her DIRTY SECRETS

2009-10-29T22:42:00.001+08:00

i moved.
shifted.
maybe i will come back
maybe i wont.
it depends.

bye for nw.
BYYYEEEEEE.

2009-10-26T22:50:00.002+08:00

tiramisu wasnt as bad.
thankyouthankyouthankyou.
many more to come(:

oh, i went again.
this time, it felt different.
hahaha.

almost there.

i do not like the 5 day work week.
oh bah
for a moment, my world came crashing down,
just like that.
i snapped back to reality.
life is too crude.

2009-10-22T21:56:00.001+08:00

screw it.
bahhhh.

2009-10-20T23:52:00.000+08:00

i am so going to hit the track tml!
and, i did buy
this damn pretty vans shoes.
AWESOME.
but, it was on impulse.
i think i spend more than i earn:(

aching.

2009-10-19T22:33:00.004+08:00

WAHHHH
banana icecream was AWESOME.
THE AMOUNT OF FATS,
DOUBLE THE AWESOME-NESS.
shiitttttt.
i cant wait for wed.
8 rounds baby.

4more days.
6more nights.

wahhhhhhh.
i seriously am so jealous.
damn the girls.

2009-10-16T23:58:00.000+08:00

RUN
GYM
RUN
STARVE.

2009-10-14T23:59:00.001+08:00

the pics show OUR LOVE.

HHHAHHA.

i hope u did enjoy the day(:

AWESOME SHIT.

photoday for all.
so glad we met up.

yumcha,clarkequay,bugis,airport.

LOVESSSS.

alot of pics.

300++++++

tsktsk, i chose a few.

the selected rest in fb

oilblotter's ad.

like dance grp only.

prettttttty cupcakes we gt the girl.

ishallendthis withthispic,

dear ana,

u noe i love u.

hhahahha

ok,

i am abstaining from alcohol.

at least for nw.

2009-10-11T23:07:00.003+08:00

if i can turn back time,

i wouldnt hv done it:(

ANYWAY,

life is short,

so i am so not going to mourn

i got myself the gold nail polish from skinfood.

FINALLY.

i hv been dreaming abt a gold one ever since i can remember.

lol.

ilikethewayyouwerethere:)

the other day!

shhhh.

i feel so mean,

but den again.

i cant help it.

i noe, its an excuse.

mayb, all i need is time.

other times, i wan long hair.

yet some times,

i want even shorter hair.

-.-

2009-10-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

today was so @#$%^&*()

walau.

i hv nv felt so dumb,

den again,

you were there to 'enlighten' me.

heh.

oh, work was soso.

and on random note

it was photoday.

more like ah lian wannabee.

i like this.

hw i wish everyday is photoday la!

work tml:(

2009-10-07T22:41:00.001+08:00

tmd.
i waited for that bloody ring for so long.
only to tell me,
no stock.
upset.
bye.

2009-10-06T23:42:00.004+08:00

i must be insane.

if onlys

1. bangkok trip

2. shopping spree

3. sponsored bkk trip

4. money

hw i wish.

TSK, LIFE IS IT NOT.

I CANT WAIT

to meet up with my girls.

it doesnt matter what we do,

just hang out, it did be cool enough.

the world seems to be spinning.

hmmm.

there are times, i wish i am nt me.

other times..

adorable.

i did wan to

walk on the sand with u, barefooted.

swing in mid air with u, fingers entwined.

stroll down the beach, leaving footprints behind.

sit on the beach, watch sunset.

i did wan everything to be picture perfect,

so that they did be the best memories.

2009-10-01T17:48:00.009+08:00

today, i shall nt care abt the search from the net.

oh,

yesterday was bimbotic.

the pics will tell.

the point is, i love all the charm bracelets i am selling.

i see signs of aging.

OMG.

PHUTURE WAS AWESOME.

and, its 1 more day!

2009-09-24T14:49:00.002+08:00

hahha.
and everything happened.
andiamsoglad.

this time itsnt the same.
itjustfeelso(:
i wan to say more, but i cant.
for i remember,
this can be searched from the net.

2009-09-19T23:08:00.002+08:00

alot of things in mind.

1. i actually setted the lowest record

2. i am sooooo ashamed that i cant face boss

3. i cant wait for mon to come, den i will make sure this time, i earn more

4. at this rate, if only
5. i miss spending time with my girls, being long

6. i did realise i have been the lousiest friend.

7. holidays

8. results not what i wanted

9. i so badly want to blame you, but i cant

10. bro came back from ns, he decided to spend time with gf only @#$%^&*

11. cassis berry, nt bad la

12. so dumb, i actually bought 2 conditioners, happily thinking one of them was shampoo, only to realise back at home, its not.
13. funneh

14. the next next week shall be my doomsweek.

15. i cant imagine, 5 days straight of sales.

16. everything, its funny

17. oh, i feel like cutting hair

18. den again,i feel like leaving it

19. i am jealous of my bro's black casio watch

20. am thinking, still thinking

21. come and go

22. basket

i was being idoitic,

pardon this.

2009-09-16T22:16:00.004+08:00

Tmd.

i do noe who to kill,
myself or still myself.
i am to blame la.
hw to be a better tutor.
damn it.
patiencepatiencepatience.

oh,
cant i turn back time?
i wan to be sitting just there, under the moonlight.
sipping coffee.
ha!
eh, it sounds more like fast forward time.
i cant wait for weekend to come la!
eh, y the restlessness?
i cant explain lehhhh.

i have gt nth better to do la!
sian.
yadahyadah, i cant wait for tml to come.
work.

2009-09-15T22:47:00.006+08:00

i duno hw to say this,
but den,
.
.
.
NVM!
comex ended.
grumpy aunties.
@#$%^&*()
but, it has ended.
bahhhhh.
thanksforcoming(((((:

went out with ana,
it was one of my ever off day.
hahaha.
did spend a bomb.
:(
upset.
hahahahh!

critical.
argh!

i need to start dieting.
i noe i have been repeating,
seriously, y is there so much food ard?
basket.
i do not like skinny and pretty girls!

and basket,
mind stop running.
i need to sleep.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
hw come?
y such timing?
seriously, nw what.
dearheart.

2009-09-05T21:50:00.002+08:00

they say, fairy tales dun exist.
they belong to fiction world, fantasy.
bahhhh.
i have 1 living example,
right in front of me laaaaaa!

and damn,
online shopping is too addictive.
SHIT.
addiction.

OH,
boo.
they went 1 big round,
ended up together,
again.

its nt the same.
damnit.
uleft,sheentered,
hecame.
shecried, itsored.
theywalkedaway.

butbutbut,
ifeverythinggothewayitsuposeto,
iwillbeamillionaire,
soon,
~~100 yrs later.~~
if only,there is no entertainment, no nail art, no clothes, no food.
命运是由自己掌控。
我的人生，不管你屁事。

2009-09-04T23:58:00.001+08:00

so far so good.
oh,
i duno if its right, but den.
hahahhhah.
moneymoneymoney.
i cant wait la!
nt bad la, i did noe new frens.

and damn.
i actually went ahead with the transaction without receipt.
boohoo.
i am damn stupid,
if the blogshop owner decide to play,
den jialat!
TSK, den again, y think so negatively?
huhhuhhuh.

and, finally, tml is likka rest day,
nt really,
tuition in the morning,
most prob follow with visit to _____.
disappointed.
its like i have no idea what i was doing the whole of today can.
i did realise much later, i was actually walking ard with an open wound.
terrible.
i need theraphy la.
and damn, am i getting fatter?
ah.
i just cant bloody hell resist the temptation of food.
so much for self discipline eh.

boohoo.

nth much, the other week,
armyappreciation.

the body is screaming in protest,
the mind is obsessed.
the soul is long gone.
world,
i am still here here,
just pardon my self obsession.

this i promise,
i will not lose to u, neither will i give up halfway.
that, u have my word.
'jie, you are the superwoman! go for it!' Z.D.Lim (2009)
i listened, and i ended up here. where i belong.
HAHAHHAHHA.

