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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Thank you.
i saw the real world
=D

this isnt going to be easy,
at least, i wun be alone.



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Monday, May 26, 2008

results are out.
exco.
THANKS=D
but they sae, its shit.
hahaha.
well, that is part 1.
there is part 2.
damn.

tsktsktsk.
scary.
politics.
wooo.
hahahhahaa.

oh.
and crashed grace's bdae party.
the house, wooo.



she doodled @ {/11:59 PM}




Sunday, May 25, 2008

AHHHHHHHHHH
no reason y.

棕子, are love.
damn.
watch it.

if big girls dun cry,
what do they do?



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Saturday, May 24, 2008

went to my cousin's 1st bdae celebration.
damn.
the cake was $100++
cake avenue.
pls.
it was toooooo pretty to be eaten la.
the cupcakes were OMG freaking pretty la.

SHIT.
having FM test on mon.
hahahahahhaa.
DIE!!!!

and i have gt time to do the shoes that i promised val, tml.
LIKE FINALLY=X

hmmm.
everyone has their own little troubles.
dun they?

SHUT UP

gt back POM result.
B.
damn.
i cant help but think hw.
lessons will be during hols.
and hols will be the different camps.
it will be nightmare all over again=(
this time it will be different.



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Friday, May 23, 2008

BIG THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO HELPED
=D
really.

hahhahaha.
we were like gyming,tanning, drinking, singing.
tsktsktsktsk.
SHIT.
hahhahahahahahaha.

the sun was damn big n bright,
nasty.
BUT =D

damn.
its BITCH, with a capital B.
OH MY GOD.
hw.
i cant stand it.
like, seriously.
really.

damn,
i hate sore throat.


TO MY DEAREST EMPLOYEE,
THANKS EH.
you were a BIG HELP.
big as in really big.
PATS ON THE BACK((:
you shall nt be sent back to indonesia for the time being.
(((((((:
CHEERS,
YOUR BEST EMPLOYER.



she doodled @ {/11:58 PM}





https://www.np.edu.sg/apps1/survey/user/poll_login.aspx

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!

=D

I WILL LOVE YOU LOTS.




she doodled @ {/8:40 AM}




Thursday, May 22, 2008

HA.
TML IS THE DAY.
VOTINGS!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHH.

AWWWWW.
baby was adorable la.
all the giggles, fake laughters.
hahahhaa.
LOVES la.

some things are nv meant to be la.

HAHAHAHHAHAA.
i am the worst of the worst ever.

y is it that ppl do things only to regret much later.

that moment,
all.
the swt nths.
they thought me life.



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Tuesday, May 20, 2008

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i had this disgusting rash earlier.
that particular moment, i wanted to be skinned alive.
luckily its gone.
tml,
lesson.
shit.
its graded.
SHIT

They say,
you deserve nth but the best,
but the fact,
we got everyting but the best.
irony
the cheesiest ever.
this is TOO GOOD to be missed.
hahahaha.

i tink i know wat i want.
i shld know wat i want
i have to.
i am only trying to convince myself.
no wait,
the people ard me?

they say,
wat passed,is the past,
we should try to move on.
no pt making a big fuss out of it.
but its the past that is hurting.

OHYA,
DEAR ALL,VOTE FOR ME!!



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Monday, May 19, 2008

WOOOOOOO.
sentosa was @#$%^&*() HOT.
i tink i am burnt.
luckily, i still have got my aloe vera.
=D
ana tried to be funny, claiming that she is nt tanned, when she was burnt.

AND.
YAHNEE, IF YOU ARE SEEING THIS,
SORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRY YA.
we didnt mean to bite your head off, when all u did was to show concern.
*pats on back*
GRINS.

steamboat was ok.
not really spicy.
boo.
5-10 with food was HORRENDOUS.
puked.
ahhahahahaa.
gone is my voice.

woo.
tml is tues,
wed i am suppose to conduct my first art lesson.
HAHAHAHHAA.
i can do it.
there are times.

hahahaha.


=D





THE SUN, THAT MOMENT.



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Sunday, May 18, 2008

break
breaking
broke
BROKEN.



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Saturday, May 17, 2008

AH.
after a long time,
i finally see them.
LOVE la.
ahahahhaa.
despite the hairstyle, the confinement, the trainings, them being them, crap+lame.
ahhhhhhhh.
but still, we girls, understand la.
becos during camps, u all got no one to entertain.

tanning was (((((((:
mayb mon again.
skypark is an ideal place to tan too.


tab((((((((((:
zy.



i understand that ns can be very tiringggggggg to the extend.
jw.
sj
sw.
tsk, it was supposed to be an individual pic.

and, i am no ah lian ok
hahahaa.
TILL DEN=D



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Friday, May 16, 2008

SHIT.
i have gt like 2 water blisters in my mouth.
SHIT.
HAND FOOT MOUTH DISEASE?
I TINK I AM SCREWED.
need to go clinic tml or someting.
AHHHH.
TELL ME ITS NT.
DAMN.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

sentosa tml(:
it has been long.
so going to bring my digital cam.

gt called earlier, error in my soft copy.
that moment, shit.
hahahhaa.
luckily, YAHNEE, was nice.
=D
it saved our asses.
POPPING WAS OMG LA.
I WILL BE PRACTICING, HAHAAHHAA, TILL DEN.

damn the flu.
it is getting toooooooo attached.



