Thursday, January 31, 2008
I feel #$%^&*())_
messed.
i have no idea y too.
or mayb, i just dun feel like sharing.
mayb.
damn.
I LOST.
argh!
give me more time, i can do this.
i can.
i have to.
WOOO.
tml, i am gona make bucks(:
hope it will nt tiring.
fancy me, old lady.
havent start, here i am worrying if it will be tiring.
lol.
tell me, that u are differerent with me.
ARGH.
QL, SHUT UP.
hmmm.
if only, things turn out the way we want.
BUT.
if only.
she doodled @ {/10:07 PM}
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
LAST cd lecture of the yr.
wooooo.
super slack.
lesson started ard 8.30am, ended ard 9.10am?
decided to watch 27 dresses(:
was nice
as usual, cam-whored
in our favourite toilet.
hehs.
more shows later in the yr ya.
haha.
DAMN,
is it u or me.
u arent waiting,
are u.
shit.
if only.
i will be no idiot.
ha.
shit.
i will be fine.
yes, i have to be.
i am.
ha, thank you.
for all those acts.
damn.
i cant stand.
i saw you through all the shit.
really nid to do some self-reflection.
get a life ya.
it isnt fair, to blame others.
but, it was nv u n me,
so ya.
hah.
shut up, ql, u dun nid any more reason to spoil anyting else.
i just need to rant.
hmm.
was informed of someting.
but, i duno.
it doesnt feel right.
is it me, or wat.
argh!
nvm
I AM BEAUTIFUL.
I AM SPECIAL JUST THE WAY I AM
ya, i nid alot of self encouragement.
lol.
there are sometimes,
i just want to be alone.
silence.
i need that alot.
i have no patience, or what-so-ever.
i need time.
to forget.
y the misery.
i think, it must be i haven gt the time to get my digi cam:(
(:
love
ok, i look retarded.
y that smile girls.
haha.
OOOOO.
and we multi-shot-ed as a cls on mon((:
=D
she doodled @ {/11:00 PM}
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
like finally.
its today((((:
done with all those nv ending projects of the yr.
well, except of fp of cos.
BUT.
aiya, fp.
haha.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!
I AM BEAUTIFUL.
I AM SPECIAL JUST THE WAY I AM
(:
IF I FAIL, TRY AGAIN.
ya, VERY ENCOURAGING.
wooowoooo.
the relief i cant explain.
sometimes, no matter hw hard we try,
certain tings wun go,
I AM BEAUTIFUL.
I AM SPECIAL JUST THE WAY I AM
(:
IF I FAIL, TRY AGAIN.
ya, VERY ENCOURAGING.
wooowoooo.
the relief i cant explain.
sometimes, no matter hw hard we try,
certain tings wun go,
the way we want.
damn
last creative arts lesson=(
i like philip la.
he is a very very encouraging teacher.
STUPID.
do i have to be the one?
y cant u.
#$%^&*()
ok, nvm.
haha.
last creative arts lesson=(
i like philip la.
he is a very very encouraging teacher.
STUPID.
do i have to be the one?
y cant u.
#$%^&*()
ok, nvm.
haha.
i am nt the very dependant type.
am i?
damn la.
am i?
damn la.
haha.
am i missing someting?
OUR tees(:
the grp.
the group with PHILIP((:
yesterday.
((:
she doodled @ {/10:58 PM}
Monday, January 28, 2008
DAMN.
sometimes, things just wun turn out the way we want.
instead of blaming others,
reflect.
we all really need to grow up.
GROW UP.
right, almost done with the preparation of stb.
((:
i have yet to edit the ppt slides,
instead, i am here blogging.
ha.
ignore me.
TML, tml will be the day i can FLY.
haha.
hmm, nt really la.
becos, i have been flying.
i tink.
tell me, everyting,
they mean someting.
ok, damn.
wat's with me.
i dun like being the idiot.
LOL.
cant u be the idiot?
collected challengers tee like finally.
time management, there should be a prep course for it la.
#$%^&*()_+}
BRAINLESS.
she doodled @ {/10:08 PM}
Sunday, January 27, 2008
DAMN.
argh!
if i say, i dun care, i am lying.
but if i sae i care, i will be exaggerating.
eh.
i duno myself too ok.
so much abt interpersonal.
borrowed bk needed for tues.
ok.
happy.
have yet to memorise, damn.
still nid to do lesson plan den gi oso.
stupid.
so little time, hw to be happy.
i need to keep my temper in check.
really.
i am sorry to my family.
i bite them like everyday for the past 2 wks=x
sorry.
bear with me, 2 more major projects+ 1 assessment.
i will be fine.
will i?
boy, take tings in ur stride.
AWW.
damn sad la.
remember, the being there for each other?
ya, i will.