2009-09-02T02:37:00.002+08:00

life has been awesome.
i like it the way it is.
slacking over at shop, earning.
tutoring, youtubing.
cool shit.
if everyting go well,
iammalivinginadreammmmm:)

interview for some IT thingy.
shit.
alone,cause the rest are busy.
ok la huh.
i am 20, i shldnt depend on anyone anymore.
QIULING.
easier said den done la!!
feel like whining.

bloody hell,
it has been quite sometime,
there are times, i feel like coughing out my lungs.
there!

oh,
recently, i duno what happened too.
i cant help it too.

eh, i thought through it,
its better,
no wait,
its like the best.

bloody hell.
hw i wish i can resist the temptations of food.
bah.

2009-08-27T23:25:00.002+08:00

it has been long.
thank you all.
from fam,
awesome strawberry champagne cake & black forest cake
to jc clique, tab, sj, jw, zy and zj.
thanks for the VERY LOVELY WALLET.
its damn awesome!
and, dinner:))))))))))
to clique.
damn 'uglyyyyy' posterboard.
to ana,yl,lt and shelby
alll the niceeee presents.
i LOVE ALL.
THANK YOU:D
thankyouthankyouthankyou.

this yr, didnt really take pic.
i didnt have the mood.

oh,
life is fragile.
bahh.
i didnt really like her though.
so, i may nt feel the pain like they do.
but, whatever.
its over.i dun want things to happen again.
rest in peace den.

2009-08-15T23:56:00.000+08:00

work was coolness.
hehehe.
thank you for the company and effort man.
manymanyTHANKS!

I so love the watches.

likemadeforme.
i could have just asked,
i can get it.
but den,
nvm.
I LIKE THE NICE BLING BLING DECO ON WATCH!

i am sorry,
till den.
fated to love you.
awesome!

2009-08-12T13:08:00.003+08:00

really,

isnt easy.

ndp ended.

still, weekends will be occupied.

pandora's box,

come visit!

this is the first time,

i sell and work in a shop which sells things i will really buy.

hehheh.

mayb rebel tonight.

alot of things.

but they dun matter.

nt nw.

i did cut it.

tsk!

espirit is better.

screams.

2009-08-03T23:30:00.000+08:00

FINALLY.

BLOGGER DECIDED TO BE NICE.

PICTURES(:

oh, celebrated zj's bdae.

it was sooooo fun, heartwarming.

辣妹子

i used to complain,

hw much it sucked to bring others.

but hey, i started the thing.

ishldshutup.

isurrender,enoughisenough

happyiam.

i was the loser,

i shldnt have brought them to our den.
den, it was off to bugis junction, bugis street den iluma.

COOOLNESS

i like the way, we stood in the middle,

sampling the muffins made.

i like the time over at the arcade.

we caught 2 lovely dogs.

i lost count hw much we did spend.

the person was nice, very very helpful.

alot of pics.

AWESOME

lovellly muffins.

the man was very generous.

theverysatisfiedconsumers.

i like.

i wan to cut hair.

chapter2?

hmmmmm.

on sat,

ndp army side was soooooo nice.

they helped me celebrate my bday in advance.

AWWWW.

its been long since i gt large cake.

happiest.

OH.

ITS THE END OF ATTACHMENT!!!!

2009-07-30T20:33:00.000+08:00

it was awesome!
baking session over at tab's yesterday=D
DAMN BLOGGER, CANNOT POST PICS.
its soooo darn cool, to pretend to be bakers,
to mix, to beat, to pour, to bake.
watch it raise.
to estimate,to discover.
fun fun fun.
PREEEEEETY muffins/cupcakes

but i cant help it.
i am ohsojealous.
my frens, their paths.
mine?
SHITTTTTTT.
QIULING,LOSER?
NOT?!

ohoh,
attachment is ending sooon.
sadsadsad.
its saddening.
i do not want.
but den,
i am sorry.
i duno hw too:(
RUN,
FLY, SOAR LIKE THE EAGLES HIGH HIGH IN THE SKY.
certain things cannot be undone no matter how hard you try.

2009-07-28T23:18:00.000+08:00

its too ugly.
but den, luckily
it didnt last long.
though its broken,
i will get it mend back,
by hook or by crook.

ohhhhh.
passed assessment.
WHOOOO.
i will miss the children:(
everyone everything.
from the cute heroic ,
the super adorable mischievous,
the pretty little twins,
the very smart and vocal,
the super cheerful and loud,
the very helpful,
the trapped in the own world,
the always blur,
the trapped in cartoon,
the speak better english,
the super tall and well developed,
the very cooperative,
.
.
.
many more
they are the most special grp.
awwwwwwww
cookies
SOON.

Ran
coolness!
tml, back to school.
i feel like a kid all over again.
敲敲爱上你。
damnnnnnn nice.
oh, holidays are here sooooooon.
EMBRACING.
sentosa,sentosa,sentosa(((((:

thank you,
for not leaving.
for staying still.

damn blogger, cannot post pictures.

2009-07-23T22:34:00.002+08:00

TML is field supervision
SCREAMS.

the black bird
circled the dense gloomy place
wanting to see what is beyond.
all lies.
despite the countless of circles,
it was at the same spot.
for, it couldnt see the light.
something was holding back,
maybe it got used to the darkness,
it doesnt want to see the light,
for it no longer knows,
how it feels to soar freely
in the bright light.

2009-07-20T23:52:00.000+08:00

i bloody hell hate the way things are la

there they are, all on pace.

i am nt!

SCREAMS.

i am soooo afraid.

of being left.

DAMN.

i so hate lifeeeeee.

or is it myself.

they did make it.

BOOOOOO.

NOT ME.

i want to be better.

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

see ql, thisiswhenuarecontented

withverylittleachievement.

FF.

this is it.

i promise, it will not be the same.

2009-07-19T23:56:00.006+08:00

harry potter was AWESOME

company too(:
thank you.

NE2

wasnt so bad.
hahahhah

r2!

tab!

this is it.

weekend OVER.

5 more days till weekend:(

before that, assessment this coming fri.

I CAN DO IT.

CAN I NOT?

ahhhhh.

2009-07-17T23:05:00.000+08:00

i want golden spoon too.
BOOOOO.

oh, today was awesome.
slack to the max.
changed supervision date,
suddenly, i feel soooo free.
HA.

tml, siansation:(
regret ah
HAISSSSSSSS.
idonotlikerichandprettygirls.

2009-07-16T21:34:00.005+08:00

i ought to be shot.

bah.

whatever.

meeting field sup tml.

BOOOO.

i hope everything goessssss well.