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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

there are things,
no matter hw much i want to sae,
i noe, its best to leave it unsaid.

shit.
i feel like a bitch
hahaha.

ya.
dinnered after meeting.
island creamery
it was love la.
the flavours there wooooooooo.
and THANKYOU YEANEE for introducing.
shit, i just realise, i forgot to ask the maid hw to spell his name la.

gyming like tml.
teaching like tml.
i feel like dying.

and ohya.
I SCREWED MY PAPER.
SHIT.

conducting art lesson like next wk.
OMG.
i can do it.
its only art.
i can, cant i.
hahhaaa.
natalie, natasha, nutella.

dear flu,
pls leave me alone.
THANK YOU.

not you,
cant be you.
wait, is it you?



she doodled @ {/11:59 PM}




Tuesday, May 13, 2008

i said i woke up.
apparently,
i have not.
SHIT.

went to take a look at dancesports.
cha cha.
hahaha.
too bad, they stopped the intake.
nvm.

YOGA.
tml, i am going down.
come to think of it, i have yet to do my proposal la.
yoga cum dance.
they compliment.

attachment tml.
just the thought= headache.
meeting tml.

ahh.
be gone.
shit.
sometimes,
other times.
ah.
waking.

i cant stand you.
i am sooooooo sorry that i cant like you.
must be ur childish acts that rubs me in the wrong way.
seriously,
i am sorry.
i cant help it.
really.

DAMN THE FLU.



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Monday, May 12, 2008

that slap,
woke me up.
must have been dreaming.

i am back.



she doodled @ {/10:44 PM}




Sunday, May 11, 2008

wooo.
PERFECT.
i have got lesson from 9-11 tml.
its like, wth.

i feel like chopping off my nose,
removing my throat.
bloody irritating.
i feel like a idiot.
sneezing like under the scorching sun.

and, my cousin was damn adorable.
the moment he saw me at the door,
" but todae, i nv bring file."
hahahaha.
pls, i was only there to see my grandparents.
lol.
and and, my aunt was like, the teacher said, my cousin is performing.
=D
so much for the need to show result eh.
i tink i shld increase price.

and.
i gt the strawberry spray from the body shop.
ahahahhaa.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAE.
YOU ARE THE BEST MUM ON EARTH.
I AM WHO I AM TODAE, BECOS OF YOU.
THANK YOU.
for everyting, from the tolerating of nonsense that i give, to being touched at the sweet things i do.
=)
hahahaha.
mummy, i cant explain hw much i love you, like the way you cant too.
it like, just like that, the moment, u had me, we are connected.
i like the way, you know wat i wan to sae, do, or think without telling you.
even the tiniest squirm.
that connection=D
YOU ARE LIKE THE GREATEST.
LIKE SERIOUSLY.
MANY MANY LOVES.
they sae, i look like a copy of u, sometimes, i cant stand it, like where are we alike?
hahaha.
BUT, I AM OTHER TIMES, I AM PROUD THAT YOU ARE MY ONE N ONLY PRETTY MUM.
LONG LIFE DEARESTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT MUM.
although, u cant see this, but, still, this is what i wan to sae.


The other night at FRESH.



she doodled @ {/8:54 PM}




Saturday, May 10, 2008

Went to the event FRESH yester night.
ha.
luckily its FREE.
but, the ending part was fun.
hhahahhaa.

and damn.
y do ppl always regret what they have done only much later.
or is it me.
gone is my hair.
boo.
yaya, my hair will grow back.

had this convo with this toddler.
awww.
she was sooooo adorable la=D
there was this moment, i duno hw to describe.
touched, connection, bliss.
hahaha.
tml=)

AND.
I FINALLY REPLACED MY EZLINK CARD.
HAHAHAHA.
now i can go travelling ard spore.
THANKYOU DEAREST ANA.
KISSSSSSSSSS.
hahaha.

went to body shop with ana.
hahaha.
oooohh.
the strawberry smell is still stuck.
haha
andand, i cant wait to get my honeydew spray from shelby n yanling((((((:
THANKYOU DEAREST YOU 2.
THANK YOU FOR GETTING IT FOR ME FIRST=D

and, having flu is the worst.
ahhhhhh.

said the mother bear to her baby bear, " i will love you as dear as the forest has trees."
said the mother sheep to her baby sheep, " i will love you as dear as the hill has grass."
said the mother camel to her baby camel," i will love you as dear as the desert is dry."

tell me everyting will stay the same.



she doodled @ {/11:56 PM}




Thursday, May 8, 2008

peace and serenity.
i tink i shld really do yoga.
bones n skin,
i shld really really do yoga.
procrastinator.