DAMN.
sucky life, i have here.
if i sae go,
means stay la.
STUPID.
EH.
for your info.
i dun freaking care, ok.
i dun owe u anyting.
either u get ur butt here, or screw u ok.
i dun fcuking care.
SHIT.
i will be fine.
ya.
she doodled @ {/7:06 PM}
Saturday, January 26, 2008
AHHHHHHHHHHHH
high.
haha.
damn.
%^&*()_
super comical greetings i have gt.
i think you ppl think too much la.
haha
the sun was irritating though.
on off.
BUT.
i still got abit darker.
i insist that ana is burnt.
haha.
i tink banana boat tanning oil is better.
or was it the sun?
grp games were fun.
woooo.
slack time was eye opening.
ending was nice.
ending was nice.
over all, sentosa outing turned out surprisingly fun.
to think, we were afraid that we will be left out.
difficult, cos head planner is our fren.
hah.
dinner-ed with ana(:
romanced abit.
haha.
den did we realise, we were shagged.
damn.
still nid to rush through project :(
hmm.
GD LUCK LA.
freshened.
vivo-ed(:
if only.
we nid not do sickening projects.
we will have alot of time to spare.
shopping, tanning, bitching.
she doodled @ {/11:30 PM}
Friday, January 25, 2008
SHIT.
sometimes, i feel like murdering everyone.
#$%^&*()_
ah.
sucks.
being the eldest sucks.
SOMETIMES.
haha.
decided to go orchard last min.
baby n yl were gdgdgdgdgdgdgdgd.
they acc-ed.
hehs.
shopped ard(:
dinner-ed with baby.
walked ard too.
here is the thing, we bought nice tee(:
and and, we were soooooo aunty, applied card to enjoy discount.
LOL.
hilarious la. both of us? 19 behave like 91?
haha.
tml.
go or nt to go.
damn.
he is taking his own swt time.
eh, think i very free ah.
damn.
i shall make u pay.
hahahhahahahaha.
time managment, i think alot of ppl suck at that la.
boooo can.
shld i go for the service learning ting?
hmmm.
but, but, but.
damn,
procrastinator is my middle name.
qiu procrastinator ling.
damn.
i cant help but tink.
are we able to survive through 2 more freaking yrs?
ahhhh.
she doodled @ {/10:05 PM}
Thursday, January 24, 2008
LOL.
i was told to add colors to my life.
dull?
ha.
i didnt realise.
turn back time.
i will play ur role.
make u feel,
hw i feel.
hahahahaha.
done with 1 more project.
wooooo.
i still gt 2 more=(
如果。。
haha.
wat is it that i am missing.
restless.
boooooooooo.
she doodled @ {/11:02 PM}
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
DAMN.
am i block head or someting.
WHY LA.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i wun care,
no i wun.
or do i.
QL!!!!!
my fault.
i thought wat.
chey.
everything, they meant nth.
do they?
i wish they do.
ARGH!
i miss my sister=(
camp for 5 days is horrendous.
i think, a hungry person is an angry person.
lol.
fantasies kill.
imaginations obstruct.
BOOOO.
damn.
y, y had i react that way.
damn.
major headache.
arghhhh.
center tml.
forget it la.
ahhhh.
#$%^&*()
damn la.
idiot.
u or me?
she doodled @ {/11:45 PM}
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
DONE with stb speech and visual art.
woooooo~
like finally.
(:
finally.
ah.
visual art lesson was cool today.
cam whored with cls.
lol.
fish n co instead.
dun really like it.
mayb too tired.
mayb.
haha.
lamers, really.
tsktsk.
saw junwei near wheelock(:
talk abt coincidence, this is like the 2nd time i bumped into him in orchard.
pics(:
no 27 dresses.
booo.
lol, they wanted to watch.
awwwww.
slacked abit
trained back((:
THANKS.
haha.
u take my advice, n i shall take ur advice(:
u take my advice, n i shall take ur advice(:
mayb things arent wat i thought.
or mayb they are.
no idea la.
damn.
1CO2-
wheeee~
she doodled @ {/11:56 PM}
Monday, January 21, 2008
DAMN.
am i doing the right thing?
shittttttttt.
ignore me.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
hey.
at least.
i noe i am not alone
((((((((((:
THANKS
but, i cant help but think.
everyting, are they real.
she doodled @ {/10:53 PM}
Sunday, January 20, 2008
SHITTY MOOD.
shopping was @#$%^&*(
NV bring a kid out.
damn.
waste time.
patience and ql, dun click.
y am i in early childhood.
ha.
at least, i gt a very nice top.
jap food was ok la.
ARGH!
patience.
girl.
ahhhhhhhhhhhh!
where is he la.
boooooo ql, booo!