I PRAY:(

OH.

rushed.
centers up:D

basket.

i hate the way plans are spoilt.

i cant wait for attachment to end,

yet at the same time,

i will MISS THE CHILDREN:(

I wanna watch harry potty.

like tml.

i dun feel like giving tuition tml.

den again, bahhhhh.

I have been bloody lazy this wk.

oh, wilber is darn cool.

webcammed.

u have no idea.
hw much i have come to HATE.

damn.

blinded.

shit.

disgusted.

picture of the dayyyyyy.

weLOVEourweeklyscheduler.

too much work kills the brain,

pics explain it all.

2009-07-14T23:55:00.000+08:00

HAHAHHHA.
i am sooooo dead.
the child was amazingly easy la.
sis said, it was becos the other is too challenging.
oh well.
ahahh.

anyway,
ass-ignment.
learning corner:(
its almost.
pieces here and there.
have yet to realllllly collate all.
booo.
die qiuling, die.
have to by thurs eh.
if not monday sure PANIC.
I PRAY HARD.

oh, nw i have to get use, to slping less.
booo!
anyhw, i am having this urge to go town:(
okok, sunday.
harry potter with jc peeps:)
sooooooon.
i must be insane, agreeing to meet despite D-DAY on mon?
SIAO.
time flew,
i have no idea.

battlefield-jordin sparks
its scary hw everytime i on the radio,
this song is on air.
EVERYTIME.

2009-07-13T23:27:00.004+08:00

i cant seem to do.

DAMNNNNN.

DIEDIEDIEEEEEEE.

ZONKED.

mayb, i shall go slp, wake up earlier to get things done?

mayb.

insanity.

HUSHHUSH.

i shall wake up at ard 5/6am later den.

all i can bloody think of nw is slppppppppp.

icantbloodyhelpit=(

itsnolongerthesame.

idontnoehwtoo.

sorry,maybtimewillhelp.

ihatethewayithurts,

yet,itsbestleftthisway.

ilongtosay,itsover.

welcomebackinto

mylife.

2009-07-12T17:27:00.004+08:00

ne show 1 was AWESOME.
cy was super lucky, super big cake,

super big amt of ppl singing his song,

super many ppl eating the cake.

it rained, super heavily.

extreme.

but den, it was nice.

the guy was funneh, super blur.

hahhaha.

it poured, we continued,

standing in the rain.

next week,

is the start of hell.

1 more student.

bahhhh.

i like it though.

if i die, i will be happy.

hahahaha.

after the sun and rain.

the other day.

2009-07-05T22:58:00.002+08:00

hate.
i hate it when the weekend come and go like passing wind.
没答案，没答案。。
this wk, wasnt as bad.
cr3, bugis-ed.
eye candy.
hhahahhaha.

there are things best left unsaid.
i hate the way things are going.
AH.
DAMNNNNN.
QL, STOP SLACKING CAN?
I need to seriously start.

2009-07-03T23:39:00.003+08:00

at times like this i feel bloody rich.
HAHAHHAHA.
all the banana republic, ralph lauren, gap, french connection, guess, old navy
ITS GODDAMNCOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.
i shallll earn lots.

oh, i am feeeeeeeling super old nw
done with first lesson.
tsk, not as what i have expected.
next shall be even better!

oh,
CR3 tml.
toodles.

2009-07-02T23:03:00.002+08:00

still nt gd,
booooo!
if this goes on, i will most prob end up in hougang.
oh, sleeping is like the best time
AWESOME.
hw i wish, i can slp till forever.

its weird,
hw we arent talking.
its breaking.
no wait, it broke.
it was broken.
dogs are lovely, they appear super happy to see you
not like others.

the rate that i am constantly hungry,
sleepy.
i am turning into a fat old grandma,
give me some time.
oh, i am sorry
i am not who i am.

attachment is sucking all my energy,
yet, there are times, i feeeeeel soooooooo comfortable, so in love.
oh, tml is my mentor's assessment.
i HOPE IT WILL TURN OUT MARVELLOUS.
hahahha.
i love alllllll the children.
they do the most adorable things.
if only we can see the good side of things, and be totally blind so that
we cant see the bad.

i am afraid,
of dying.
of losing you all.
despite everything,
its in the blood.
as much as i want to live in denial,
i cant.
i so hate others that step into our way.
i hate life.
y cant it be bouncy, colourful, bright, happy?
instead?
i shall be truthful to myself, i shall fight for myself,
i should give myself the opportunity.
i dont want.

TSK.
this hair is super hard to maintain.
cut it/leave it?

2009-06-30T23:33:00.000+08:00

the world will be a better place
if all the owners,
keep their bitches in their own rooms.
thank you!

2009-06-28T23:35:00.001+08:00

damn

sentosa trip gt cancelled.

like superrrrrrrrr last min.

i was already 1/7 of the journey la.

made a detour:(

went back, managed to borrow bks for my language and literacy though

mayb, its planned.

i was thinking, when i have gt the time to grab them.

oh, i tink ppl might think i am some old grandma,

who still likes to read children's bk.

whatever.

went down to xj's bbq.

COOLNESS LA.

it was AWESOME.

sitting, bbqing, gossiping, crapping, catching up.
its really, a gateaway from alllllll the shit.

tml is attachment again:(

SOOOOON, HANG THERE!

its the workload,

the environment

the people that drives one to this state.

INSANITY

oh, and its july SOOOOOOOON.

i want to work till i drop dead.

any jobs?

2009-06-25T22:51:00.003+08:00

at times like this.

i cant help it.

first, its you den its another you

den it was yet another.

many a time, ENOUGH.

hw many times can i break before i shatter?

SHIT.

i feel so peculiarly shitty nw.

no, it shldnt be the way.

it was the end.

everything.

it shld be washed away just like hw the tides come rushing to the shore,

everything and anything that happened on the shore will be washed away.

ah.

hw can all happen?

i dun feel good.

must be the song playing.

am not the stupid one.

you are, you too.

am feeling lousy,

whats with me.

i am sorryyyyyy!

2009-06-21T23:16:00.000+08:00

DAMN.

i am feeeeeeeling particularly LAZY

or is it just holiday mood?

i dun feel like getting out of bed,
feel like just stayin in there the whole day.

DAMN..

its makeup tml.

tmd.

the thought is enough to KILL.

ahhhhh.

humble pie.

eat it ql eat it.

oh,

went ps, cartel yesterday

ended up, getting not what i had wanted, but in mind.

buttttt,i got a nw baby.

pretttttttty.

i like.

new number, shall update soon.

see, i am feeling lazy.

and, its amazing,

cotton on has gt really comfortably to die for shoes.

the things are all messed.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

checkouttheeyebags.

2009-06-19T23:28:00.000+08:00

sentosa was once in a lifetime.

try sitting there, in the middle of the beach,

with an umbrella

with the rain.

and being the first to enjoy the sun later,

after the rain.

HAHHAHA

signs of aging,

ALREADY

oh and lucky her,

found money while digging.

DIE
OHOHOH.

fatfatfat

diediedie

tml, i shall get my nike.

HHAHAHAHAA.

alot but lazy,

i shall end with this pic of the day.

isitme,orisityou.

notthesame.

2009-06-17T22:18:00.004+08:00

DAMN THIS BREAK,

if it is still a break.

going back, doing lit review.

i feel like a professor.

BAHHHH.

oh, sentosa on fri.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

better not spoil my plan.

dead or alive, i will go!

