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Tuesday, December 30, 2008

WHOOOOO.
sentosa was AWESOME with a capital A.
i tink i got slightly burnt.
ahhhh, finally, my aloe vera lotion can be of use(:

and and.
i actually got the song,
love story-taylor swift.
THANK YOU=D
tsk.
somehw, i gt hooked.
but den again, i will keep myself in check.
too fast.
getting too ridiculously happy for nothing.

OH.
i have to complete my activities by TONIGHT.
ahhhhhhhhhhh!
kill me.
end it!
if i arent letting the old go, i cant move on with the new.
damn.
and, the following day will be a new yr.
new start.
till den.
ohohoh. plans to gather over at val's house.
coolness.
dear mind, stay clear.



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Monday, December 29, 2008

AH

i slept ard 7am.
late for the 2pm meeting=x
ran ard the stupid track.
have yet another meeting later.
and i think i can eat the whole cow.
hahahhaha!

am done with the math lesson plans yesterday/ is it earlier in the morning((((:
planned for all the activities for my math learning corner too.
and thank you,
for staying through eh(:
it doesnt feel right.
tsk, qiuling.



ok, i feel like this now.
i do not noe why.
mayb, its the tireness, that caused me to lose my mind.
or mayb, just mayb.

edited
and and,
yes.
if it continue, i wil dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
SENTOSA TML YO!
dear sun, please be bright and sunny tml.
lots of love,
qiuling.
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

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Sunday, December 28, 2008

it was awesome.
i experienced hw the machine worked.
nt bad.
my nails, they dun look real.
hahhahaha!
thank you kai.

oh!
i am glad, for having friends(:
thank you.
for being there, when i fall.
for being there, when i am alone.
for being there, when i am pissed.
for being there, when i am stressed.
for being there, when i get drunk.
for being there, when i want to tan.
for being there, when i want to play.
for being there, when i want to bitch.
for being there, when i am irriatable.
for being there, when i demand.
nothing beats having you guys(:
to my friends, out there.
thank you.
i will be a better friend, next yr.

special thanks to you.
wow! really, just as i am abt to fall.
you pushed me up.
thank you(:
the confidence you have in me, that really really made my day.
(:
awwwwwwww.



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Friday, December 26, 2008

ohoh, YES MAN was ((((((((((((:
hahahahhaa.
i hope my laughter didnt scare u out of ur seats.
hhahahaha.

AH!
FINALLY.
AFTER MUCH SQUEEZING OF BRAIN JUICE.
I MANAGED
=D
oh, and i feel like an idiot.
THANK YOU.

wah, the effect was immediate
the sudden jolt
damn, my heart was faster den my brain.
i think.
for a moment, i tot i was gona die.
ha!
ridiculous.
no, i am not the idiot.
i nv was.
wait, i nv was,
was i?
you are!

oh!
thank you for the prezzies(((((:
i promise, i will be nice.
damn, i dun like hols.
like, sleeping, sitting ard getting fat.
LOL.
damnnnnnnnnnnnnn.



there i was saying, i am no idiot.
then i look completely like 1 nw.
haa! i have no idea y the elateness

BOO YOU
OH, TML WILL BE THE NAIL THINGY.
BAHHHHHH.



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Thursday, December 25, 2008

MERRRRRRY CHRISTMAS!
its heartwarming to receive greetings from dear old frens.
THANK YOU.
its weird, hw suddenly all come.
but den again((((:

oh side tracking,
damn my face.
dear face, please be nice.
i will be nice, i promise to start working on my lesson plans.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
SCREWED!
WHATEVER.



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Wednesday, December 24, 2008

met up with the girls just now or was it, yesterday.
it seemed long.
like 54659469 days since we last met.
i am sorry for being late.
they told me, they spend the whole time in carls jr.
SORRY. i tot u all caught the movie according to plan.
I LOVE THE PRESENTS.
they are lovely.
went to some jap cuisine.
ana left.
clinic next.



MERRY CHRISTMAS!
in advance((((((:
hohoho.

this is the season to be jolly..
weeeeeeeeee.
its christmas eve already!!
ireadthrough,notgood.
notfeelinggd.
theeffect.
youaffected.
hahah,damnit.
somuchforbeingok,fineandwell.
iamjustranting,iwillfeelalotbetterafterthis.
yes,iwilldefinitely.
oh,grow hair grow!
OH, hw can i not blog this down.
i caught twilight the other night
damnnnnnnnnnnnnnn nice can.
sappy.
hahahahha!
ihateyou
my nails arent being nice.
parents, they touch me.
their love, i can sense.
ah!
ineedtoslp, likeseriously.
my body clock is like SCREWED.
oh, its funneh, hw things work.
and and, congrats broXD
stay happy.
sis-sy loves you.
oh,sis-sy i love you too.
AHHHHH.
must be the night wind.



