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Thursday, November 29, 2007

the kids are adorable.
ehhhhh, they said i have beautiful nails.
LOL.
post celebrated yl's bdae today=D
LOVE.
was fun.
woooooooo~ love babes.
we gt diao-ed again.
wahas.
loud laughters we have got.
BUT hey, the ONLY impt thing is that WE ENJOY OURSELVES=))

WEEEEEE~havaianas.
i want to get another pair soon.

drained.
i have no idea y too.
BUT,
tml is oredy friday=)
weekend is HERE.
WEEEEEEE~





THESE SPELL LOVE.
I want us to stay like this till forever=)
sore throat and blocked nose,
they irritate me like shit.



she doodled @ {/11:25 PM}




Wednesday, November 28, 2007

LOVE.
kfc-ed n pool-ed
=)
ana with her boys are bacteria.
kenny with that depressed face after dinner.
and weisheng with that its my turn to shine.
LOL.
kbox SOON.

feel so bad.
i actually forgot to bring impt thing.
damn

wasted,
i rotted inside the LT just nw.
argh!
i really nid to start paying attention during CD lecture=x

*sometimes, darling.
its better to mind your own matter la.
TSK.
wat is with me anyway.

AND AND
HAPPY BDAE DEAREST YANLING<3
OH OH AND,
HAPPY BDAE LOVELY SISTER<3

i need inspiration.
幸福。。



she doodled @ {/12:02 PM}




Tuesday, November 27, 2007

THANK YOU.
all i needed was that.
THANKS.
watever.
over.

meeting was cancelled.
like,
damn
haha.
wasted time.

Did draft1 of my proposal,
was suppose to do draft 2 just now.
ARGH.
will do it later.
I WILL.

*i cant swallow it,
y?
DAMN.
wat had i done to deserve it man.
MY FAULT MEH?

Lesson plan- incompleted.
CD- have yet to do.

ohya, i SCREWED my oral.
like shit.
overslept.
rushed.
damn
i did screw it.
ARGH.
=(
i nid to forget the part i did screw=(
MOVE ON

BIMBO~



she doodled @ {/7:41 PM}




Saturday, November 24, 2007

DAMN
Drums are horrible.
teacher is terrible.
sheesh.
save the crap to ur OWN students pls.

SHIT.
sore throat.
headache.
worst combi.

LUCKY.

for me, i was pro enough.
damn la.
if it is other ppl, they did be dead by nw.
i duno y i was actually troubled by that matter.
i should hv more confidence in the menace of my words.
LOL`

hey.
there is someting i want to tell u badly.
if i can turn back time,
i will want to repeat the same mistake.
to fall so helplessly in.
dumb

all those tings dun mean anyting to u,
do they.
rubbish,
i wish i am cold blooded.

bimbotically pink.


you are just like it, so beautiful,
yet too fake to be true.



she doodled @ {/10:32 PM}




Thursday, November 22, 2007

REALITY CHECK.
was dumb.
YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
like damn.
argh!
from today onwards,
no more.
i promise.

thanks for the treat boy=D

FLOPPING IN PROGRESS.
like duhhhhhhhhhhh.
why bother so much.
heck ah.

stunned,
ppl can wash their butts just like that.
wooooo~
hw i wish i can do that too.
AH MA ZA-ING.

i need no heated argument.
will be cool.
END IT.
as if i care.
watever.
i have to practice SELF CONTROL from pouncing
=/

dear heart,
i promise to be a GOOD girl. I will handle things exactly the way an eighteen yr old should.
Shant be bothered.
NOT ANYMORE.
BLINDED.

FIR- san ge xin yuan is LOVE.
Assignments will KILL.
shopping spree,
bbq.
THEY SHALL SEE ME THROUGH.

Those injuries,
they snapped open again.
Despite the time, they will never heal.
They refuse to leave.
PERSISTANCE.
it kills.
Their presence, tears.
ABSURD.
i wonder how long it will last.



MISSES
XD
its a mystery,
why i am still here.



she doodled @ {/9:14 PM}




Wednesday, November 21, 2007

k-boxed.
damn fun.
old frens=))
LOVE.
took lots of pics.
HAHA.

DAMN
shit la
it wasnt even my fault.
HELL.
idiotic.
my fault.
shit.
learn girl,
next time..
roll eyes*

anyway,
whateverrrrrr.
i will be fine.
AS IF.

us

loved.