HAAHAHHAAH

u r man- SS501 IS LOVE.

head spinning.

eyes crossing.

heart beating.

eardrums vibrating.

nose twitching.

signs of tiredness.

i arent complaining.

hw come, its still you, him and her?

i thought it was OVER?

hahahahhaa, i was walking down this very route.

suddenly, i am grateful for everything.

i have no idea, hw long life will be

i duno when, you, you, him, her, them will leave.

as much as i dun wan to,

all will have to leave eventually.

YES, i am afraid.

of dying, of aging

but first of graduating.

bloody hell, i am totally clueless:((((((((

DAMN MY HAIR.

ugly:(

am not complaining

i feel LOVED.

thank you, mummy for always being there for me.

especially when i am sick, injured or lost.

daddy, thank you too.

for knowing what i like to eat, to use.

the understanding the love, NOONE.

none can ever replace.

i am sorry if we were ever unhappy.

I SHALL BUCK UP.

WE SHALL ALL BE HAPPY.

GIVE ME SOME TIME.

2009-06-16T13:16:00.007+08:00

its terrible.

i thought its long over.

but, somehw,

not yet.

damn.i am like the only idiot left standing.

eh, qiulinglim, get a life can?

i am soooooo jealous.

why?

i do nt understand.

am not the loser.

i wanna to be like you too.

and the other you,

i do not appreciate the way you act.

damnnnnnn.

i hate the way, it affects.

tsk.

i do not like it.

y is it that you, you, you are prettier.

and y, you, you and you are richer.

HAHAHHHA.

i need a job badly.

den i can spend without feeling bad,

any jobs will do.

i tink, attachement really,

shortens one's life.

and, makes one miserable.

its going in ALL DIRECTIONS.

oh the other time, R2.

while the other 2 were lunching.

i need these.

suddenly, i have this liking for flea markets.

HAHAHA.

the next one, is on 5thjuly.

takers?

2009-06-14T20:47:00.004+08:00

no idea hw tiring it is.

no idea hw painful it still is.

i have no god damn idea.

but i do know,

mayb, its the best way out.

mayb, being lost in some black out

will do me some help.

ah.

neither do i know what you want.

nor what i want.

i do not like rich,pretty girls.

2009-06-13T23:18:00.004+08:00

the weekend is here.

THANK GOD.

i cant take it.

looking terrible!

damn, anyhw,cant be bothered.

the more bothered, the more upset.
NVM.

31 more days?

oh.
friday was awesome.

jagerbomb-ed with ryan and pb(:

coolest.

niceeeee

just nw was training den down to floating platform.

the lounge, to die for.

went to flea market somewhere near flyer with cy and jw.

though it was super last min, it was AWESOMELY PACKED

from clothes, to shoes, to accessories to humans.

loot(:

met ryan and friends for dinner.
how exciting.

the highlight, wearing deltashirt to town!

tml shall be sleeeeeeeep in day.

HOW NICE TO SPEND WEEKENDS LIKE THIS.

and, dblo?

WHOOOOOO.

TOO HAPPY

2009-06-10T23:14:00.006+08:00

I FEEL LIKE AN OLD LADY.

seriously.

i have no idea y the tiredness.

seems like i didnt do anything.

eh, corrections.

i did

somehw i am having second thots.

is this right?

oh,

ART is FUN(:

I LOVE THE SESSIONS.

hehehehehe.

DAMN THE DRESS CODE.

argh!

oh, still comtemplating,

nike air? nike dunk?

vans?

ARGH.

till i have gt time to head down.

its longer nw.

i was joined by bro.

as much as we love each other, we hate each other as much.

HAH!

SENTOSA PLEASE.

i need the sun, the beach, the tan, the cocktail maybe.

not looking forward.
kim hyun joong is LOVES.

2009-06-07T23:26:00.000+08:00

uhuh.

this is KILLING ME.

why am i feeling sooooo nervous+lost.

must be becos i have nt been to my center

i hope everything will go well.

i really do.

i hav yet to decide what to wear tml:(

first impression counts!

DAMN.

getting stuck to hyun joong isnt good.

WHOLE BLOODY DAY.

ahhhhhhhh!

completely opposite.

the JITTERS.

2009-06-06T01:55:00.004+08:00

i did feel like dying.

wahhhhh.

that moment, it was all alone.

horrified to the max.

i saw stars, darkness.

boring talk later,

not looking forward to it.

have to find teacher to write this stupid note

for the troublesome _____.

go figure.

it has been long.

attachment next wk.

i foresee, GONE.

bloody hell.

i complain, whine like a spoilt brat.

there are other ppl in worse situations den me.

BLOODY HELL,

QIULING GROW UP, WONT U?

i will control.

i will bite my lips.

i will persevere

its no more self pity.

neither is it self denial.

i wan to be who i am not.

2009-06-04T23:33:00.000+08:00

its attachment in like 3 days time
dreading.
no, its not as fun as ppl think it is.
booo!

and, its tiring.
super.
sat training again,
there is no longer the EXCITEMENT like YES AH, TRAINING.
but, ohhhhhhhh, again?

monsters vs aliens
cool show yo.
korean food.
icecream cone.
no run=DIE.

its the end, yet another start.

2009-06-02T23:28:00.001+08:00

This 2 days
tiring.
its the end.
exco nomore.

appreciation dinner.
food was good.
private after party was a BLAST.

27th exco girls.
MISSES.
thank you girls.

its like graduation photoshoot of what is left.
whatever happened, happened.
goodbye.

(:

waycool.

after that was the calling of our grp ushers(:
FUN.
its too cool, cy and i are leading the same grp for NDP.
WHOO.

settle down.

BASKET.
ibloghopped.
dear parents,
y am i not borned with better features?
BOOOOOOLIFE.

2009-05-31T15:38:00.005+08:00

saturday wasnt nice at all.

it was freaking tiring.

activities that ran for 8 freaking hrs.

the best part was lunch.

HHAHAHAHA.

same grp as chunyang though.

luckylucky.

hehs.

monday den.

it will be appreciation dinner.

and release of results.

tues will be agm.

goodness.

i cant wait for the weekend

nw when i say weekend,

its only sunday:(

attachment soon.

BOOO.

i hope the mentor is as nice.

the other day,over at astons.

wh,lousycameraman.

i will upload the others when i find time.

toodles.

ah.

icantdecide.

itsback/stomachache.

basket.

10kgricesack,TSK!

and,ifeel__________.

humansarescary.

2009-05-28T23:34:00.001+08:00

i do not like the fact that,

it used to be our secret hideout

the sense of betrayal

when u, bring others in

INTRUDE.

whatever.

its CMI

i have no idea what am i up to.

i amma likka person with fluffy cotton brain.

everything is scrunched like the pic.

bloody #$%^

lighter note, its friday tml(:

WEEKENDS.

AND

BOOOO

i have to give kuching yet another miss

becos my hols officially starts on 15

while they will be flying on the 13

BOOOO.

2009-05-26T23:13:00.004+08:00

I AM FEELING SO DAMN FAT.

booo!

so much for eating grass.

tsktsk!

die, i feel sooooo #$%^&*() fat.

lee min-ho is (((((((((((((((((:

isnt he an angel.

MUMMY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:

iloveyoumanymany.

thelove,respect,gratitude,

noamtofwordscandescribe.

ILOVEYOU.