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Monday, December 22, 2008

i do not want to grow up.
not yet.
its damn boring.
with sis in camp.
bro over at granny's house.
DAMNNNNNNNNNNN.
iwillbenicer.
really,ipromise.
thesilence,thenightwind,
thehorror,theterriblemistakeswemade,
becos,wewerenotthere,foroneanother.
ISOLEMNLYPROMISE,IWILLNOTLEAVE.
NEHVAH.
therearethings,icantbelievewedid,youdid.
timeswhenigetnostalgic.
damn.
ificanturnbacktime, iwillmakesure,everything,theyturnoutdifferently.
ifonlyhuh.
HAHHAAHA!

ok,enough.
tomorrow.
dayoutwiththegals.
ohandicantseemtobreathe.
notwith,activitiespacked.
meetups,christmaspartee.
countdown?
maybe,thisyear,alliwanttodo,iscurlupandsleepathome.
bah, watlife,inoe.
nothappy.



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Sunday, December 21, 2008

before i tear u into pieces.
LEAVE

i am sorry for being the lousiest sister ever on earth.
i am sorry for neglecting you.
i am sorry for being cooped up in my world.
i am sorry for not caring.
i am sorry for not being involved.
I AM SORRY.
i hope its not too late.
it will be tough, but you wun be alone.
I PROMISE.

bitch!



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Saturday, December 20, 2008

the event was coolness.
the food was =D
hahha!
damn.
here i am, super determined to go on diet.
there i am eating.
DAMNNNNN.
and, i cant get my butt to gym.
argh!
so much for self discipline.

isitmeorwhat,
idonotappreciateit.
thankyou.
yousee,wheniamunhappy,
imakeyoupay,withouturealisingit
=D

DAMN.
town was crowded like #$%^&*()_
sardines.
ihatecrowds.

presents.presents.presents!!!!!
woooooooooooo.



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Friday, December 19, 2008

seriously,
i managed to climb out of bed only ard 6plus in the evening.
goodbye friends.
take care over there.

wed 171208
was damnnnnnnnnnn.
saw familiar faces there!
woooo.
they got insane.
haha!
this time, it was cooler.
hahahah.

thurs 181208
went rohei's christmas musical.
cool

tml shall be kai's wine tasting event.
ha!

i will be nice.
lol.


many a time, i cant help it.
stop being a bitchhhhhhhh.
you wouldnt like me,
if i turn out like you.
you see,
i dun like to be one.
dun test it.
becos, i will be WORST den you.
alot.
yes, we did say, no more.
so y do i still witness them.
i do not like the sick fake sweet smile.
I AM ALLERGIC TO THEM



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Tuesday, December 16, 2008

back from tbc.
somehow, energy was SAPPED.
despite sleeping during camp,
i slept for yet another 26hrs straight after camp.
HA!

coolness,
its not easy being a faci.
haha! its a challenge really,
but den again, i grew.
i hope my grp did too.
they are total coolness!
till next time den.
it was damn touching, to see them caring for one another.

hahaha!
ppl come and go.
no biggie.

ITS OFFICALLY HOLIDAYS!!!
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.



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Thursday, December 11, 2008

they came rushing like tidal waves that NEVER ends.
they are nightmare!
i need to see a specialist.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
pardon me,
i need to RANT.
shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit.
oh, i feel it coming again.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
if this goes on, i will probably DIE.
dear brain,
concuss.
i think the best way to end everything,
is to bang my head against the wall.
so hard!

tml is the last day.
BREAK.
whooooooooooooo!
till 120109
HOW COOOOOOOOOOOOL CAN IT GET?



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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

caught in btw lady macbeth and acting like a pro.
wth!
nw i feel shakespear-ean
to be or not to be, that is the question.
ARGH!
the head is all screwed,
all messed.
must be the turmoil.
tsktsk.
but thinking again.
hey! all these, they play major roles.
in shaping my life.
i am swearing off.

damn adorable.
teacher qiuling, why ur class always nv start one?
it's just so touching to see the child wants to attend ur lessons that badly.
at least, that gave me the assurance that my lessons arent that bad=D

GOOD NIGHT WORLD.