damn,
was asked to start taking the driving tests n lessons n stuff.
time.
i seem to be racing against time.

cut hair.
nt to cut hair.
damn.
i shldnt have let it grow.
affection.
hahaha.

bleeding love is LOVE.

and yes, tml is fridae.
the wkend is here.
EMBRACING.



she doodled @ {/10:47 PM}




Wednesday, May 7, 2008

i was like abt to doze off in center.
damn la.
ahhhh.
next wk onwards its gona be killer during attachment=(
be gone sch.

j.co wasnt to my liking.
they said i am weird.
well, whatever.
hahahaha.
coffee bean was love.
went home done with work=D
yea.
tml is yet another dae
sheesh.
fridae, pls come soon.

be gone.

hhahahhahaha.
i have no idea y.

ohhhhh.
and i see plans=D
YEAAAA.



she doodled @ {/11:52 PM}




Tuesday, May 6, 2008

SHEESH.
headache+blocknose+dry throat isnt exactly the best combination.
i think i need my 24hrs of slp=(



she doodled @ {/11:55 PM}




Monday, May 5, 2008

i gt the pics from denise.
thanks girl=D
enjoy.

DELTA.


this is how dumb we can look.
the grp=)))

chunyang.
travis

ana n denise
more to come.
later.


celebrated travis's bdae.
that LUCKY BOY.



THIS LAST PART IS DEDICATED TO MY BABY/PTBF.
dumb boy, its ur 18th bdae todae.
HAPPY BDAE AGAIN EH.
you are super lucky la.
you had the nicest ppl to help you celebrate your special day pls.
a p p r e c i a t e .
hahahahaha.

before you complain any further, thank you for everyting:))))))))))
and you have yet to thank me.
did you?
LOVE,
from your sweetest PTGF ever.



she doodled @ {/11:38 PM}




Sunday, May 4, 2008

sometimes, i wish i can turn back time.
den tis time it shall be my turn.
to see you cry.
or other times, i wish time can be turned back.
i will nv want to know you.
yet there are times, i wonder,
do i even know you.

the pretence.
it kills.
if only i have the courage, i will walk up to you
and slap you so hard that you will spin rounds.
BUT.
i know there is nth i can do.
anyway, i nv know you, neither did you know me.
we shall end it the way we left.
no memories, no nth.
dear stranger, i hope you wun be hurt.
becos if you do, and i know.
i am sooooooooo gona laugh.
=D
I SINCERELY HOPE THAT THINGS GO WELL.



she doodled @ {/11:57 PM}




Saturday, May 3, 2008

before dnd, checked in hotel.
jw n wision went out to get someting,
while ana n i slept.
we really fell asleep.
wision came back with travis.
totally irritating.
they actually wrapped me up and dump me on the 'cradle'.
nt that i am complaining, the chairs were quite comfy.
but, y is it always me? that time chalet i was also wrapped up.
FINALLY, gt up prepare,
more ppl came along.
the hot water was REALLY STEAMING HOT.
the scene in the toilet was chaotic, more than 5 ppl preparing? ppl streaming in n out.
vernon was our hair stylist. lol.

dnd wasnt fun.
the food was soso.
dnd was suppose to be dinner n dance.
but we only had dinner.
somehw, we entertained ourselves, alot of photo takings.
have yet to receive.
but, the ppl who attended, adhered to the theme.
wooooooo.
NICE.
ohya, and to think i actually forgot to wear the earrings i bought=((((((((((
celebrated xj 's n travis's bdae.

the part after dnd was OMG.
went back garden hotel.
took photos.
jumping shots, funny shots, cheeky shots.
tsktsktsk.
i like the bouncy bed.

drank.
drunk.
puked.
fell.
bruised.
it came in a package.
ahahaha, the way they told me,
it was like super crazy.
still want zouk.
OMG.
mayb once in a while its cool.
my voice=(


we were actually very late oredy.
but, hahaha, we still insisted on 1 pic.



she doodled @ {/10:42 PM}




Thursday, May 1, 2008

Tutored cousin.
he was sleepy.
i did what i could.
hmmmm.

met up with the grp.
((:
they gt wat they wanted.
tml is dnd.
wooooooooooooo.

damn.
i tink i woke up at the wrong side of bed.
the day is totally nt my day la.
i boarded the bus, paid cash, totally forgot abt it,
went up and tapped my ezlink. shit la.
tried eye make up over at home.
i have no idea,
i actually poured nail remover n used it to wipe over my eye
OMG.
for a moment i thought i was going blind.
and certain thing came at the wrong time.
SHIT.
REALLY.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

have yet to pack.
damn.
its tml.
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

AND
before tml.

i want to dedicate this last part to MY BABY, LITING((((((((((:
DEAREST,
HAPPY BDAE EH,
LOVES LA.
i really really hope u enjoyed everyting, from the buffet, to the balloon, to the hand cream, to the whip cream.
ahahahhaa.
CHEERS,
BABE<3



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