AHHHHHH.
damndamndamndamndamndamndamn.
projects.
shit la.
she doodled @ {/10:20 PM}
Saturday, January 19, 2008
DAMN.
i think i am heavily broken la.
damn.
wat do u want.
or wat do i want?
ahhhh.
i nid answer.
fast.
=(
DAMN, ql, wat do u want?
anyway.
thanks.
boy.
haha.
my sis said i am hopeless.
i think so too.
ur fault.
BOOOOOOO.
shopping tml(:
yea~
she doodled @ {/6:44 PM}
Friday, January 18, 2008
DAMN
@#$%^&*()
so many projects,
too little time:(((((((
i need to clear my mind.
i need to complete them!!
other den boy.
wat?
haha
i have gt sickening cheena dance later.
ahhhhhhh!!
kill me pls.
dreading it like 101%
its like, i have to dig out my time from the oredy-nt-enough time to go there and get scolded.
LOL.
I WILL BE FINE.
right?
i was told so.
she doodled @ {/2:56 PM}
Thursday, January 17, 2008
damn.
my pride.
@#$%^&*()_
ARGH.
i will nv allow history to repeat.
yuki yaki(:
HEARTWARMING.
LOVES.
i saw a very pretty jacket over at marina sq.
damn.
i will get back to it SOON.
ohoh.
and today, went to look ard during open house.
saw lots of performances,
some of my friends did perform.
=D
damn.
i dun like the way that u are affecting me
should i be happy or wat.
haha.
SEE LA, ALL UR FAULT.
paint ball yes no?
DAMN.
不要告诉我，我已被动摇。
有可能吗？
sometimes,ijustcantbebothered.
she doodled @ {/10:54 PM}
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Before i start project-ing.
i nid to rant.
i have no idea y.
but, damn all those sweet nothings la.
argh!
damn, wat is wrong la.
ql??
ahhhhhhh, y am i feeling so much?
y the messiness?
damn, i hate the helpnessless la.
NO.
i can be cool-er den you.
GOODBYE.
i will be smarter too, thank you.
i shant respond.
SHIT.
she doodled @ {/10:35 PM}
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
HA.
projected till ard 11pm.
wooooo~
record.
at least, we are almost there.
u buddy me,
babe me,
darling me,
dear me,
girl me
and den buddy me.
so wat do u want?
lol.
make up ur mind la.
terrible
i am messed up.
and what do i want.
damn la.
you.
mayb going for tbd2.
can tan(:
heh.
FINALLY.
settled, 22.
ya, before that, they better dun ps,
esp.ps king=x
if not, i will s t r a n g l e.
((:
she doodled @ {/11:59 PM}
Monday, January 14, 2008
DAMN.
today is the worst day i think.
i will not whine, but rant.
@#$%^&*(
weird ppl out there.
too over smiley uncle in bus on the way to orchard.
plus those at the shilin outlet.
SIAO.
think funny ar.
i think i really nid to stop spending.
HA.
ohya, damn la.
y is it like so hard to go out together leh?
damn la, stupid dance.
really.
if i dun go on fri, den i can go out.
but, i think, teacher will probably curse.
LOL.
as if i care=x
irresponsibility.
i noe.
sue me.
still toying.
projecting tml.
till late.
hais.
wat is life?
at least, wed i will be free.
very free in fact.
boo la.
waiting for the rest,
conference(:
haha.
eh, is it me, or you.
wat the hell is happening?
(:
she doodled @ {/10:08 PM}
Sunday, January 13, 2008
DAMN.
stupid procrastinator la.
ql!!!!!!!
went to shop ard(:
is gold the color?
ohya, going shopping again tml.
weeeee`
i cant wait for thurs.
woooo~
simple things, yet, they mean ALOT.
TO DEAREST,
i am sorry if sometimes,
i whine, i appear like a spoilt brat.
other times, i say things that i dun mean.
and i noe, at times, they hurt.
I AM SORRY.
we know too well, i have too much of pride to express myself.
deep down,
i noe the importance of you all in my life.
My world will fall if not for you all.
mummy, daddy, bro and sis-sy,
I LOVE YOU.
words cant explain how much i need you all.
Grandpa, grandmas, aunts and uncle.
sometimes, when u all nag,
i roll eyes, i grunt.
BUT, i noe, u all care and are concerned.
impatience, u see.
youth.
thank you for the extra cash(:
sometimes, i wish i dare to express myself more,
i long to give u all bear hugs to thank to tell you all i love you all too,
but, pride.
shit,
it isnt too late, rite?
call me naive,
i want u all to live forever.
i will change, i will be whatever u all want.
i will be good, be nice.
