qiuling's rantings. :)

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

so glad,

so nice.
now, everything is sorted.
coolios.
i get to keep everything.
YES.
paypaypay.
i am sorry, but its towards my goal.
WHOOO.

been busy.
shuffling btw work, exercise, tanning, chilling, gossiping, outings, school.
its darn cool.
i feel like me. (:

i feel like tanning,
like again.
:(
although i do get abit burnt after every runs,
its still not enough to satisfy me.

3 mths.
or mayb 2.
den mayb, i will not be as fat.
hahhha.
oh.
work this weekend.
like :D
iamsorryifiamalousyfren,
maybmjtml.

woah.
breathe, qiulingbreathe.

she doodled @ {/9:20 PM}

Sunday, April 26, 2009

its amazing.
paycheckpaycheckpaycheck:D
IDUNCARE.
look,a i am still me.
NTH.
1week.
till den.
busyyyyyyyy

bastardbastardbastard.
cantwait.
wakeupmannnnn.
BAH.
seriously, itsaWASTE.
ishldCHANGEPROFESSION.

she doodled @ {/10:19 PM}

Saturday, April 25, 2009

HAVOC.

OMG.

haahahhahaha.

seriously

arena-ed.

like whattttttttttttttttt.
fun though.

the us.

dance floor.

and, it was lucky us, pictures were (:

and, work after that was soso.

amazing, i am still living.

HA!

work.

tml.

ahhhh.

she doodled @ {/10:40 PM}

Thursday, April 23, 2009

It was dayout with AWESOME classmates(:

sch was like 11-1pm.
darn cool.
went TOWN.
lunched, shopped, camwhore.
oh, the best part,
was probly the slacking over at the salon.
HAHHAHAH.
we practically hogged the WHOLE salon.
andandand,
the hairstylist said i do have the look of a hairdresser.
hahahah.
poser!

tellmeabtit.

lol!

den again, mayb i am really in the wrong course.
LOL.
cousin,its u i depend on now, be reowned.
den, u can teach and train me.HAHHHA
MY DREAM.
manicure,haircuts, fashion.
oh.
and, i have been having this undying urge to take up knitting.
AND, i will be learning this sunday most prob.
weeeeeeeeee!
((((((:

interviews.
good luck.
i need all the luck in the world.

this is coffee cookie.

aww, sweetest.

adorable.

and there is NO SCHOOL tml.
like whooooooo.

vivo SOON.

itsokitsokitsok.

at least ________________________.

itsfine.

yesyes.

dblo?

insanity.

IFEELFAT.

INEEDARUNBADLY.

argh!

she doodled @ {/11:50 PM}

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

I DO NOT KNOW HW TO PUT THIS
BUT,
ITS JUST PLAIN DUMB.
mayb its me.
i dun see your point, like you dun see mine.
so i guess we are even.
till the extend that i have doubts.
its the end, i think.
WHATEVER.
its DISAPPOINTED.
WITH A CAPITAL D.
I happily assumed i was the smartest,
till they SHOVED reality RIGHT IN MY FACE.
F.

oh.
the wk will be OVER soon.
NOMORE.

she doodled @ {/11:04 PM}

its scary.

hw desperate i must have been.
but i dun care.

for i do not want to be idling.

WHATEVER.

i do not believe that i cant find.

ok,

i have enough, for today.

i shall give them 2-3 days.

hahahaah!

cantwaitcantwaitcantwait!!

oh,

younoewhat,idunfreakingcare.

toonice,anditdoesntPAYOFF.

sonow,FF.

HECK.

give me, 3 mths.

RUNS.

i shld really sleep,

lect at 9 tml.

AH.

andandand,itsher.

GOODNESS

and track tml?

diediedie.

she doodled @ {/2:11 AM}

Monday, April 20, 2009

shld really slp.

but, i dun tink i can.
insomnia.

like damn.

oh, please, GOOD NEWS PLS COME.

I AM WAITING.

bro is super lucky.

its LOVE, i guess

who am i to judge.

just dun come running back, crying.

i want to work.

i dont want to be idling.

tired of being nice and all.

i shall let u taste

what u shld have long ago.

punk

damn.

viwawa

addictive.

weird, this time.

its like back to when i was young.

i will sit there in the middle of the night,

thinking of what nots

and eventually, run into my mum's arms

and tell her to end it.

no more tuition, no more school

becos, all i want to do is stay by her.

but i noe, i have to grow.

no more mummy to protect me from minor stuff.

i have to deal with them MYSELF.

