damn cool.
made new friends from other countries
may we meet again eh.
后会有期了
the most memorable part of the trip must be the toilets without doors.
GOODNESS
venturing ard the shopping area ard the school was darn cool
the best thing was we actually took the public transport and travelled on our own
den again, it was the first and last.
i feel abit handicapped
lol.
pictures soon.
she doodled @ {/11:44 PM}
Friday, October 17, 2008
it was a realization.
the stupid ear stick had to come out.
i had to choose btw to put it back or leave it.
i knew if i want to hav that stupid piercing,
i had to poke through it despite the pain.
before i poke, i knew the pain that was coming along.
instead, i went ahead.
becos, i know, if i do nth abt it,
it will be gone, forever.
so long.
she doodled @ {/11:53 PM}
Thursday, October 16, 2008
what a module.
effective communication.
and she had to use salt to rub it in.
thank you ah.
screwed.
u see, its chained.
gave wrong deadline, submitted work late.
end up, ppl call and scold.
wth!
pls uncle.
and my phone had to drop in the bus.
boo!
saturday will be my last lesson.
i was told i have the ben and jerry's look.
hahaha!
its like, i have to be standing there,
watching you drown.
i want to reach out.
but, i cant.
becos, i do not know how to swim.
the trama, of having to see you drown slowly.
for you, i will learn, how to swim.
even if it means, i have to drown.
but, will you wait.
or even bother.
sabo-ed abt the hey gorgeous thing.
ridiculous.
lol.
she doodled @ {/11:10 PM}
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
tuition-ed.
the 2 ferrero rochers actually made my day.
adorable.
you still want the chocolate?
hahaha, no thank you my dear girl:)
thank you for making my day.
AND, they are really nice, they asked me to enjoy myself in china.
and, yanling is real niceeeeeee.
she offered to help me print me notes in due of convience.
really, thank you.
u made my day too(:
TSK.
dun rush me can.
i have still got few days to pack.
its ridiculous.
how is it even possible.
do i even know you.
no wonder.
music story-ed.
wah, sparks flew in there ah.
tsktsk.
how can u, huh.
ANAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
walked ard campus,
people everywhere.
oh and damnnnnnnnnn.
i cant meet up with my grp on monday.
BOO BOO BOO.
nvm, till we meet again.
council meeting?
LOVES.
she doodled @ {/11:56 PM}
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
damn the piercing.
wait.
or was it damn me.
i wasnt careful.
bloody.
i feel #$%^&*()_
like, my students will be having eoy.
i cant be with them.
ARGH!
wrong timing.
but hey, on the other hand,
escaping to china isnt a bad idea.
i do not need to force myself to stay awake during lessons.
having trouble staying awake,
even after slping like 24hrs/day.
BUT den again, its worst there, conference+dreadful weather.
its damn cool.
walking ard, seeing ppl almost everywhere.
the best part, ppl smile at u, u smile back, without knowing who that person is.
HAHAHHAA.
sorry.
and,it was as if i hav psychic power.
i was envisioning that we did bump,
next moment, we actually did.
OMG!
3 AS
they are actually useful.
she doodled @ {/11:53 PM}
Monday, October 13, 2008
had camp.
darn cool.
even had chance to prepare dinner.
danced.
double the coolness.
cheorography was cool, practice was cooler, performace was (((((((:
broke camp.
broke too.
whoooooooo!
t00 c00l, too cool, TOO COOL!
i cant wait to go china.
it will be COLD there.
YES YES YES!
more importantly, no sch for 1 wk.
no sch.no pain.
thank you!
graveyard-ed
coolness.
full stop.
and how can i forget ANASTASIA HAY. HAPPY 19TH BDAE.
yes, will make up.
lets go celebrate ur bday SOON?
I LOVE YOU! hahahaa, remember? we found each other in FOC, same cls, same clique, till today(=
MY BEST BEST FREN.
the times we cry, the times we puked, the times we drink, the times we danced, the times we mug.
AWWWWWW, ANA, QL LOVE YOU!
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loves
she doodled @ {/2:26 PM}
Thursday, October 9, 2008
first,
i want to say THANKYOU.
for everything.
camp tml.
wth.
before i noe it,
hols will be gone.
just like ________.
its a matter of time.
to the hell with it.
damn.
be prepared.
for everything.
LIM QIU LING!!!!!!!!!!
its like time to collect all the pieces,
school is starting.
holiday is ending.
my bad.
she doodled @ {/5:26 PM}
Thursday, October 2, 2008
AHHHHHHHHHHHH.
pretty pretty pretty.
they are damn pretty.
diet.
yes, ql.
diet.
hahhaha.
easier said den done.
DAMNNNNNN.
damn.
i hate it when i cant decide.
long or short.
grow it.
or chop it off.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
SCARY.
she doodled @ {/11:55 PM}