=))

IF ONLY things are that simple.



she doodled @ {/11:31 PM}




Tuesday, November 20, 2007

meeting was bitch crap.
insanity,
ice cream-ed.
beat box
total coolness.
our dear leader said next wk will be busy.
like AS IF.
hahaha.

some people should get LOST.

room was freezinggggggg cold.
ana my dear fren got a bear hugXD
LOL`
ehhhhhhh.
i gt a big jacket.
thanks boy.

BOOOOOOOOOOO.
it rained.
its not my fault.
HAHAHAH.

tml is THE DAY.
meeting up with old cliques.
LOVE.

LOL`
same face, same angle
right charles.



she doodled @ {/11:10 PM}




Monday, November 19, 2007

lesson lasted for 2 hrs.
i have alot of things to do.
BUT.
well, the p word is killing.
procrastinate.
damn

anyway
k-ed after that=)
gt diao-ed by ppl on the way there.
WELL, WHATEVER.
it isnt our fault that we are young,
loud,
entertaining
&
bimbotic.
GET A LIFE la.
heck.

meeting tml.
damn
feel like want to fly kite leh.
floppingggggggggggg.
sucky.

self obsessed.
lovely nailsXD

i WILL NOT tink too much.
not reading in between the lines.
will be cool.
dear heart,
get a grip.

if only.
long.



she doodled @ {/11:24 PM}




Sunday, November 18, 2007

GET THIS RIGHT.
I DIDNT CHOOSE IT.
it isnt my responsibility.
SHIT
sometimes, i really hate the way the older generations tink.
i hate it,
seriously.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i wun care.
dun expect anyting.
i dun freaking want to hear.
______.
i lost it.
BUT,
to the hell with everyting.

dun act as if you care.
when u dun freaking care.
sometimes, its really better to shut up.
save all your pathetic pretence.
sucky.

i dun believe.
i dun want to fall.
i had enough.
bull shit.


feeling so damn sucky

i will be alright.
like i always am.



she doodled @ {/10:15 PM}




Friday, November 16, 2007

SOUR BLUEBERRY TAPES ARE LOVE.

went for dance todae.
damn
as predicted, my name kept being repeated through out the whole night.
roll eyes*
missed dance for sooooo long.
teacher saved the best part for me.
damn.
difficult.
another piece coming up.
woooo~
it is going to be different, modern dance=)
that reminds me, my cca.
i will get it done, during the white space period.
i will.

got robbed of the opportunity that was placed in front.
BOOOOOO.

i happened to stared out of the bus,
den this cute little boy,
looked and smiled at me.
so cute=)

wait, is it me or..
why the distance?
i cant explain.
this is it, its the end.
i no longer care.
i really wonder.



she doodled @ {/11:05 PM}




Thursday, November 15, 2007

next wk= life.
white space.
old injuries acting up again=(
if they can come back, den y cant u?
HA.

my friends are almost done with their a lvls,
argh!
i seriously nid to get over.

i feel like ruining your life.
just feel like it.
i dun care.
sometimes, its best to shut up.
really.
i dun nid you to irritate me.
irritated enough.
if only you can turn dumb.
my sister called me sinister.
mayb.
thank you
you are soooooo swt<3


streak-ed.
wonders.



she doodled @ {/11:42 PM}




Wednesday, November 14, 2007

hmmmmmmm.
meeting was cancelled.
roll eyes*
slacked anyway.
dinner-ed with him and her.
HAHA.
teh-cino, boooo.
LOL`
till next time.
LOVE.
* i dun smile often?

i dun like it, when i have to prepare silently for school.
for my dear sisterrrrrrr is still slping la.
napped still feeling tired.
lazing kills.
counting down to hols.
cant wait.
i nid shopping desperately.
no wait, i just nid excuse to spend brainlessly.

long hair
short hair?






she doodled @ {/11:45 PM}




Monday, November 12, 2007

I LOVE MY BIMBOTIC CLIQUE=D
those hysterical laughter.
senseless nonsense.
cheeky teasings.
LOL`
i wish such times will nv end.

die die die!!
i tink the deadlines for assignments are drawing nearer.
=x
haven even completed one.
sem 2 like more slack?
wait or is it only me?
haha.
HOLIDAYS, PLS COME!!

meeting slacking tml.
again.
roll eyes*

i saw her,
couldnt bother to move my butt to sae hi=x
why did we end up this way?
watever.
maybe, if u arent bothered, i shant too.
FAKE.

i promise once is enough.