2009-05-24T22:46:00.003+08:00

YES

GSS IS HEREEEEEEE.

tsktsktsk!

boys over flowers is LOVE

omg.

fantasies.

finished with theirs.

now, it shall be mine.

feel so empty now la:(

HAHHAHAHHAA.

till den ah.

goo joon pyo, be the substitute till den.

LOL.

goosebumps.

mango(:

LOVES.

i feeeeeeel so darn good.

oh, ql shld stop eating.

fatfatfat.

DOGGIES ARE ADORABLE.

they sat through with me with i was terrible.

THANKS(:

im feeling lazy,

though its elearning wk,

i still need to go back sch.

LAZYLAZYLAZYME.

there are times, i do not have control

of what is gonna happen.

i dun like it either.

but i cannot change it.

2009-05-23T17:54:00.010+08:00

wah.
its weekend.

i amma home, attempting to read.

i finally got the pics.

LOVES.

PARDON THESE.

it was photo day the other day.

sooooooooo.

happy, i finally got to ikea.

totally caught.

this is what we do with MIRRORS(:

arent they big?

i shall end with this pic of the day.

WAHAHAHAHA.

FEELING TOO LAZY to upload the other 100+ pics.

when i have the time den.

GOO JOON PYO

you spin my head right round, right round.

its AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

tell me, does such man exist on earth?

I WANNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!

TSK.

i want someone to turn my brain into mesh.

YOU TURN MY BRAIN INTO MESH.

2009-05-22T16:06:00.004+08:00

WAH
GOO JOON PYO.
damn it.
where is mine huh.
bloody #$%^&*()
i am sooooo nt happy with my life nw.
y dun my parents own this bloody big chain of retail
den i can go ard shopping for free.
AHHAHHHAH!
TSK, i will be nicer.
i wun throw temper that often ard.
LOL

HOT.
HE IS SOOOOOO HOT.
hahahhaha.
TSK
sitting in front of the com, chioning thru,
like no tml.
TSKTSK.
not good.
it takes ALOT of discipline to even come out awhile to blog, shit and slp.
LOL.

OH,
i have yet to recieve the 234 pictures:(
LATER MAYB.

oh, leader to be.
=D
yahness.

SENTOSA SOON.
WEEEEEEEE.

2009-05-20T22:23:00.004+08:00

I LOVE TODAY.
ITS LIKE THE BEST.
i finallllllllllllllllly received my leather jacket(:
and, my bro got into pes A
AWWW
I WILL SO MISS MY BRO.
hahaaha
RIGHT!

i did slip and fall this wee morning, ard 4plus.
TERRIBLE.
luckily, i was fast.
i shielded my head with my arms.
NW my limbs cant be worst.
aching like totally.
:(
2.4km was accomplished though.
tanning was done too. HEHS!
and the weighing machine was my best fren today.
GRINS
usher.
i wan more.

if this go on, 3 mths will be wooooolalah.

MINE(:
nice siol.

and says who my hair isnt nice.
HAHAHHAH.
its not that bad nw.

y shld i dislike the other,
when u arent of significance to me.

2009-05-19T23:19:00.005+08:00

i am sorry,

i have absolutely NO PATIENCE.

i bite.

DIE,

i slp at the wrong timing

coffee loves.

finfin loves.

i like the way, i appear so young looking here.

HAHAHHAAH!

i so hate MATH.

numbers irritate the shit outta me

hw to respect?

DISGUSTING.

i hate the fact that i noe what i shldnt

i am embarrassed.

that shld teach me A LESSON.

oh, bro is entering ns soooooooon.

i hate the fact that they all did graduate.

I AM STILL STUCK WITH YR 3

tell me WHY

BOOO!

SCREAMS.

I AM NOT HAPPY NW.

SO MUCH FOR POSITIVE THINKING.

QIULING DUN LIKE LIFE NW.

2009-05-18T23:50:00.003+08:00

at that time like this,

i cant wait for weekend to come.

mayb,

~~the music, the boost, the people~~

~~can help~~

i want to tan:(

its been long.
kiteflying?

sentosa?

marina barrage?

pubbing?

clubbing?

dinner?

name it, we shall have it.

what fun we used to have.

dear ms holidays,

pls come SOOOON K?

the kids miss you soooooooo much.

from the kid who misses you

the MOST.

DAMN.

the center is abit further than i thought.

ITS BOO!

dooms day SOOOOOOON.

tough.

PULLLLLLLLLL THROUGH DEN.

i miss my freaking fringe.

now i look like i stepped outta from comic

HAHAHA!

humor no more.

oh, i desperately need to lose those irritating fats.

they seem to have sign bond to me.

they cant leave,
till harsh actions are taken.

I DID NOT RUN TODAY:(

nw my fats are grinning,

becos they get to stay yet another day!

there was a time,

when qiuling still had her nice hair.

2009-05-18T05:50:00.000+08:00

I AM FEELING POSITIVELY BITCHY NOW.

CIRPE isnt taking shape.

AT LEAST

i have got plans for tml early morning.

HEHS.

something worth looking forward to.

oh did i mention

i like to see you pained.

it feels so god damn good(:

THEY SAY,

NO coffee in the night.

they make ur stomach bloated.

BUT, I HAVE GOT NO CHOICE.

CIRPE, LEFT ME WITH ABSOLUTELY

NO CHOICE.

YES THIS IS THE PICTURE OF THE DAY

i gt sooooo mad with everything on hand.

SO THERE.

hahahahahaha!

i cant believe it either.

THE BEST.

LOL

LAUGH PPL LAUGH

humor, is the key to resiliency

geez,

its 5.50am.

and i managed to complete my assignment

from scratch, all over again=D

its mac later

WOOOO!

2009-05-17T19:47:00.008+08:00

I AM SOOO VERY UPSET TO THE MAX

DIE LA.
there is NO WAY am i going other salon
other den ESPIRIT salon now la:((((((
NOW,
I AM EMO-ING.
NOT GOOD, NOT GOOD.

SEE IT, that is hw upset i am.

TERRIBLE.
ARGH.
hair stylist, hwwwwwwwww?!

adding on,
i have no damn idea abt CIRPE
whatever is expected.
i shall vomit it out.
IF U THINK U CAN, U CAN.

WHOOOOHOO,WHOOOOOOHOOO.
dear miss weekend,
COME AGAIN SOON OK?
i promise to be nice meanwhile.

ohoh
sentosa?
butterfactory?
prawning?
manicure?
LIFE IS SHORT.

i cant seem to settle down la.
FLEETING.
eh, stop can?
I NID TO FINALISE MY ASSIGNMENT.
ASAP,DESPERATELY.

2009-05-16T16:44:00.006+08:00

I SHLD REALLLLLLLY BE DOING YET ANOTHER ASS IGNMENT.
den again,
there are alot of other things.
qiuprocrastinatorling.
i shall get it done tonight.
~~IPROMISE~~

it was bbq the yester-night.
quite an experience.
i shall do things i can,
before i am too old.
BAHHHHHH

ah, i happen to be walking behind this girl.
my sis and i looked at each other.
that moment, i noe.
the same thing was going through our heads
y gt ppl so small size?
i was like 1 or is 2 heads taller den the girl la!
BOOHOO.
dear mum & dad,
thanks for your genes,
i am neither small nor cute.
HAHAHHAHA.

and no, i can do NOTHING.
i shall shut up.