BECOS I LOVE, NEED YOU ALL BY MY SIDE 24HRS/DAY.
i just want to let out,
the love, the urgency, the fear.
damn, y am i whining.
she doodled @ {/8:22 PM}
Saturday, January 12, 2008
dance teacher was
BUT,
mayb its becos of the date, its drawing nearer.
damn.
i will not take anyting for granted anymore.
finally.
school term is ending soon.
but, wat have i learnt.
shit, am dreading CD test.
hah.
haha.
stars above.
i remembered someting.
booooooo.
forget it.
all those broken promises, swt nths.
i haven register the fact that i will be 19 soon.
damn, too fast.
she doodled @ {/9:34 PM}
Thursday, January 10, 2008
talk abt innocence.
teacher, i like your nails.
pretty.
but y nv cut?
LOL.
TML is doomsday=(
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
but, sat will be love.
=D
=D
OOO.
HAPPY BDAE DAD.
so freaking hard to meet n go out.
#$%^&*(){
IF ONLY.
i think, if we continue like this,
one day, we arent friends anymore.
will that be wat we want?
i hate to repeat things i have done.
screw those nv-ending assignment.
hw nice, 2 more yrs?
she doodled @ {/8:50 PM}
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Talk abt self responsibility.
#$%^&*()
i had no damn idea wat i was thinking.
SORRY for making you girls wait.
SORRY.
sucky.
betting on ties,
i hope we will win through this mess.
talk abt sincerity.
sometimes, the silence is torturous,
other times, its best to shut up.
ridiculous,
i wish to understand myself too.
@#$%^&*()_
@#$%^&*()_
damn.
too much of pride to sae anymore.
i shant say.
marriage is the last step to divorce.
it is a sin to appear stupid in front of ppl.
if only things are that simple.
she doodled @ {/10:35 PM}
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
i am feeling so @#$%^&*()
no idea y too.
mayb its the weather,
mayb its the nose,
or mayb it is just me.
PS King asked to postpone.
like @#$%^&*
standard.
am i stupid or someting.
i sensed someting,
but, mayb just me.
think too much.
watever~
if u want it this way, den so be it lor.
again,
wat is life.
this stupid life of having to slog over nv-ending projects.
really.
she doodled @ {/10:03 AM}
Sunday, January 6, 2008
my bedroom looks like a warzone.
will tidy, soon.
i tink ppl who dun reply,
are #$%^&*()
booooooooo can.
need to set up learning corner tml,
i feel __________.
i hope it gets over n done.
the restlessness, i cant explain.
really wat is life man.
man, i hate time.
good times always end faster den bad times.
SHIT.
hehs,
my dad say he will get me a new digi cam soon.
gd.
i like.
can i be the irritating brat.
HAHA.
almost a mth more before hols.
before that, mind-draining assignments to be done=((
sometimes,
it wun hurt to use ur brain abit, will it?
if u are gona keep silent,
hw will ppl noe.
S T U P I D.
i cant stand that dumbness.
having tis irritating sore.
i will make u pay double.
no, make it triple times.
she doodled @ {/9:51 PM}
Friday, January 4, 2008
DUMB
pls, use ur brain.
that tiny little bird brain.
SHIT.
IF ONLY.
if only.
if only.
tml,
FINALLY.
she doodled @ {/11:27 PM}
Thursday, January 3, 2008
DONE with GI.
YES!!
haha.
weeeeee~
and and, tml is fri.
weekends are here!!
WAHAHAHAHAHA.
PLS.
end the sch term oredy.
so many projects not done.
BOOOOOOO.
SO WAT IF YOU NOE.
you wun do anyting,
i wun too.
so be it la.
MY BROTHER IS HOPELESSLY VAIN.
GAY!
我不服，为什么我是女的。
如果。。
i sort of like that song 只爱他-郭美美
=)
she doodled @ {/11:32 PM}
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
我的神经有问题。
he asked y i nv ask him go countdown.
i said he nv ask me too.
LOL.
i feel @#$%^&*
no idea y too.
=(
if only everyting goes according to planned.
EH!!
ahhhhhhhhh.
u drove me crazy.
i promise myself,
i will nv fall again.
but, i have to admit,
a-dorrrrr-able((:
BUT.
没话题，找话题说。
she doodled @ {/4:21 PM}
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
countdown-ed earlier.
steamboat-ed with tab, jw n zj yesterdae(:
i hate crowds.
BOOOOO.
blackies were #$%^&*
that is it.
a new yr,
damn, it means that i have to again,
slog.
only this time, i am 19-to-be.
BOOOOOOOOO.
how old can one get?
why is it that eveytime, i try to end.
you want to come in again?
EH. enough.
damn.
a new yr.
the old me.
HAHA.
what's the hooooha over new yr?
i duno.
haha.
this yr,
u wun affect me anymore.
she doodled @ {/7:50 PM}