ARGH

i cant wait for the next semester break to come:(

SUPER UPSET.

STAY

i am tired of changes.

WE WILL REACH FOR THE SKY.

till den.

ahhhhh, i foresee endless projects&assignsments.

and by the end of poly, i will most prob

end up crossed-eyed.

booooo.

she doodled @ {/1:47 AM}

Saturday, April 18, 2009

I feel so arghhhhhhhhhhh.

i was so bloody lazy

that i did give everything a miss

the meeting, the tuition

i dun feel good.

did meet up with jc peeps though

(:
newyorknewyork.

like wow,

it has been years.

i feel blooooooooody old.

and i gt them

the bands.

till den.

THERE ARE TIMES,

I DUNO ME.

and i finally got the glucose i want(:

1 WEEK.

GOGOGO!

she doodled @ {/10:48 PM}

ITS DARN FREAKING COOL.

THE PEEKTURES WE TOOK

DURING KITE FLYING.

you irritate the shit outta me.

BUT

its OK.

becos, i will have my OWN LIFE SOON.

BOOO YOU!

i do not want whatever.
nothing nomore.

den, it was the numerous jump shots.

still alot more, but these are the few I PERSONALLY LIKE.

she doodled @ {/3:35 AM}

Friday, April 17, 2009

IF EVERYTHING GO WELL,

I WILL BE @#$% RICH!

HEHHEH.

i hereby apologise,

SORRY if i dun have time for u ppl.

but see,

one is only young once.

my uncle, inspired me.

TRUE.

we go through different stages in life.

1-10: where everything seem soooooo nice.

10-19: we have to fight for what we want, best frens, bfs, gfs.

20-29: where we chiong in life, get whatever we want for we still have the raging energy.

30-39: think family

AND SO, i shall CHIONG.

i dun care hw,

but this, i promise.
i will make time.

i manage my OWN TIME.

others, SHUT UP.

i dun care whether u are happy or not.

ITS MY LIFE.

WHATEVER HAPPENS,

I WILL NOT BLAME ANYONE,

BUT MYSELF.

I WILL BE NO LOSER.

*cross fingers,

goooooood nws,

i am waiting(((((:

no matter what,

i will STILL BE ME.

she doodled @ {/11:58 PM}

Thursday, April 16, 2009

KITE FLYING WAS ((((((((:
it was as if we were transported back to time.
we were greedy.
we wanted the kite to touch the universe.

got bored while taking turns,
gossipped,
jumpshots.
camwhored.
total coolness.
cathay-ed
17 again.
ZAC EFRON!!!

coffee is (:
at least, nw she allows me to bathe her.
and, help her when in distress.
AWWWW.

peektures soon,
upon receiving.

she doodled @ {/11:58 PM}

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

HEHHEH.
coffee cookie.
is the COOLEST dog name ever.
and, its mineeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
((((:

she doodled @ {/11:13 PM}

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

WAH

mayb the age is catching up ah.
damn it la.

aches all over.

its either

1. too tired

2. didnt sleep properly

TSK!

hahhaa, surprised ryan.

coolest(:

still alot of pics,

but, blogger is being a bitch.

BOOO!

and qiuling.

GROW UP.

BE REALISTIC CAN.

whatever happens,

is no longer ur problem.

i hate the night.

becos, its when everything except my brain slow down.

i cannot stomach the fact yet.

i just cant?

must have been too dumb, too blind, too stone.

HA!

and yes, iamfreaking20thisyear.

OMG.

DIRECTIONINLIFE?

icanrantnonstop.

remember yesteryear?

what was i doing? where were i?

wherewerewe?

ihateit,

i think, i freaking need to bang my head against the bloody wall.

which part do you not understand?

OVER.

she doodled @ {/7:49 PM}

Monday, April 13, 2009

JOKE!
its the BIGGEST joke ever!
HAHAAHAHA.
and, this is not the first time it happened.
OMG.
see, slipped.
AH,
den again.
its ok la.
HAHAHHAAHHHAA.
LIFE.

oh.
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY,
RYAN YAP
toodles.

she doodled @ {/2:23 AM}

Sunday, April 12, 2009

i did recieve the pics.