I DO NOT KNOW HW TO START:(

ITS BOOOOOO.
sitting down, doing assignment.
while he got in to dblo
HAHAHHAAHA.
NEXT TIME LA.

2009-05-12T20:37:00.003+08:00

i went town.

yes, on a tuesday.

i have got nth better to do=x

ohoh,

i went to see my baby to be.

thebeat.

expensive.

comtemplating.

BOOOO.

anyone?

OHYES.

suddenly i see the light:D

i am happy.

bangsbangsbangs.

iamoutofmymind

ELECTRIC BLUE den.

2009-05-11T23:58:00.001+08:00

SHIT

its scary.

regret!

hello, i tot it was just frens.

basket.

i am tired.

of everything.

boooo.

week end, pls come!

almost there.

gogogo.

dig out my eyes wun you

damage my brain wun you.

lucky i was fast.

just by 1 step.

OMG.

haahahha.

mine soon.

no,idonotknow

ifwearestillthesame.
amnolongerme.

seemslike

nvm,pplchangeforthebetterright/

whatever

i want the beach, the sun, the play, the tan.

not assignments, projects, lectures and tutorials.

i want the shoes, bags, clothes, jumpers

not the eyebags, dark circles and sleepless nights.

i wan the spa, the manicure, the pendicures

not the runs, the track, the gym.

HAHA.

natural talent.

comtemplating.

manicure?

i feel particularly like that:(

life is boo.

1. assignments

2. duedates

3. lazy

4. waking up from slp sudden, cant remember is it work or sch

5. too many things in mind

6. i decided, it was the end

7. but, i wavered

8. saw, nearly spat heart out

9. its only monday

10. blogshops, TSK!

2009-05-10T23:26:00.010+08:00

QIULING shall be good.

settle down.
finalise my assignments.
it was pay.

spent:(

but,

i am happy with the loots.

hehs.

oh, there is NO work next week.

OMG.

yesyesyes!

i am an ABSOLUTE LOSER.

i have absolutly no preservance.

ever since young.

but no, now i cannot run into mummy's arms and bawl

and request her to cancel whatever programs that i dun like

or when i feel like quitting:
becos, qiuling is like nearly 20

she has to learn.

omg.
hate the fact.

oh, i saw the photoalbums.

apparently, we all were seriously enjoying ah.

tsktsktsk!

nice!

TSK.

before they gulp their chickensoups.

NICE. power of the camera

we were not the only ones.

TADAHHHHHH.

the goodlooking angmoh.

it was picture day the other day la.

i hope everyday is like the other day:(

welcome to the cruel reality of life

qiuprocrastinatorling.

2009-05-09T21:23:00.007+08:00

TERRIBLE.

i feel like giving up, just like that.

den again, i cant.

AHHHHHH.

den again,

its tml(:

yesternight.

it was gastrobar then, kitchen bar.

kitchen bar was cool.

the bar.

theus.

messy.

after trying, the he, she, it and japrican.

ps.the boss was cool.

it was a treat, a get away from the reality.

we needed it.

qiuling shall eat grass for 3 more mths.

den (((((:

august.

den i can bid fats BYE.

oh, and i want burberry the beat.

SHLD I?

oh,haveyettorecievetheotherpicsfrompb.

heheh,tillden.

2009-05-07T21:42:00.005+08:00

I SHALL NOT PROCRASTINATE.

ishalldoit.
afterthis, yes!

zombofied.

it isnt easy.
damnnnnn.

the incredibly fat and lazy finfin.

the ever active coffeeee.

there, the pics.

hahhahhaa.

2009-05-06T22:18:00.008+08:00

it was travis's birthday yesterday.

COOL!

it has been a year also.

like wahhhhh.

hardrock-ed

surprised?

touched?

yes no?

hahhhah.

the us.

the boy.

present

alert.

DIE.

SEEEEEE THE EYEBAGS.

@#$^&*()

if this goes on, my eyes will disappear!

SCREAMSSSSSSSSSS.

2009-05-04T23:53:00.000+08:00

shag.

ineedaslp.

denagain,idonotlikethewaythingsare.

but,whatcanisay.

nvm,icanbiteittillitbleed.

tillden,iamshuttingup

becos,itwouldnthelp.

oh,itsxj's birthday.

onceagain.

HAPPY BDAE BRO.

it has been a year.
COOLNESS(:

loves.

THEBOY.

says it all.

ithasbeenlong(:

2009-05-03T21:51:00.004+08:00

paycheckpaycheckpaycheck:D
hahahaha!
BUT
it was spend spend spend:(
den it was GOOOOOOOOD.
at last.
moments, i wanted to GIVE UP,
but, nw its over.
heh.
best thing, ride back.
coolios.
1 MORE WEEK.

HMMMM.

it kills.

STOP SPENDING!

damntheeyebags!

i have yet to complete my assignments.

BOOO.

oh,

there is one more,

finfin.

hahahaha

til i snap a pic of her.

2009-05-02T20:39:00.005+08:00

TML IS FINALLY THE LAST DAY OF THE WEEK.

i see LIGHT!

LOVE.

icantwait,icantwait,ICANTWAIT!

busyweek.

breathe.

it was liting's 20th bdae celebrate.

gift.

hahahahha!

it was OUR world.

pictureoftheday!

3mths.

till den.

2009-04-28T21:20:00.005+08:00

so glad,

so nice.
now, everything is sorted.
coolios.
i get to keep everything.
YES.
paypaypay.
i am sorry, but its towards my goal.
WHOOO.

been busy.
shuffling btw work, exercise, tanning, chilling, gossiping, outings, school.
its darn cool.
i feel like me. (:

i feel like tanning,
like again.
:(
although i do get abit burnt after every runs,
its still not enough to satisfy me.

3 mths.
or mayb 2.
den mayb, i will not be as fat.
hahhha.
oh.
work this weekend.
like :D
iamsorryifiamalousyfren,
maybmjtml.

woah.
breathe, qiulingbreathe.

2009-04-26T22:19:00.003+08:00

its amazing.
paycheckpaycheckpaycheck:D
IDUNCARE.
look,a i am still me.
NTH.
1week.
till den.
busyyyyyyyy

bastardbastardbastard.
cantwait.
wakeupmannnnn.
BAH.
seriously, itsaWASTE.
ishldCHANGEPROFESSION.

2009-04-25T22:40:00.006+08:00

HAVOC.

OMG.

haahahhahaha.

seriously

arena-ed.

like whattttttttttttttttt.
fun though.

the us.

dance floor.

and, it was lucky us, pictures were (:

and, work after that was soso.

amazing, i am still living.

HA!

work.

tml.

ahhhh.

2009-04-23T23:50:00.002+08:00

It was dayout with AWESOME classmates(:
sch was like 11-1pm.
darn cool.
went TOWN.
lunched, shopped, camwhore.
oh, the best part,
was probly the slacking over at the salon.
HAHHAHAH.
we practically hogged the WHOLE salon.
andandand,
the hairstylist said i do have the look of a hairdresser.
hahahah.
poser!

tellmeabtit.

lol!

den again, mayb i am really in the wrong course.
LOL.
cousin,its u i depend on now, be reowned.
den, u can teach and train me.HAHHHA
MY DREAM.
manicure,haircuts, fashion.
oh.
and, i have been having this undying urge to take up knitting.
AND, i will be learning this sunday most prob.
weeeeeeeeee!
((((((:

interviews.
good luck.
i need all the luck in the world.

this is coffee cookie.

aww, sweetest.

adorable.

and there is NO SCHOOL tml.
like whooooooo.

vivo SOON.

itsokitsokitsok.

at least ________________________.

itsfine.

yesyes.

dblo?

insanity.