she doodled @ {/10:23 PM}




Sunday, November 11, 2007

ahhhh.
tml is the start of another wk.
damn
mundane la.
enough of it already la.
if i sae, i nid a break from sch,
it doesn make sense.
Becos i dun tink i was ever in sch mentally this sem=x
BUT, y the restlessness?

certain tings are best left unsaid la.
i have no idea y.
i told him.
tsktsk
wat is wrong man.
BUT, thanks for being there boy=)

i tink i finally noe that age doesnt matter=)

remember those times we used to have?
damn.
gone you all are.

tell me, are u true or not.
are you what you appear in front of me.
tell me, all these arent pretence.
i know, i shouldnt be bothered about all these.
BUT, hey.
i have no idea what got over me,
now, its like i am getting wary,
that you did be what you are behind her back.
memories



she doodled @ {/11:05 PM}




Friday, November 9, 2007

sorry.
i arent interested.
CRAP
roll eyes*
get a life

that time,
that moment.
i saw.
stunned*
SHIT

i am perfectly alright.
like always.
pardon my rants.

i cant wait for 21 nov.
meeting jc clique.
guys, i miss u ppl alot.
if only.
WE did complete A's together.
IF ONLY.
shit-
kbox session=D
they are the craziest and most adorable.
we will not drift,
or did we=(
DAMN, ALL MY FAULT.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
so not gd.



she doodled @ {/11:51 PM}




Thursday, November 8, 2007

DAMN.
meeting was suppose to start at 2.
nw its 2.34pm,
HAVENT START.
BOOOOOOOOO can.


WASTE MY HOLIDAE JUST LIKE THAT:(
tml is going to be a busy day.
attachment-sch-dance.
woooooo~
i wish i can die.


dear heart, pls dun get broken.

he dun care.
i shan care too.
BOOOOOO.
get real girl.


MY LOVE.



she doodled @ {/2:34 PM}




Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Had meeting today again.
it was ok=)
i am very sure we did enjoy ourselves.
dinner-ed.
most probably having meeting on thurs.
roll eyes*
BUT, lovely frens.
meetings during hols, dun seem bad.



my eyes look sooooo super small=(
so not happy la.
IRRITATINGLY itchy too=x
i can predict a flu coming.

luckily its gona be a short day tml.
HENG ar.


Ohya, btw.
i dun work 24hr a day.




LOVE dear boy:)



she doodled @ {/11:59 PM}




Sunday, November 4, 2007

the LOVELY pics.
special thanks to charles bro who sent it=)

US- kenny,melissa,ana,ql,charles,ryan.
NICE.
kenny as camera man.
CUTEness.



she doodled @ {/10:39 PM}





AHHHHHHH.
sometimes, no matter how hard i try.
i just cant help it.
i had had enough.
DAMN
some ppl just cant grow up.
get real, there is no such thing on earth.
______.
GIVE ME A BREAK CAN.
roll eyes*

that night was ok la.
we gt abit high=x
more to come?
have yet to recieve the pics.
had unofficial meeting yesterdae, HAHA.
did nth really.
BUT, cant complain, unofficial meeting.

i am jealous of my friends.
freaking pissed with myself.
if only i had been adamant about my life last time.
DAMN.
i have only got myself to blame la.
_____.
i CANNOT complain, i arent complaining.
just clearing the shit in my mind.
BUT, i dun feel any better.

the loud music, somehow soothes.

stop playing the game,
i am sick of it.
just as i am about to turn and go,
you appeared.
DAMN, why cant i just block you.
block you out of my life,
i dun wan to see you ever again.
NO, wait.
i dun think my heart can take.
dear heart, please tell me what to do.
i cant stand my helplessness.



she doodled @ {/3:26 PM}




Thursday, November 1, 2007

attachment was COOL.
they remembered me.
they said i went to the centre yesterdae.
LOL.
the last time i went was 2 mths ago?

feeling damn tired.
i duno wat's wrong too.
i gt nth done, wasting my own time.
been catching slp ever time possible.
WRONG TIMING la, i couldn slp during the hols,
and now, cant get enough of slp?
HA.

post halloween party tml, i have yet to decide wat to wear.
hmmm`
die.
should i slp over?
mind draining.

i can predict assignment deadlines starting to draw near.
damn.
who says ech is an easy course?
i cant wait to grad,
and put a FULL STOP to those NV-ENDING PROJECTS.


I am actually starting to miss the irritating burnt on my skin=x
haha.

overdued pics.

witchy

BERT, my favourite character=D

that is LOVE for u



she doodled @ {/10:08 PM}