COOLNESS.

the other day, his hairstyle is super cool.

at the back.

the ultimate.

yesterday. sentosa.

sun and play

there are times, when we hide from the scorching sun.

end.

shagged.

i HATE area cleaning.

BUT DEN,

ITS ((((((((:

some ppl.

they just test my patience.

LIKE TSK!

GET OUT OF MY WAY!

she doodled @ {/9:19 PM}

Saturday, April 11, 2009

ohoh.

yes, sentosa-ed yesterday

had pinic with aunts, cuzzies and sis.

the coolest thing, is we get to eat the food they prepared.

sit on the nice canvas, play and build sand castles.

i gt abit burnt from the 2-3 hrs there.

we were safe and sound in car, before it POURED.

the thing is, my aunt wanted to cut her hair.

and she asked me if i want to too.
i said ok.

my yet another aunt said, go to espirit salon.

(((((((:
high end, but its UNBELIVEABLE!

sentosa-ed today, like again.

BURNT.

see things happen for a reason.

isnt she like adorable? like my bear.

little did i noe that, it was the last time with my previous

hairstyle.

TADAHHHHH.

coolest yo!

hahha, and she said, this is sooooo me.

true.

i like.

she doodled @ {/11:59 PM}

Thursday, April 9, 2009

it will be sentosa for 3 days STRAIGHT.

at least the companies are different.

i may most prob end up like a bloody burnt lobster.

den again,

i dun care.

i stil have gt aloe vera to spare.

and boooo.

i cannot join the rest tml.

it was sentosa with the girls(((:

all the other pics is with dearest liting.

UPLOAD SOON.

oh,

and i am having this real terrible sore throat.

ohhh, i will be croaking.

till den.

and, meanwhile..

she doodled @ {/11:58 PM}

Monday, April 6, 2009

sitting,

watching taiwanese idol dramas,

its like ((((((((((((:
u get to fantasize abt romances,

HA!

not exactly bored,

but its senseless.

but, there are times, fantasies that dont make sense,

they thrill.

they make life not as ugly.

HALT everything.

i do not like bitches,

worst, i cant stand those that step into my life.

DO NOT CROSS MY PATH,

FOR I NO LONGER HAVE TOLERANCE!!

side note,

my sister is NOT FEELING WELL.

and i do not feel good seeing her,

like this

oh,

having flu+cough+stubborn tummy ache

is like the worst.

i cant bear to erase off,

the one and only

see, i cant tell.

for it will break.

she doodled @ {/10:25 PM}

Saturday, April 4, 2009

WHY.
DAMN THE GENES.
hahhahah!
i do not like pretttttttttty girls.
and, i am not complaining.

i actually forgot what i wanted to say initially.
OLD.

犯贱！！
now i miss my long long locks:(
pardonme,
iamneverstatisfiedwithwateverihave.
and,itendtoregretonlyaftermanymanymomentsLATER.
AHHH!
GROWHAIRGROW.

and i lost you.
dear voice.
ah!

she doodled @ {/10:34 PM}

03april09

hah!

my bro and i grab the leftover rice,

and we randomly decided,

yes, fried rice it is.

LOL.

and, it tastes not bad ok BROTHER.

DOUBT SOMEMORE,DOUBT.

hahahaha.

oh.

and on the way back,

there is this ultra dumb woman

she saw an old man's medicine dropped on the mrt's floor,

she sat there, eh eh.

so soft that even i who was sitting beside her couldnt even hear her.

i tot she will run after the old man.

to my horror, no.

DUMB.

oh, and, i had this urge to go vivo this morning.

and, we eventually went there in the evening(:

and, it was a WORK OUT today.

yea! till den.

the other day.

life is full of choices,

there are times,

when we CANNOT decide.

she doodled @ {/1:41 AM}

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

this time, its different.

die.

i can see it coming.

retarded.

too slow.

till now, do i feel the pinch.

eh?

how i long to ask, what happened?

funny, words can form.

but pride got in the way.

the only ending is,

be gone.

no, its not affecting.

neither is it hurting.

omg.

i swear, i LOVE lady gaga!

distorded yes.

shutup.

oh,

its april fool.

she doodled @ {/11:14 PM}