IFEELFAT.

INEEDARUNBADLY.

argh!

2009-04-22T23:04:00.002+08:00

I DO NOT KNOW HW TO PUT THIS
BUT,
ITS JUST PLAIN DUMB.
mayb its me.
i dun see your point, like you dun see mine.
so i guess we are even.
till the extend that i have doubts.
its the end, i think.
WHATEVER.
its DISAPPOINTED.
WITH A CAPITAL D.
I happily assumed i was the smartest,
till they SHOVED reality RIGHT IN MY FACE.
F.

oh.
the wk will be OVER soon.
NOMORE.

2009-04-22T02:11:00.003+08:00

its scary.

hw desperate i must have been.
but i dun care.

for i do not want to be idling.

WHATEVER.

i do not believe that i cant find.

ok,

i have enough, for today.

i shall give them 2-3 days.

hahahaah!

cantwaitcantwaitcantwait!!

oh,

younoewhat,idunfreakingcare.

toonice,anditdoesntPAYOFF.

sonow,FF.

HECK.

give me, 3 mths.

RUNS.

i shld really sleep,

lect at 9 tml.

AH.

andandand,itsher.

GOODNESS

and track tml?

diediedie.

2009-04-20T01:47:00.004+08:00

shld really slp.

but, i dun tink i can.
insomnia.

like damn.

oh, please, GOOD NEWS PLS COME.

I AM WAITING.

bro is super lucky.

its LOVE, i guess

who am i to judge.

just dun come running back, crying.

i want to work.

i dont want to be idling.

tired of being nice and all.

i shall let u taste

what u shld have long ago.

punk

damn.

viwawa

addictive.

weird, this time.

its like back to when i was young.

i will sit there in the middle of the night,

thinking of what nots

and eventually, run into my mum's arms

and tell her to end it.

no more tuition, no more school

becos, all i want to do is stay by her.

but i noe, i have to grow.

no more mummy to protect me from minor stuff.

i have to deal with them MYSELF.

ARGH

i cant wait for the next semester break to come:(

SUPER UPSET.

STAY

i am tired of changes.

WE WILL REACH FOR THE SKY.

till den.

ahhhhh, i foresee endless projects&assignsments.

and by the end of poly, i will most prob

end up crossed-eyed.

booooo.

2009-04-18T22:48:00.002+08:00

I feel so arghhhhhhhhhhh.

i was so bloody lazy

that i did give everything a miss

the meeting, the tuition

i dun feel good.

did meet up with jc peeps though

(:
newyorknewyork.

like wow,

it has been years.

i feel blooooooooody old.

and i gt them

the bands.

till den.

THERE ARE TIMES,

I DUNO ME.

and i finally got the glucose i want(:

1 WEEK.

GOGOGO!

2009-04-18T03:35:00.007+08:00

ITS DARN FREAKING COOL.

THE PEEKTURES WE TOOK

DURING KITE FLYING.

you irritate the shit outta me.

BUT

its OK.

becos, i will have my OWN LIFE SOON.

BOOO YOU!

i do not want whatever.
nothing nomore.

den, it was the numerous jump shots.

still alot more, but these are the few I PERSONALLY LIKE.

2009-04-17T23:58:00.001+08:00

IF EVERYTHING GO WELL,

I WILL BE @#$% RICH!

HEHHEH.

i hereby apologise,

SORRY if i dun have time for u ppl.

but see,

one is only young once.

my uncle, inspired me.

TRUE.

we go through different stages in life.

1-10: where everything seem soooooo nice.

10-19: we have to fight for what we want, best frens, bfs, gfs.

20-29: where we chiong in life, get whatever we want for we still have the raging energy.

30-39: think family

AND SO, i shall CHIONG.

i dun care hw,

but this, i promise.
i will make time.

i manage my OWN TIME.

others, SHUT UP.

i dun care whether u are happy or not.

ITS MY LIFE.

WHATEVER HAPPENS,

I WILL NOT BLAME ANYONE,

BUT MYSELF.

I WILL BE NO LOSER.

*cross fingers,

goooooood nws,

i am waiting(((((:

no matter what,

i will STILL BE ME.

2009-04-16T23:58:00.000+08:00

KITE FLYING WAS ((((((((:
it was as if we were transported back to time.
we were greedy.
we wanted the kite to touch the universe.

got bored while taking turns,
gossipped,
jumpshots.
camwhored.
total coolness.
cathay-ed
17 again.
ZAC EFRON!!!

coffee is (:
at least, nw she allows me to bathe her.
and, help her when in distress.
AWWWW.

peektures soon,
upon receiving.

2009-04-15T23:13:00.001+08:00

HEHHEH.
coffee cookie.
is the COOLEST dog name ever.
and, its mineeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
((((:

2009-04-14T19:49:00.006+08:00

WAH

mayb the age is catching up ah.
damn it la.

aches all over.

its either

1. too tired

2. didnt sleep properly

TSK!

hahhaa, surprised ryan.

coolest(:

still alot of pics,

but, blogger is being a bitch.

BOOO!

and qiuling.

GROW UP.

BE REALISTIC CAN.

whatever happens,

is no longer ur problem.

i hate the night.

becos, its when everything except my brain slow down.

i cannot stomach the fact yet.

i just cant?

must have been too dumb, too blind, too stone.

HA!

and yes, iamfreaking20thisyear.

OMG.

DIRECTIONINLIFE?

icanrantnonstop.

remember yesteryear?

what was i doing? where were i?

wherewerewe?

ihateit,

i think, i freaking need to bang my head against the bloody wall.

which part do you not understand?

OVER.

2009-04-13T02:23:00.002+08:00

JOKE!
its the BIGGEST joke ever!
HAHAAHAHA.
and, this is not the first time it happened.
OMG.
see, slipped.
AH,
den again.
its ok la.
HAHAHHAAHHHAA.
LIFE.

oh.
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY,
RYAN YAP
toodles.

2009-04-12T21:19:00.009+08:00

i did recieve the pics.

COOLNESS.

the other day, his hairstyle is super cool.

at the back.

the ultimate.

yesterday. sentosa.

sun and play

there are times, when we hide from the scorching sun.

end.

shagged.

i HATE area cleaning.

BUT DEN,

ITS ((((((((:

some ppl.

they just test my patience.

LIKE TSK!

GET OUT OF MY WAY!

2009-04-11T23:59:00.001+08:00

ohoh.

yes, sentosa-ed yesterday

had pinic with aunts, cuzzies and sis.

the coolest thing, is we get to eat the food they prepared.

sit on the nice canvas, play and build sand castles.

i gt abit burnt from the 2-3 hrs there.

we were safe and sound in car, before it POURED.

the thing is, my aunt wanted to cut her hair.

and she asked me if i want to too.
i said ok.

my yet another aunt said, go to espirit salon.

(((((((:
high end, but its UNBELIVEABLE!

sentosa-ed today, like again.

BURNT.

see things happen for a reason.

isnt she like adorable? like my bear.

little did i noe that, it was the last time with my previous

hairstyle.

