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Monday, February 18, 2008

KILLED.
i have to be cool-er
my aunt's husband died awhile ago.
like drama.
ya.
生死别离，is part and parcel of life.
bullshit.
she wanted to commit suicide to join her husband, she wanted to jump.
i told my mum, dumb, she can jump and go join, as if.( i must hv been insane)
i actually said that, shit ql, is that called comforting.
i tink my mum cried like @#$%^&*(, grandma too.
her daughter too.
ok.
i wasnt there, when my mum needed me the most, i was at vivo.
her son wasnt there, he was working.
SHIT US, we both were living as if nth happened. we are both 19, yet, we are so #$%^&*()_
freaking useless.
HA
damn.
i feel so. @#$%^&*()_
my mum was afraid my dad will ________, SHIT.
SHIT.
she asked, what if they ______.
i said, wah, den i will worry that i have no money.
i lied, i cannot imagine.
its like, we have no power, what for we work so hard, to find ourselves, losing to fate, TO DIE.
SHIT.
我做不到。

they say, life is short.
do whatever u want, so that, u wun regret.
SHIT.
but, whatever if the ting u want, is to find someone who really loves u.
u end up, dying and leaving.
wrong what.
SHIT.

i rushed back, only to find that you already left.
i thought, we nid time to find out what we really want.
ya, mayb.
damn

zoo tml ya.



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