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Monday, December 8, 2008

HA!
see, i am not the only one.
u are ridiculous.
u go ard doing what u want, like and feel like.
i was idiotic.
he was dumb.
damn.
but see, if we understand and can think why the pain.
not understanding and thinking clearly is the problem.
tempted to slap u in ur face.
so hard!

OMG!
its disgusting!
i promise i will be nice.
eh! why is it we are the one paying for ur actions.
u listen here and listen good.
if u continue acting the way u are doing nw.
u will end up LOSING EVERYTHING.
yada.

DIE.
i feel soooooo old.
i see all growing up.
i shld too.
its time.



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Sunday, December 7, 2008

you see,
if this continues,
u will be deemed as a jerk.
but den again,
when are u not one.
wellllllllll.
hahahaha!
please be punished.

yada.
life is good.
slacking like no tml.
ppl ard mugging like no tml.
wellll.
i had my fair share of project madness.

i like the night sky.
the wind.
the senerity.

haha!
pardon this

and i finished the book, the last lecture.
now i feel.
=D
isnt life wonderful.
tsktsk.
i shld be nice.



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Saturday, December 6, 2008

WHOOOO!

it feels damnnnnnnnn good.
to sleep in
i didnt even want to wake up.
gt out of bed grouchy
after being disturbed by my sis, at ard 7pm.

ah.
lazy saturdays are the best.
sleep in, watch dvds.
hw nice can it get.






i used to be just like the other them.
caught in that world.
but, hey!
shifted.
i did MOVED.
NOW, I FEEL.

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
ya right.
sisters,
take this, you are losers.

monday is a holiday.
OMG!
=DDDDDDDD



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Friday, December 5, 2008

so far so good.
my horror.
no longer.
peace out.

reading the last lecture.
damn good.
left with 1'3 of it.
educational and inspirational.
suddenly, life isnt that bleak.
i like the one about walls.
thank you qiuling!

dinner with jc peeps.
nice meeting up again(:

eh!
damn, waiting too long la
getting impatient.
hahhahahah

!
HA! too cool.

damn.
my eyes.






they went on, i couldnt stop.
hahahha!
many more.

if u change, i already changed.
if u want to leave, i already left.
if u want an end, i will tell u, it didnt happen all along.



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Thursday, December 4, 2008

WHOOOOO.
christmas party was :))))))))))
despite it being a wee bit too early,
we stil had fun.
nice lightings, deco, people.
candy canes, popcorn, candy floss.
COOLNESS.
christmas carol, gift exchance, christmas sharing.
presents.
of cos,
pictures.

its cool how we manage to stay through.
weird.

val.
issac.
kai.

shawn.

junjie.

qiulings!
its like miracle:)
same surname, same name, same bdae.
what more.
thank you for your gift, the last lecture
=D
haha. it feels like prom.
and, i got my candy canes:))))))
it was nice of them to offer me theirs.


=)



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Tuesday, December 2, 2008

I SOLEMNLY PROMISE THAT I WILL NOT MAKE LIFE HELL FOR YOU
=D
it takes allllllllll my effort to be nice.
please, see me through.
tsktsk.
i can get bitchy, but, den i choose not to.
you are just another, pretence!
oh, its already december.
see, i wasted 1 yr.
HAHAH!
human are strange creatures.
subway-ed
photo-ed
project-ed
shopp-ed
postponed tuition.
they always yearn for the impossible.
tsktsk.
hw dumb can they get?
its not too late to realize.


die, i look like bread now.
DAMN.
gym.



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Monday, December 1, 2008

i do not like what i see.
i do not like what i know.
i do not appreciate it.
YOU.
dun do ur charity
its a turn off.

i must be damn pro.
becos, i find my own information.
HA.
its a waste, i am nt a detective.
lol.


yes, now i have permanant peaeyes.

the other day, project.
i have to receive the many pics.
meanwhile.
u are an ass.
i have yet to get the exchange gift.
later.

i feel like an old grandma.
booo.

see it better be successful.
if not.
HA!
LOSER.
you know, i know its wrong.
but i cant help it.
ass.ass.ass.ass.ass.ass.ass.ass.ass.ass.ass.ass.ass.ass.
iamfine,iamfine,iamfine,iamfine,iamfine,iamfine.
shutupshutupshutupshutup!!!
loserloserloserloserloserloser
LOSER
there, i feel so much better!



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