TADAHHHHH.

coolest yo!

hahha, and she said, this is sooooo me.

true.

i like.

2009-04-09T23:58:00.000+08:00

it will be sentosa for 3 days STRAIGHT.

at least the companies are different.

i may most prob end up like a bloody burnt lobster.

den again,

i dun care.

i stil have gt aloe vera to spare.

and boooo.

i cannot join the rest tml.

it was sentosa with the girls(((:

all the other pics is with dearest liting.

UPLOAD SOON.

oh,

and i am having this real terrible sore throat.

ohhh, i will be croaking.

till den.

and, meanwhile..

2009-04-06T22:25:00.004+08:00

sitting,

watching taiwanese idol dramas,

its like ((((((((((((:
u get to fantasize abt romances,

HA!

not exactly bored,

but its senseless.

but, there are times, fantasies that dont make sense,

they thrill.

they make life not as ugly.

HALT everything.

i do not like bitches,

worst, i cant stand those that step into my life.

DO NOT CROSS MY PATH,

FOR I NO LONGER HAVE TOLERANCE!!

side note,

my sister is NOT FEELING WELL.

and i do not feel good seeing her,

like this

oh,

having flu+cough+stubborn tummy ache

is like the worst.

i cant bear to erase off,

the one and only

see, i cant tell.

for it will break.

2009-04-04T22:34:00.003+08:00

WHY.
DAMN THE GENES.
hahhahah!
i do not like pretttttttttty girls.
and, i am not complaining.

i actually forgot what i wanted to say initially.
OLD.

犯贱！！
now i miss my long long locks:(
pardonme,
iamneverstatisfiedwithwateverihave.
and,itendtoregretonlyaftermanymanymomentsLATER.
AHHH!
GROWHAIRGROW.

and i lost you.
dear voice.
ah!

2009-04-04T01:41:00.002+08:00

03april09

hah!

my bro and i grab the leftover rice,

and we randomly decided,

yes, fried rice it is.

LOL.

and, it tastes not bad ok BROTHER.

DOUBT SOMEMORE,DOUBT.

hahahaha.

oh.

and on the way back,

there is this ultra dumb woman

she saw an old man's medicine dropped on the mrt's floor,

she sat there, eh eh.

so soft that even i who was sitting beside her couldnt even hear her.

i tot she will run after the old man.

to my horror, no.

DUMB.

oh, and, i had this urge to go vivo this morning.

and, we eventually went there in the evening(:

and, it was a WORK OUT today.

yea! till den.

the other day.

life is full of choices,

there are times,

when we CANNOT decide.

2009-04-01T23:14:00.003+08:00

this time, its different.

die.

i can see it coming.

retarded.

too slow.

till now, do i feel the pinch.

eh?

how i long to ask, what happened?

funny, words can form.

but pride got in the way.

the only ending is,

be gone.

no, its not affecting.

neither is it hurting.

omg.

i swear, i LOVE lady gaga!

distorded yes.

shutup.

oh,

its april fool.

2009-03-30T23:58:00.001+08:00

ECP was coolness.
cycling was ((((:
awesome.
soon.
the sun was lovely,
the beach was :D
the company was AWESOME.
marinasq-ed after that.

its SENTOSA on the 9th.
I CANT WAIT.
the sun!!!!
the tan.
whoooooooo.
pics sooooon.

and.
K.O-ed

2009-03-29T16:11:00.006+08:00

back from camp.

its OVER,

just in a blink of an eye.

tsk!

it was indeed an experience i will not forget.
having to deal with so many ppl.

you, tested my patience.
and i won.

practice self control yes.

TSK.

i hope its not too late.

uhhuh.

SORRY.

i cant forgive.

CREW IS COOL.

spot me.

coolios~
till mass outing den.

i cannot stand pretty girls,

neither can i stand stunning girls.

BOOO.

dear god, y am i not one?

hah!

ohhhh,

and its outing with the girls tml.

ecp.

I CANT WAIT.

i finally get to chill with my gfs((((((:

pics soon den.

and i dun believe,

i am still holding on.

its like impossible.

2009-03-22T21:51:00.003+08:00

I WANT TO BE SLIMMER.

but with this speed.

i tink the next ting i noe,

i cant even fit through the door:(

BOOKING IN, tml.

boooo.

there goes 1 wk.

chilled yesternight.

its been long.

like, last yr?

they say, qiuling,

dun waste money!

but, den again,

i cant help it.

quit spending.

damnnnnnn.

oh, they went to get their waterguns the other time.

and, to our surrrrprise,

we saw..

hahhaha.

this was yesteryr, when we were still gls.

DELTA!!!!

WE FOUND HIM AGAIN.

goodness, talk abt fate.

YES, same area too.

OMG.

2009-03-18T22:30:00.002+08:00

TMD.
am regretting.
now i miss the locks:(
headache.
well, it will be over soon.
i cant bloody wait.
ITS LIKE A LIBERATION.
damn disgusted.
y, y the super big difference?
tsktsk.
lucky, my siblings,
they are way cooler.

you dumbos,
FF.

ohohoh.
i managed to mj in su.
way too cool.
lol.

2009-03-15T21:21:00.001+08:00

DAMN SHAGGED.

everything.

they come too fast.

i chopped off my hair.

AHHH.

it was on impulse.

well.

my sister joined my insanity.

and, yes, i gt back the bangs.

hahhhahahaha!

and, actual camp in like a wk?

ahhhhhhhhh.

sleep.

2009-03-13T22:52:00.003+08:00

i just cant stomach the fact,

the fact that,
you you you ________.
whatever.

its super heartwarming to see a baby girl,
running towards u.
the smile that crepts to her face,
the way she addresses u,
what's more, she runs into u open arms :)
she repeats after u, and follows u ard.
AHHHHHH
she is damnnnnnnnnnnnn ADORABLE!

i do not like it.
i repeat i do not like it.
over and done with it soon.
i do not like the feeling.

2009-03-12T10:22:00.002+08:00

TMD

i cant stand them.

damn it.

you shld noe where you stand

and what is required of you

ohhhh, sorry,

i forgot.

you are too brainless to realise

and probably even have problem understanding this.

oh well, GET A LIFE.

ass.

I shall NOT procrastinate any longer.

i SHALL BE GOOD.

and call the singtel guy,

i have to ASAP.

AM DYING:(

and wheeeeeeeeeeeee.

its the END OF dip plus.

like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH:)))))))))))

trial camp is o.v.e.r

w.h.a.t.e.v.e.r

at least, there was nice company.

used to be a part.

now its history.

till actual camp den.

DIE.
i actually miss the bangs.

short short short hair

sooooooooooooooooooon.

better show gratitude.

2009-03-05T10:30:00.003+08:00

i cant live onnnnnnnnnnnnnn

this is hw i am feeling at like 10.30am
and and and, the best part.
its only 1hr 30mins into dip plus lesson
SHUCKS
yes, super.
chui.
at least, i will be welfare for camp tis time.
it shld be more manageable.
oh, there will be individual and grp project work.
AHHHHH.
DIE.
I GOT BACK MY PEAEYES,
like again.
at least, teacher is cool, too nice.
i shall bargain my absence.
hahaahhahaha.

i dun feel like listening.
dun feel like seeing.
just sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

ohhhhh, one more LOVELY chip to add to my collection.
thank you angel(((((((:
happiest.

i do not want to remember.
becos i dun want to feel la.